Rise Of The Hoarder Chapter 69 Fear

‘I’ve faced countless Demons, I’m stronger than I was before. I shouldn’t be scared of lissa anymore. I’ve changed!’r

Reciting this mantra to convince myself, I could feel her approach the door. In a few seconds, she would be here. In just a few seconds, I would once again see the person who had tortured for so long.r

‘Shit! This can’t be… I’m so nervous!’r

Apparently, I had assud that I had changed. anwhile, deep in my core, I was still the sa feeble Jeremy. I only convinced myself to be in control of everything, since my opponents so far were evil monsters and naïve individuals. However, against the shadows of the past… was I still so helpless?r

>CREAK< The door opened.r

I buried my face into the book I was reading, pretending to be unaware of the girl that entered the room. r

A whole second felt like an eternity to . I struggled to hide my nervousness, but it appeared my acting skills were failing .r

‘Keep it together, Jeremy.’r

“Oi, who are you?!” She suddenly asked.r

Clearly, she had seen , and it was only a matter of ti before I had to give a response.r

‘Co on, Jeremy! Show this bitch who’s boss!’ I scread internallyr.

“U-Uh… I…”r

My nervous reaction shocked even . What the hell was I doing? r

lissa approached hastily all of a sudden, as though she was about to do sothing.r

‘Oh, shit! She must have recognized . What do I do? What do I do?!’ My thoughts rang.r

There was no other choice now. Since she entered, I hadn’t even looked at her once. My usual posture of bowing my head any ti she was around had stuck with .r

I wasn’t worthy to look at her face in the past. If I was caught doing that, I would be further humiliated, and Daniel, her boyfriend would make even more miserable than I already was.r

‘Shit! Jeremy, you bastard! At least look up! Just look up for once!’ r

Mustering all of my strength, I raised my head hesitantly.r

“I-I’m new here, and…” r

I stopped speaking the instant I saw her. My brain went into overdrive due to the panic, and everything seed to be slowed down.r

lissa, as always, was beautiful. She must still be using her skincare products, even in this Apocalypse, since her body was so flawlessly good and clear. Her auburn hair flowed down her shoulders, giving her a strangely satisfying appearance.r

If I ignored the disgusted look she had on her face, and the terrible mories of who she was, lissa appeared to be quite the perfect beauty.r

Call a simp, but I was completely being honest with myself.r

She was incredibly busty too. Just watching her two lons firmly gripped by her tight outfit sent an excited tingle down my body.r

‘Ah, thinking dirty thoughts Jeremy? You bastard.’ I sighed internally.r

To my surprise, though, my libido seed to have lessened my fear. My mind beca clearer, and my heart rate lessened.r

‘This is…!’ I suddenly realized sothing.r

lissa was standing nearly motionless, as though frozen in ti. Well, not entirely frozen.r

That was when it dawned on . Was I moving and thinking too fast for her?r

Naughty thoughts danced in my head, making regret watching so many questionable videos in the past. Thinking about just how much I could get away with made snicker, but also eased the nervousness I was feeling.r

It wasn’t completely gone, though. How could it be? This girl standing before was the cause of so many things that deeply scarred in the past.r

Still, it made curious. If she was so slow, and I was so fast… just what was our difference in Level?r

A smile ford on my face, and as I made the thought, her Status Introduction popped up.r

[SYSTEM INFORMATION]r

Na: lissar

Race: Humanr

Sex: Femaler

Level: 3r

Alignnt: Chaotic Neutralr

[End Of Information]r

‘Oh… Oh my…’r

Suddenly, the fear and unease were gone. Those emotions were replaced by a sense of foolishness for even fretting over soone like the girl before . The foolishness didn’t last long though, as it faded away too.r

The only thing that was left now… was my usual self and a sense of amusent.r

After all, the girl that had traumatized , lissa… was so weak!r

‘Is this even possible? The Camp sheltered soone like her?!’ r

Well, it was possible if they could accommodate bums like those fools who could do nothing but sing the praises of the heroes. Still, for her to have entered Ana’s room so casually… I thought she had a high rank or sothing similar.r

My eyes went to her Alignnt, and it felt insulting that I had the sa kind as her.r

‘Is the system broken? Why is she the sa as ? No way! lissa should be evil, evil I say!’r

Welp, there was no ans of sending my complaint to whoever made the system, so I had to keep my righteous opinions to myself.r

In any case, my fear was gone. Just like that. It was only natural, though.r

The strong shouldn’t fear the weak! It’s that simple.r

As I eased up, so did the slow movent of ti. lissa began moving faster, and everywhere slowly returned to normal.r

My eyes were still on her though, watching her face change as she spoke.r

‘It’s getting even more and more difficult to look at her, yet my eyes couldn’t seem to get away from the face she’s currently making.’ I mused.r

Her lips moved slowly, just as they used to in the past. She appeared to be saying sothing, but everything was still so slow that it was hard to hear her clearly.r

I eased up even more to quicken everything else, it was as if I was nerfing my senses.r

‘Ah, this was difficult indeed… so very difficult.’r

Now that I had gotten over the fear I originally felt, other things slowly started appearing.r

The urges I had kept buried for so long were beginning to surface. Murderous thoughts and purely malevolent intentions were ringing in my head, and the worst part was that I could now act on them.r

If I so desired, I could kill her this very instant, torture her as she tortured … no, even more. r

However, now was not the right ti…r

‘Hold it in, Jeremy… let’s be patient. When the right mont arrives… we’ll kill her in the most painful way imaginable!’r