Stars In His Eyes Chapter 1568: 1568: Simply Because I Love You 92

Capítulo 1568: Chapter 1568: Simply Because I Love You 92

The once noisy and bustling ho suddenly fell silent.

Ding Long looked at Ding Jinshi’s sullen face. He knew she was angry not because he had been ssing around outside and betrayed their marriage, but because he had let others harm their daughter.

“For more than a month, I’ve been waiting for you to call and tell to co ho.” Ding Long chuckled self-deprecatingly, “Even when I answered the phone just now, I was full of joy, wondering if you missed ? Are you angry seeing outside with other won? Jealous? Do you wish I would co ho and be with you?”

“That’s quite a funny joke.” Ding Jinshi laughed politely twice, “Ding Long, you’re almost thirty, not three. Don’t you think you’re childish? Getting intimate with a woman, always ending up in those disgraceful newspapers, do you think you’re enjoying boundless glory? Doing all this just to make angry, hoping I’d call you? Has your brain been squeezed by the door?”

As Ding Jinshi laughed, she slowly withdrew her smile, “Now you see I’m angry, are you particularly satisfied? Happy?”

“Happy for what? You’re angry only because of our daughter, not because you care about .” Ding Long leaned powerlessly against the sofa, “Every day, I want to drink myself into oblivion, but I’m afraid to truly get drunk, scared that I might miss your call. How ridiculous, beneath you are like a soulless, lifeless puppet. Every ti we make love, your suffering is painfully evident, yet other won wish desperately for to love them. Even when they stand nude before , I feel nothing. Tell , Ding Jinshi, have you poisoned ? Why is it that I, Ding Long, must have you and no one else?”

“Ding Long, are you tired?” Ding Jinshi’s tone softened bit by bit. She asked earnestly and answered earnestly too, “I’m very tired, tired of dealing with your parents, with you.”

“Yes, I’m tired too.” Ding Long chuckled softly, “But what can be done? Even though I’m tired, I still don’t want to let go. Truly, I’m greedy; before I married you, I went to great lengths to wed you. After marriage, I wanted a daughter. After having a daughter, I yearned for your heart. I suppose I ought to be tired, having endless greed never knowing satisfaction.”

“Should we continue? Is there still a need for us to continue?” Ding Jinshi sighed, “Ding Long, sotis the human heart really isn’t within one’s control. I wish I loved you instead of Lan Li, whom I hate so much I don’t know how to continue hating. Ding Long, sotis I even bla you; why didn’t you make fall for you before I loved Lan Li? If I loved you, would we still torture each other? If I loved you, with you and our daughter, how happy could I be.”

Ding Long sat beside Ding Jinshi, watching her shed tears painfully. He raised his arm to pull her into his embrace.

What could be done? What could he do? Why is it that she fell in love with soone else, not him?

Tired, so tired, yet he could not bear to let go.

“Jinshi, you’re right, I’m childish, childishly chasing after sothing I can never attain.” At this mont, the emptiness in Ding Long’s heart made him feel as if his soul was being devoured bit by bit, but stubbornly, he still refused to let go, “Then let’s maintain the status quo. I won’t seek more, nor will I let go. How we lived before, let’s continue to live like that. It’s better to have you here, than not at all.”