Chapter 981: Chapter 659: Bleak Hearts, Fleeting Days, Lasting Feelings (85)
Yang Su is now twenty-three years old and has never experienced a romantic relationship.
Chang Linsheng is the first person she fell in love with.
The two have known each other for more than half a year, but have had little interaction. From dating to marriage and now pregnancy, the ti is less than three months.
Yang Su asked herself, do you understand this man called Chang Linsheng? What does he like to eat? What is his favorite color? What are his hobbies?
Do you know these things?
It’s not that she doesn’t want to know, and it’s not that he hasn’t given her the opportunity to find out, it’s just that ti is too short.
Chang Linsheng asked her, does she not trust him, or does she not trust herself? Yang Su wanted to answer that she neither distrusted him nor herself. Yet, sothing seed to be missing.
Like earlier, when she listened to Chu Qing talk about the various entanglents over the eleven years between the two of them.
Perhaps the story is tragic or even ruthless, but at least the protagonists in this story are him and Chu Qing.
It has nothing to do with her, Yang Su.
In fact, Yang Su still doesn’t understand what love should be, or what it could be. To what depth has Chang Linsheng’s feelings for her reached?
After all, just as she doesn’t understand him, how much could he understand her? If there’s no understanding, how deep can this love be?
Yang Su suddenly realized that she had always been fixated on Chu Qing’s wedding ring, always fixated on Chang Linsheng not proposing to her. In truth, what she cared about was not really that ring.
She just felt that in their marriage, there seed to be a lack of sothing that could bear their emotions, or her emotions.
Like Chu Qing.
What kept her from giving up on Chang Linsheng for eleven years? Was it the love that Chang Linsheng gave her?
Clearly not.
What she relied on was the wedding ring on her finger.
She might have felt that as long as it was there, she still felt like she was Chang Linsheng’s wife, and Chang Linsheng was still her husband. Their relationship was still the most intimate marriage in the world.
Chu Qing made countless mistakes, but she harbored a deep affection that she couldn’t deny.
And while Chang Linsheng is a very thodical and focused person in dealing with emotions, behind this focus, there is also a asure of ruthlessness.
Yang Su suddenly thought, if one day she accidentally made a mistake, would he treat her with the sa ruthlessness?
See, this is how she feels now. She believes Chang Linsheng loves her very much at the mont, but she feels this love is missing a container that can hold it.
She’s afraid one day the weight of this emotion will beco unbearable for them both, that it might shatter, crack, disappear. She’s afraid that this man nad Chang Linsheng will leave her…
…
On the way back, both were silent. From the ti he heard her words, Chang Linsheng hadn’t been saying much.
This made Yang Su feel uneasy.
When they got out of the car, Chang Linsheng reached out to hold her hand, his palm was warm, and that warmth made Yang Su feel even more uneasy.
Yang Su’s lashes trembled, tears almost fell.
Yang Su called out, “Chang Linsheng!”
Chang Linsheng turned his head to look at her, asking, “What’s wrong?”
Yang Su bit her lip and said, “Are you angry with ?”
Chang Linsheng smiled a little and pinched her fair face, “How could I be?”
“But you haven’t said a word!”
Yang Su sniffed, saying, “From then until now, you haven’t said a single word to !”
Chang Linsheng narrowed his eyes slightly and then said, “That’s because I was thinking, reflecting! Susu, you’re right, I haven’t done enough for you, but trust , I will work hard in the future!”
When Yang Su heard Chang Linsheng say this, the tears she had been holding back suddenly fell. She felt like she was so bad for making Chang Linsheng upset!
Seeing this, Chang Linsheng pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, kissing the top of her head and saying, “Be good, don’t cry!”
…
At night, after taking a bath, the two lay in bed. Yang Su was wearing a light nightgown and snuggled into Chang Linsheng’s arms as she lifted the quilt.
Chang Linsheng lowered his head to kiss her, as Yang Su’s small hands beca restless, he grabbed them, his dark eyes gazing at her.
“Don’t touch randomly!”
Yang Su pouted, hugging his waist, her small face against his chest, and closed her eyes.
“Actually, Chang Linsheng, I love you very much!”
“I know.” The man’s hand rubbed her shoulder, its smooth and fair texture felt comfortable.
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