Chapter 127: Anger With a Mix Of Desire
Is it possible to feel sothing so deep and crazy along the lines of anger and desire? Like a storm brewing your insides and then... it explodes and you do the complete opposite. Every muscle aches, but not the sa ache as your heart does, that is more profound, every beat is like a loud beat of a drum. And don’t get
started with the heat... it burns... the tempest of anger and the chaotic sensual feeling that makes your insides twist.
It felt like a dream... my lips on his and I cannot stop myself, I haven’t realized how much I missed the feel of it until now... how much every cell in my body awakens, it felt too good... I want to be angry, I want to put a stop to this and push him off but at the sa ti I didn’t want the connection to end. What made it far more intense was when he kissed
back with just the right amount of passion and I began to breathe... my heart is slamming loudly more than ever.
The intensity with which he kissed
was so potent and with every movent I wanted to lt, there was just so much longing and emotion... emotions I cannot keep up with. His tongue worked like magic in my mouth bringing more further to a mouth-watering kiss.
I want it to last forever.
But with my eyes closed all I could think about was that mory, it kept intruding on everything... the sa scene, the sa image I want to just forget and let it all be damn... but I cannot, it was like that very day it was branded to haunt
until the end, and the more I thought about it... the more the pain ca until it eventually swallow
whole and the darkness ca forth.
I was already pulling away from him, from his lips, touch, and everything that will rid
of him. I need to use my brain and not my weak heart, it’s too faint to hold anything. So I remained still keeping my eyes leveled with our breaths echoing in the chambers, nothing said... no words and I preferred it.
"Ava"
gods his voice... I don’t want to hear it because it struck
too much to my body and make
want to hear more, not hearing it for a month made it feel like I would lose my mind.
Even now I go crazy just by hearing it, my body goes crazy and my heart goes crazy too.
It’s all crazy!
"Look at "
It wasn’t a command, it sounded like a plea.
"Please, my sweet"
I shivered, swallowing a lump in my throat as I raised my gaze to his lips but not his eyes, I didn’t want to look at them, for I knew when I did I would drown in it and forget everything... it will just be like a dream and all reality is gone.
My pain will be gone
Reality is everything... We need that pain because that is what makes it complete, if I don’t feel it I will be telling myself a lie... a lie that will break
and I will fall apart and crumble into dust, into an empty vase of space will nothing holding ... just the ground.
I shuddered when I felt his thumb wipe the tears I shed silently. I promised myself I will not cry but it just cos with every pain.
"If you don’t talk to ..." his breath turned shaky. "Then tell
how I will resolve this. How will I gain your affection back?"
My lips trembled.
"I’m trying Ava... but..." he paused. "The migraine it’s..."
I raised my gaze until I held his staring at
like he wanted to fall apart.
William Basker Darkmore looks at
like his world will crumble at any minute and I mirrored his expression, I feel like pulverizing.
"It hurts..." My voice breaks. "I try to sleep and yet I go back to that mory, I see you walk away leaving
in the pouring rain" I drew sharply. "Tell
Will... what could possibly be your reason for that? Is my destiny that much of a big deal that you had to do it? I don’t understand" I sobbed and looked to the side, the tears just won’t stop anymore.
My chest can’t stop squeezing.
"...’ You shall know the consequences of what you did’..." he recited. "... ’What they will do to you... I will have no control over it, this is now your fate for I warned you. You took what was theirs... ’And they will bring their wrath!’..."
"W-Whose words are that?"
"Basker’s"
"Basker?" the first avatar of the library?
"There is no spell that can break this mory block, it may be Basker’s doing or it may not... but there is one last retort but I’m not sure"
"What’s your last retort?"
He leaned away from
and stretched his hand out for
to take, I leveled my gaze to it.
"There’s sothing I will show you too... earlier you said you do not know what you are or who you are..."
I directed my gaze back to his.
"I think I might know... but I wanted to be sure without giving incorrect answers"
"Show ," I said without hesitation, I didn’t care if he was not certain I needed to know anything at all.
It was better than being lost.
So I took his hand and he gripped it firmly and I ignored the spark I felt... he led
out of the chambers. I could only hear the sound of my heartbeat as he led
back to the library, but we kept walking through the passage of trillions of shelves, even walking to so path I have never even dread of going through.
It was harder to see but with William leading the way I didn’t worry too much. We finally ca to a stop at a giant door, it was bigger than any I have ever seen, with a strange lock at the center. What key could possibly open this?
"The Heart of the Library"
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