Chapter 95: What My Heart Bear For You {1}
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I ca back to the library exhausted from playing with Sophia, she was nifty and energetic but I wasn’t, as much as I wanted to play with her all she wants I needed to catch my breath, and my body still needed not to be driven by sothing intense or else it would get
quivering too much.
On my way back I spotted William staring at a shelf lost in thoughts. A peculiar position I have never seen him in, whenever he was in the library he was always engaged with sothing... but just standing there almost like he would freeze the shelf itself into a box of ice with his re gaze, got
worried.
My features instantly turned into concern, he looked so zoned out that I didn’t co close, so instead I stood behind a shelf observing... most especially checking if his eyes were void again but they were their usual crystal green color and I sighed in relief.
Suddenly a smile stretched on his lips and I tensed when he turned his attention to . Once again it felt like I was lost in ti staring into his eyes. Even as we talked I couldn’t look away other than him, he was just too captivating and I was in love with him.
"In all my life Ava I have never cared for soone, I only cared about the benefit, and uses, nothing asured except that"
The mont he uttered such words I felt a deep tug in my heart and the chances of telling him how I felt suddenly ran slim... He probably doesn’t feel the sa way as I do because he was a godly man assigned to care for nothing but the library and its well-being and not take anything else as important. The people around him were only good for his use.
I was only good for my use, and nothing more.
"You care only for my use," I said in a heavy tone, it hurts so much to speak now and I couldn’t even et his eyes because I was afraid of what I might see... I would see a man who doesn’t love
and regards
less.
A man who only cares about his Library more than anything.
"I once did"
His words caused
to freeze and I raised my confused gaze back to him.
"This is not about uses anymore, Ava,"
My heart slamd a loud beat especially when he took loud steps towards
and I just stood frozen in spot watching his every move until he stood before .
"You’re more than just ’use’..."
Am I dreaming again?
"I have never wanted soone so much in my entire life... Emotions were never in factor in my life not until you"
Please tell
this is not a dream!
He placed his hand on my cheek and stroked it gently, and it was enough to tell
I wasn’t dreaming and I wasn’t hearing things, this was actually happening and he was saying such heart-stopping words to
like he was baring his entire feelings to .
"A feeling that transcends any wants or needs, affections and anything possibly related to powerful emotions... then yes Ava, this is not just about ’use’ but an underlying devotion that I cannot control... my incessant need and thirst for you, the need to see you smile always, to wipe your tears away... this is not ’use’..."
What could I possibly say? Words that I have never heard before were being said to
like it was one last breath... like if he doesn’t say it right now the re world would end.
All I do was let the tears building up in my eyes fall freely as I took in everything he offered, words spoken with such heavy emotions that even I can’t comprehend, the color of his eyes brighter than it has been, sothing clustering them and also speaking wordless words to , countless, not even I could count and contain.
I was too caught up in all the emotions until I realized he had knelt on one knee before , his ardent gaze on
like I was the only being breathing and the only one he sees instead of the world itself.
What’s happening?!
"I know I’m not the easiest to understand, I’m difficult even for you... I can’t process emotions as you do, but if you let , I will show you what my heart holds for you"
I opened my mouth but words couldn’t co off, it was just hung off and hurled away, I was utterly mute and hung off to the point all my body trembled under his hold.
Stupid Ava, say sothing!
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"I want you to promise , Ava" he began once again leaning close to
until our lips were almost touching. "Promise
you will stay by my side forever if that is what you want"
He gently wiped the tears silently streaming down my cheeks with his thumb. "I don’t care what you are... as long as you tell
yes right now" he mumbled more to himself but I heard everything.
"Be here... in all adversity that may co, in any sickness and health, be here, with , here" he placed a palm on my chest, I swear my heart was almost beating out of my very chest.
William’s proposing to !
The first ti he told
I was his bride, it was just a whim, an order without my say in the matter, and being in a confused state I accepted it like an obligation for a man who gave
what no one has ever had.
But right now... he’s doing it officially, he’s offering his feelings to .
"Tell
Ava... do you want
as much as I do? Do you want to be by my side forever just as much as I do?" he leaned further, ghost kissing my lips. "Tell ..."
My breath trembled, my chest rose and fell, my head in a spin, my features covered in shock.
"Be my wife... My sweet Ava"
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