Lu Xiuting would definitely think this is considered "very good", right?
But Lu Sisi herself never valued these things.
She valued so other things.
For example, last ti, after many days of Chen Yan being gone, he ca back ho and brought a "Spirit Communication Pill".
And also, the increasingly intense sll of blood and evil qi on him.
Lu Sisi knew that Chen Yan must have gone through a lot of hardship and suffering to get that Spirit Communication Pill for her!
Even after swallowing the Spirit Communication Pill, she still couldn’t cultivate, and Lu Sisi’s own disappointnt and distress weren’t really about the "cultivation" matter.
She didn’t care if she could beco a cultivator, as long as she could live a long life and spend more ti with Chen Yan—that condition was already satisfied without cultivation now.
Lu Sisi herself truly didn’t care about whether she could beco a cultivator.
The fundantal reason she felt distressed and disappointed was because of Chen Yan!
Chen Yan paid such a high price for her to cultivate, enduring so much hardship and suffering, yet she wasted his efforts and sacrifices!
Lu Sisi felt extrely guilty in her heart.
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The harmonious atmosphere between mother and daughter suddenly disappeared, from the road to the supermarket, neither of them spoke again.
Lu Xiuting didn’t feel she said anything wrong, she just noticed Lu Sisi’s unhappiness, so she cautiously avoided this mood, but whatever other topic she brought up, Lu Sisi seed disinterested in it.
The shopping process in the supermarket was calm and indifferent.
There was no imagined family joy of mother and daughter shopping together, no scene of one pushing the cart while the other joyfully takes things off the shelf, discussing what to buy to cook at ho—all of this was absent.
After silently buying so food and supplies for ho, Lu Sisi calmly pushed the cart to pay, while Lu Xiuting seed sowhat at a loss, standing silently to the side.
Holding large bags when they got back in the car, Lu Xiuting took a deep breath and said in a complex tone, "I really am doing this for your own good, I..."
"Mom." Lu Sisi suddenly spoke calmly: "Perhaps, I’m just not used to it."
"What do you an?"
"Just not used to it..." Lu Sisi’s fingers, holding the steering wheel, were sowhat pale: "Maybe I’m used to you not caring about , used to your estrangent and indifference, so... now that you appear to care about , to be close to , it makes ... well, it’s not just , but both of us, it seems that neither of us is used to this mode of interaction."
Lu Xiuting’s face changed!
She said in a trembling voice: "I, I know, you must in your heart bla , I just want..."
Lu Sisi forced a smile, interrupting Lu Xiuting again, with a bitter smile: "Mom, did you recently encounter so crisis?"
Lu Xiuting: "..."
"Father is becoming increasingly detached from this ho, especially in recent years, his affection for you is fading more and more, and he stays out more often.
And everything you have is based on Father. Father’s detachnt makes you very uneasy, right?
You’re very worried that if Father soday gets tired of you and wants to leave, you will get nothing.
The property was under Father’s na a long ti ago, Father is from a family in Port City, you definitely signed a prenuptial agreent with him, right? Even though you didn’t want to, back then you didn’t have the qualification to negotiate, so you must have signed it.
Now you are increasingly worried that Father will beco detached, you’re worried that if he leaves you, you’ll have nothing.
If that happens... Brother’s surna is Yang, the Yang Family won’t let you have him. And as for property, Father has always been shrewd about money, so you probably won’t get anything either.
You wanted a third child to solidify your position.
But that attempt failed, you must be very sad and upset, but... also surely very disappointed, right?
You feel like those things you valued are suddenly out of grasp, it makes you very panicked.
You... have a very serious sense of crisis."
At this point, Lu Sisi looked up at her mother: "Am I right? Mom?"
Before Lu Xiuting could answer, Lu Sisi seed to smile: "So, when you felt uneasily helpless, you suddenly rembered , your daughter."
Lu Xiuting let out a shriek: "No!!"
Lu Sisi was not frightened by Lu Xiuting’s scream, she just looked at her mother with a calm yet sad gaze.
"Mom, even though I’m young, and my temperant is soft, but... I’m not stupid."
Lu Sisi’s eyes were red too, and she said softly: "For over a decade, you didn’t love . Then, suddenly overnight, after not loving or caring for for more than ten years, you suddenly loved and cared for ...
I actually understand, you ca to see not because you suddenly regretted, and suddenly overnight liked , your daughter whom you had neglected for over a decade—how could there be such a big change overnight.
You just suddenly need .
You encountered a crisis, your husband, your son, you found they aren’t your dependence.
You feel lonely, uneasy, and scared in your heart, wanting to find a reliance—even if it’s just a psychological reliance.
So, you suddenly rembered , rembered your daughter who you had neglected for many years.
You even forgot that just last ti we t, you coldly wanted to drive away from Jinling Prefecture, to send far away overseas.
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