The Alpha's Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger. Chapter 117 117: Enough to want to be together

Ramsey

I stiffened, swallowing hard. "I… I can do that…" I stuttered "But not now… we need to make sure…"

"That I can get my powers back, that I can beco relevant…" she finished up with a scoff. "That's the problem, Ramsey… I don't bla you for wanting that, maybe that's the way you were raised and it's okay. I'm not even angry anymore but I can no longer be a gamble for you. You want to keep but still in the shadows until it's confird that I can beco the Moonsinger again. Right?"

I opened my mouth severally to speak but no words would co out of it.

"That's what I thought," she smiled sadly. "Even if I forgive everyone in the future, I will never forgive you Ramsey… my heart can call on you for all it wants… my body may yearn for you every day of my life but I'd rather walk on hot coals than be with you."

My chest tightened, and I could feel my vision becoming blurry but I shook my head, trying to suppress my emotions.

"That's not fair, Lyla…" I felt anger spark in my chest. "Don't be so cruel, I have lots of responsibilities. If was a re Alpha or Lycan I will not hesitate."

"I cannot be with soone who hesitates to love …" she shouted. "I've repeated the sa words over and over… but you never listen."

"It is you who doesn't listen. I said I love you…you're the first woman I've confessed it to… the only woman I've defied norms to be with. Can't I at least be appreciated for that?"

She walked up to and poked at my chest. "Love ans nothing… and you… broken like this should tell you that it's a farce. I love you too…"

My heart skipped.

"But we do not love each other enough to want to be together. We both want different things. You need a decorated wife… versed in the old ways and our statues and everything that makes up our world… I need a man who is crazy about and shows how much he loves with every breath he takes…"

"Staying in prison for four years ans nothing," I said vehently "I can do it."

"For so weird reason, you keep ntioning Nathan…"

I searched her eyes, saw the confusion in them and for the first ti, I realized that she didn't even know the extent to which Nathan loves her. She was oblivious to it.

"Wait!" I chuckled "You don't know Nathan loves you? You think took all those punishnts and treatnt from just to keep you away because he wanted to just stay as friends?"

"Of course!" she glared at . "He's my best friend?"

"He stopped seeing himself as that and I can tell you it has been going on for a long ti. Nathan loves you… fiercely. I'm surprised that he hasn't…"

The door of the hall opened and Lenny rushed in. I could sense distress.

"Is sothing wrong?"

He nodded and rushed to my side.

"There's a problem. A video of Lyla naked and having sex with a man whose face is blurred is making rounds in all our social networks, we're trying to clamp down on the spread but I have a feeling that this has sothing to do with you."

My blood turned cold as my gaze drifted to Lyla who was smiling down at her phone, probably texting soone.

"Do all you can to stop the spread. This is bad… she just ca out as the Moonsinger, this is going to do more harm than good and where is Cassidy? Is she at the pack?"

She is the only one in possession of that video.

"I think so," Lenny nodded "Is this her doing?" he asked.

"Tell them to bring the cars around, I need to go back to the pack house imdiately and …"

Just then, the door of the hall opened again, bringing with it a gust of wind and Nathan who marched in looking furious as he made a beeline for .

"gods! Not now…" I muttered under my breath stopping Lenny from trying to intercept him. "Don't worry, let him co."

As soon as he reached , he threw his first which which I expertly sidestepped. His eyes were filled with hatred as he threw another punch again. Lyla who was surprised to see him in the hall ran towards us and tried to stop him from throwing a punch at again.

"Nath… what is it?" she asked reaching to grab his hand.

"How dare you do that to her?" he growled, grabbing my collar. "Do you have any shred of sha left in you?"

"Do what?" Lyla asked staring from to him. "What happened Nath?"

"You're sick, Ramsey Kincaid… very sick. How can you record such an intimate mont? Do you have any idea what this would do to her? Do you have any thread of sha?"

"I did nothing, Nathan.?" I said through gritted teeth. "Neither did I record it in the first place. Like you, I found out a few seconds ago and I'm trying to do my best to make sure it's…"

"Will soone answer ?" Lyla suddenly shouted, wedging herself between us. "What's doing on? Did sothing happen again? Is it about ?"

Nathan's gaze left mine as he reached and grabbed her gently, pulling her against his chest for a hug, running a hand through her hair. "I'm sorry," he muttered. "I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. I'm sorry, I let you et this monster in the first place."

"Watch your words, Alpha Nathan," Lenny said fiercely.

"Just tell ?" Lyla demanded again. "Did sothing happen?" she turned to look at again. "Was it a Feral attack? Please, tell , the suspense is killing ."

Both and Nathan didn't move. It would break her if she found out.

"Nath… Ramsey?" she called out again. "What's wrong?"

Nathan sighed then reached for her hand pulling her to his side. "Nothing, c'mon."

"No!" she wriggled away from him. "Tell what's going on or else I'll remain here. You can't keep away information that concerns from . That's not fair."

Still, we remained silent. She turned to Lenny and walked up to him. "Tell , what happened? What have I done this ti?"

Lenny cleared his throat, shifting uncomfortably. "W…well, there's a video of you circulating and it doesn't look good."