Please Stop Spreading Rumors About Me — They Keep Coming True Chapter 40: The Chessmaster’s Move
Xue Ningzhi ca for the Scroll the night before the final, and she did it the way she did everything — without raising her voice, and without leaving anywhere to stand.
She was waiting in my quarters when I ca back from the Verse-Blade’s courtyard. Just sitting at my little table, in the lamplight, perfectly composed, as if she’d been invited. Yun Shu and Ji Lan were nowhere to be seen — "I asked your friends for the room," she said, reading my alarm. "They’re quite safe. For now. I wanted us to talk. Just us." A small pause. Her eyes flicked, just once, to the air beside my shoulder. "Well. The three of us."
My blood went cold.
"You know," I said.
"I’ve known since the quarterfinal that sothing was there," she said. "I felt it. A hand in the belief, moving what shouldn’t move. But I didn’t understand it until your semifinal." She tilted her head, cold eyes holding mine. "When you turned the crowd’s faith and aid it. On purpose. At the girl. That’s when I understood I wasn’t looking at an accident, or a curse, or luck. I was looking at a tool. Sothing with will, and grief, and an agenda, sitting on your shoulder, that has been making you a legend on purpose, this whole ti." Her gaze moved, deliberately, to the empty air where the Scroll sat trembling, and though she couldn’t see it, she spoke directly to it. "I can’t see you yet. But I know you’re there. And I am very, very good at finding things I know are there."
The Scroll said nothing. It had gone rigid and silent and small, the way it did only around the things that could truly end us.
"What do you want," I said. The old question. The only useful one.
"The sa thing I always want. To understand." Xue Ningzhi folded her hands. "And to offer you a choice, before the final, because I think you deserve to make it with open eyes." She leaned forward slightly. "Tomorrow, in that ring, you will face the Verse-Blade in front of the largest gathering of belief this world produces. Ten million souls. And your... companion... will have to work very hard to keep you standing against the Empire’s perfect champion. It will reach, and pull, and pour out belief like never before. Which ans tomorrow, on that stage, it will be more exposed than it has ever been." Her smile was gentle and terrible. "And I will be watching. With the full attention of the Empire of a Thousand Verses. And I will find it. And once I have found the seam, Lin Bo—" she let it hang "—you know what the Empire does with a seam."
"You’ll pull it," I said. My mouth was dry. "Like you did before. To the one at the top of the sky."
Sothing flickered across her face — surprise, that I knew about that. And then, chillingly, sothing almost like sorrow.
"So it told you about its last... project," she said softly. "Then you understand the stakes better than most." She was quiet a mont. When she spoke again there was sothing underneath the steel I hadn’t heard before — sothing that sounded, horribly, like belief of her own. "Let tell you what the Empire actually believes, demon-slayer. Not the propaganda. The truth. We believe that fa is a sickness. That a world where reality bends to whoever is believed-in hardest is a world gone mad — where an honest blade like your Bai Qing’s master dies unknown while a clerk who sneezes rules the sky. We don’t erase legends out of cruelty. We do it to put things back. To let the world run on what’s real again, instead of what’s rely believed." Her eyes were cold and certain and, I realized, sincere, which was so much worse. "Forgetting isn’t the cruelty, Lin Bo. Forgetting is the rcy. It’s how the world heals from the disease of being rembered too hard. Your friend on your shoulder spreads the sickness. I’m the cure."
And there it was — the thing that made her the most dangerous person I’d ever faced. She wasn’t a villain who knew she was wrong. She was a true believer who thought she was saving the world. And the worst part, the part that sat in my stomach like a stone, was that so small piece of what she said was true — the world was mad, an honest master had died unknown, I was a fraud ruling a sky I never earned. She’d built her certainty on a real wound. That’s what made it unbreakable.
"So here’s the choice," she said, rising, smoothing her robes. "Tomorrow you can fight the Verse-Blade with everything your ghost has — and I will find it, and pull it, and you will co apart in front of ten million people, and so, I’m afraid, will everyone standing too close to you. The debunker who broke her oath for you. The artist who joined your little troupe. The swordswoman you just made famous. The girl with the notebook." Each one landed like a knife laid gently on the table. "Erasure isn’t tidy, Lin Bo. When I pull your seam, it frays outward. Everyone woven into your legend frays with it. That’s the cost of standing near a sickness when the cure cos."
"Or?" I managed.
"Or," she said, "you co to the Empire willingly. You let study the thing on your shoulder. You let us control it — aim it, contain it, use it properly instead of letting it run wild. You beco ours, the way the Verse-Blade is ours, and in exchange, your people stay woven safely into a legend the Empire protects instead of pulls." She moved to the door. "Think about it tonight. I’m not a monster. I’d genuinely rather have you than erase you — a tool like yours is far too valuable to waste." A last glance at my shoulder, at the trembling thing she couldn’t see. "But make no mistake. After tomorrow, one of those two things is going to happen. You don’t get to keep what you have. You only get to choose how you lose it."
She left.
The room was very quiet. The Scroll was shaking so hard I could feel it.
"She ans it," it whispered. "All of it. The believing-she’s-right and the pulling-the-seam. That’s exactly— that’s exactly how it was, before. Soone who was sure they were saving the world. That’s who pulled them apart." Its voice was a thread. "Talent, I can’t— if she finds tomorrow, if she pulls— I can’t watch it happen to you. And to all of them. Not again, I can’t, I won’t—"
"Hey," I said, very gently, to the small grieving thing that had dragged into a war and then loved through it. "Hey. We’re not going to let it happen. Either way she offered, the answer’s no — I’m not handing you to the people who erase the quiet ones, and I’m not letting them fray my family. So those aren’t the only two choices. There’s a third."
"What third?" the Scroll whispered.
I looked out the window, up at the great bright fold of the Records, and at the dark gap at the top of it where a na used to be, and at my own na, and Bai Qing’s, blazing below it. Sothing settled in that I’d never felt before — not the tired man who wanted six quiet tables, but soone new, soone these weeks had made, who had a family now and would burn down the sky before he lost them.
"I don’t know yet," I admitted. "But I’ve got all night to think, and a whole continent that loves , and the most powerful belief-stage in the world to do it on tomorrow." I almost smiled. "She thinks the final is where she catches us. Maybe it’s where we surprise her instead."
I didn’t sleep. I held the noodle pot, and I watched the gap in the sky, and I thought about the lost boy in the courtyard, and the brightness that used to hang up there, and the cold sincere woman who believed forgetting was rcy.
Slowly, in the dark, a terrible, beautiful, impossible idea began to take shape.
Tomorrow was the final.
I was going to do sothing no one — not Xue Ningzhi, not the First Author, not even the Scroll — was going to see coming.
I just had to survive long enough to try it.
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