Sharon’s POV—
"I am insect, aren’t I? Every god think mortals to be beneath their feet. Nothing new for ."
Rozefde chuckled darkly. "You think yourself to be above , right? A mortal who thinks herself to be above the leader of gods... hahaha! What a joke!"
"I never said anything. I never once said that I am above you," I said.
Rozefde shook his head angrily. He sneered, "No, you don’t need to say anything. Just one look from you says everything in volus. When I was with you, I ca to know a lot of things about you. You believe yourself to be a human, aren’t you? No! You are a defect! A defect of the human society! You never care for anything except the matters which concern you. For a mont, let’s forget about this world. Let’s take your novel to be the real world! Did you ever regret about writing the ’OG’ Sharon’s fate? And stop your damn calculations!"
’Novel’ world? So, I was indeed correct. This world is not from my novel.
"I said stop! STOP YOUR DAMN CALCULATIONS! I WANT TO KNOW YOUR REAL THOUGHTS! NO MORE INFLUENCING OR CONROL IN YOUR WORLDS! JUST YOU AND ! JUST FUCKING CO CLEAN! SHOW YOUR REAL SELF!!"
Sighing, I replied, "You want to hear the truth? Did I ever ’regret?’ My novel world doesn’t exist, and I am really grateful for this fact."
Rozefde pulled his hair in anger. "DON’T TRY TO MAKE YOUR WORDS REVOVLE IN CIRCLES!"
"Yeah, yeah... I get it! You are annoyed by my words, right? So, for your happiness... I will tell you the truth," I looked into his eyes, "Rozefde, I... never regretted a thing. There wasn’t a single mont of , regretting what I had written. Even if it was real... even if my novel world was real... even if everything was real, I would never regret writing a single damn thing."
"Then what about your thoughts?!"
Confused, I asked, "You were in my brain, weren’t you? Yes, I have said so stuff about regretting, not writing, and so... but tell , do you really think I regret anything? If we are talking about the truth, I am really happy for you to bring into this world. Sothing that existed in my dreams, you fulfilled it. You are the one who I should thank. Rozefde, I will say ’thank you,’ with sincerity. Thank you, Rozefde."
Rozefde eyes widened in shock. "You thought..." His words trailed off in shock.
"You know, this aspect of yours... is utterly similar to that of a human. ’Morality.’ A fucking a joke! Did you hear ? Morality is a fucking joke! It’s word that everyone admires but no one follows! Humans never do! They never do! Rozefde, you are an immoral deity, yet you are trying to talk about morality. My thoughts? I faked them. Although, you made my job easier. Influence or control, whatever you did... it fucking helped !"
"Aren’t you afraid of the ’so-called’ protagonist?!" exclaid Rozefde.
I shrugged, "I was never afraid of him. It’s you. Your influence/control made afraid at the very thought of him. I never once thought him as my opponent. There is no way he can defeat . But for so reason, if I lose... I will just kill . Do you think being a ’cream bun’ fears ? No, it does fear a bit."
Rozefde smiled in victory at my words.
I continued, "But I never said about accepting it. Kelshin can never make a ’cream bun.’ He can defeat the OG Sharon, but not . He can never... I will never lose to him."
My words diminished his godly aura. "Why are you so confident?! What makes you think you can defeat him?!" he yelled in disbelief.
"Did you really think I would expose my real thoughts to you?"
I laughed hysterically at his words. His words were so funny that it made my stomach hurt from laughing non-stop.
"What the fuck are you laughing for?! Stop it!"
"Stop it!"
"Stop it! Stop it!"
"STOP IT!"
"STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT!"
It looks like Rozefde is losing his mind. Seeing my laugh crazily must have made his insides churned with anger.
Composing myself, I wiped the tears of joy from the corners of my eyes. I said, "Huff... huff... I have stopped laughing, okay? But it’s your fault. I an, you made laugh. And on top of that, you have the nerve to be annoyed with !"
"Rozefde, I don’t fear because... I have sothing to lose or anything. No... never. I had nothing, and never once thought of having sothing. You know my past? Nah, I am sure you don’t. Rozefde, when I was born, my parents abandoned . I grew in an orphanage, where I had to fight every day for my survival. Kids bullied , and caretakers ignored . I was scrawny kid, who couldn’t fight for himself. But I was really good at studying. So, I was forced to do their howork. If I didn’t, I would get beaten or, my food would be taken by them. So, to save myself, I acted as if I was a bad student. Due to those bastards, I had to fail in so of my exams. I had to repeat grades! Most of the humans go by facial aesthetics, right? Sa goes for you gods, right? Don’t try to deny it. A beautiful devotee makes your heart lean towards them."
"No!" Rozefde tried to deny my words.
Shaking my head, I continued, "No one adopted . I was always rejected by the couples, who ca to the orphanage to adopt a kid. They never wanted . My ’friends’ got adopted, whereas I, remained in that fucking orphanage. Then one day, everything changed. My appearance changed from ugly to beautiful... very, very beautiful. You couldn’t discern my gender just by looking at my face. My face changed, but I never changed. My face always attracted problems. Both n and won wanted to lay their hands on . Hahaha! See? Their behaviour changed when they saw my ’beautiful’ face. Fucking double standards!"
"I always had to change my jobs because of my face. For what? Because I wanted freedom, and I knew the typical behaviour of human beings. They liked my face, nothing else. But due to those fuckers, my career got destroyed. They said that I offended them. But about ? I had no job. I was jobless!"
Reviews
All reviews (0)