"The sa thing will happen when you lose your mories after all is said and done and you have to return to your normal ways."
Alex's words keep on ringing in my head like a broken record from the mont I heard it from him. So, is this what Lancelot and Lucas are keeping from ?
The thought of finally leaving the castle but not rembering them any longer ached my heart, like it has been crushed by a heavy object. Just by rely thinking about it, it already shatters my heart into tiny million pieces. How much more if that fateful day finally happens?
I don't think I could be okay with that, especially after knowing about it.
"Krisella!"
I almost flinched when soone poked in the arm after bellowing my na. When my senses returned to , I imdiately realized that I am in our school cafeteria. Ariella was the one that poked earlier and my other friends Cailin and Maggie are here with us now.
Since a week has passed and no attacks have been reported for the last couple of days, it has been decided then by the royal council that it is okay to resu the classes by the following week.
"It seems to us that you have so heavy problem that you are thinking about," Ariella pointed out, her look with a hint of concern in it.
"Is there anything that we can help you with?" Maggie asked. All three of them looked at as they patiently waited for my answer.
I tried to think fast on what to respond to them in a way that they wouldn't worry about , or would redirect their attention towards .
"No, trust I am totally fine," I responded as convincingly as I could. "Just so minor financial issues in which I could nd right away, that's all."
My friends looked at for a while before they looked convinced.
"That is great to hear then," Ariella says.
It was then when the school bell started ringing, which indicates that our lunch break is now over and we have to attend our next class as soon as possible.
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Mr. Wimbshaw from our last-period class assigned us howork as usual before totally dismissing us for the day. Once done, so of my classmates imdiately dashed their way towards the door until I can't see them again.
As for , I was still gathering my things and stuffing them inside my backpack when my friends waited for to finish. Because of that, I have to rush arranging my things and when I am done, I imdiately strapped the bag behind and walked out of the classroom with them all.
We imdiately separated ways upon reaching the school gates. All three of them went to their right since they will be visiting Central Town today, to which I need to decline since I have other matters to take care of.
However, at that instant, I also began to wonder if ever my mission at the castle is complete and I have to return to my normal ways without having a trace of any mories from what I have done these past few months, will I get to rember the feeling that I had working at the castle and will be able to live normally around my friends?
For now, I can't do anything but sigh.
I started moving towards the secret route that I am usually taking to get to the rear portion of the castle. Ever since that stalking incident that I experienced the other day, either Lucas or Alex is now obligated to pick up at the alleyway going towards the castle to prevent any potential witnesses from seeing us walking together.
I was humming and all just to calm and prevent myself from thinking negatively ever again when I felt that familiar feeling of being followed just now, yet when I tried to crane my neck and look for any possible spies around the area, I didn't see anyone at all.
I would like to think of it as so fignt of my imagination.
Therefore, I began walking once again, but this ti, a bit faster than my normal pace. It did not take long before I reached the place where I should et the one that would be accompanying for today going towards the castle.
My lips parted upon seeing it was Alex who decided to pick up this day.
"The sa thing will happen when you lose your mories after all is said and done and you have to return to your normal ways."
His words from yesterday start to ring inside my head once more. Does he an that it would also pain him to know that soday I will have to lose my mories of him? Why does he care about that so much? It's not like he likes or anything of that sort.
He rejected my confession recently, right?
Sotis, I hate it when he is toying with my feelings like this
"Good. You've finally arrived. I thought I will have to wait for another hour in this awful place," Alex greeted with a complaint. Typical of him to say so.
I will miss that side of him if I will have to go back in my normal ways after my mission.
Now, I wish I shouldn't have known that fact. I can't help but be irritated that it constantly reminds what will happen to by the ti my mission in the castle is done.
Too much information could definitely kill you. At least, it will kill you from being constantly reminded every single day.
"Krisella, co on! We better hurry or soone will see us from here,"
I snapped back to reality when I heard his voice once again. By the ti I lifted my head, I noticed he is already a few feet ahead of so I hurriedly jogged my way towards him.
For the next couple of minutes, both of us walked in silence. It is as if no one knows what exactly we have to say to each other. No one dared to speak first, afraid that we might be saying the wrong things that would make this situation even more awkward for us.
Another minute has probably passed and still, no one talked. We just continued walking in silence, and it's bugging now. This kind of silence is truly deafening, and I need to do sothing at least before we reach our destination.
"Nice weather huh?"
"Just try to forget what I had said to you yesterday."
Alex and I both decided to initiate a conversation, and both of us have to pause to let the other speak his thoughts. Clearly, his statent makes more sense than mine, so therefore I gave him a curt nod to let him say what he has to say.
"I know what I said probably confuses you, and might even worry you all the ti. It was so foolish of to say that, when I swear to Lancelot that I will never spill the truth to you about that particular matter."
He didn't look directly into my eyes as he said those words, but rather, his eyes were rely stuck on the ground like sothing interesting in there caught his attention.
"But why? Why do my mories need to be erased by the ti I complete my task? Why do I have to forget you all, instead of remaining to be friends with all of you in secret?" I asked, or more of pleading for an answer from him.
"Lancelot says it is best if you don't rember anything from your mission so that the secret would still be safe within the four corners of the castle. With you outside of it, Lancelot considers it as a threat for the secret to being spread, whether it is intentional or not."
I slightly gasped with what I heard just now. Do they not trust in keeping it?
"It's not that we don't trust you, because you know you have our full trust right from the start," Alex says, as if reading my mind. "But rather, it is the fear that our enemies might co to you and would do everything that it takes to retrieve it. You know what I am saying?"
"I think I got it," I smiled. "I understand that you just wanted to keep safe from harm. And having knowledge of you and our mission would endanger my life."
"Good, you finally understand my point"
"But I would like to have one request before we finally reached the castle,"
Alex looked surprised hearing that from , but then he asked, "What is it?"
"Please erase my mory of yesterday, the ti I get to know the truth about the end of all of this please, I just can't be bothered by it any longer. It pains to know that I would eventually have to forget you in the end.."
Halting, Alex then turns at and sees the pleading look plastered in my face. Heaving a sigh, he eventually agrees to my plan.
"Okay, if that's what you want."
Then he started placing his right middle and index finger in my forehead and chanted an unfamiliar spell and soon, I wasn't so sure anymore how I ended up walking with Alex at the mont.
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