Yang Su let out a soft "Um," as Chang Linsheng scooped her up in one swift motion...
A sudden whirl, and Yang Su found herself sprawled on the bed!
Yang Su’s mind was a bit of a ss; she understood everything that had happened, and what was about to happen.
She was almost twenty-three, not a child anymore!
So, was she willing? She thought, she was indeed willing. But was she really enjoying the mont without any reservations in her heart?
No, that wasn’t possible.
Not knowing enough about Chang Linsheng made it impossible for her to give herself a hundred percent, or maybe she was just ten percent short, but without that ten percent, she couldn’t be complete!
Yang Su opened her eyes, a look of confusion in them...
She called out, "Chang Linsheng..."
The man buried in her neck let out a muffled "Mm," "I’m here..."
"Chang Linsheng, have you thought about marrying ?"
"..."
The man’s body trembled slightly, then he stopped all his actions, raised his head, and looked deeply into her eyes!
"Chang Linsheng, do you want to marry ?" she asked again.
The man didn’t answer, he just leaned down and kissed her lips, then reached out to pull her sweater into place.
"Silly girl, don’t you think we’ve forgotten sothing? You made a whole table of food, we can’t waste it!"
Yang Su was taken aback for a mont, watching the man start to get up, she reached out and grabbed his collar, "You’re avoiding it, Chang Linsheng, do you not want to marry ?"
Chang Linsheng looked at her and spoke, "I do!"
"Then why didn’t you answer just now!"
Chang Linsheng furrowed his brow!
"You clearly don’t want to!"
Yang Su felt like she was about to cry!
"Silly girl, how could I not want to!" Chang Linsheng sighed, "...But if I say I want to now, it’s just an empty promise, an unrealistic one, that ans nothing!"
Yang Su was still bewildered, and Chang Linsheng kissed her again.
This ti, the kiss was much gentler, and he said, "Susu, what I want to give you is not a fleeting pleasure, but a lifeti of happiness, you understand?"
...
Chang Linsheng reheated all the dishes Yang Su had made earlier, and Yang Su watched from behind, her feelings mixed.
Chang Linsheng had been so intense just now, she could feel it, but in the end, he held back!
Maybe he thought it wasn’t the right ti, but it wasn’t like she had said she was unwilling!
Or maybe, he actually wasn’t sure if he wanted to marry her, and didn’t want to hurt her, that’s why he said those things?
Yang Su was saddened, she felt maybe Chang Linsheng’s affection for her wasn’t as deep as hers for him!
Because true affection is irrational!
Chang Linsheng quickly finished reheating the dishes, and they sat down again at the table.
"Let’s eat, it’s getting late!" Chang Linsheng said.
"I had so hot pot earlier, I’m not hungry!"
Chang Linsheng raised an eyebrow, oh well, she wasn’t hungry, but he was!
Chang Linsheng took a bite of a chicken wing, his expression not revealing much, making Yang Su a bit anxious.
"How does it taste?"
"Hmm..."
He dragged out the sound, making Yang Su even more nervous, "Hey, how is it, just say it!"
"...Edible!"
"..."
After all this ti, just "edible" sums it up?
Yang Su was very dissatisfied with his answer, she thought he was so unromantic, would a complint cost him anything? Would it?
"I only have two evaluations for dishes: edible and inedible! So, I don’t think I need to explain further!"
"..."
Yang Su was slightly stunned, looking at him, and at that mont, the corner of the man’s lips held a smile, his eyes bright and dark, rather good-looking!
Yang Su’s anger dissipated imdiately, but it wasn’t because of his explanation, it was because of his attractiveness! →_→
After dinner, Chang Linsheng took the initiative to wash the dishes, letting Yang Su take a good rest, but Yang Su was unwilling, she just stood by watching him wash the dishes!
Chang Linsheng helplessly, if you want to watch, then watch!
Actually, Yang Su very much wanted to ask Chang Linsheng, between them, was it just a trial, or a commitnt?
She rembered he once said, give each other a chance, if suitable, be together, if not, separate without disturbing each other!
His decisiveness had to make Yang Su doubt and worry!
She knew, to truly love soone, how hard it was to let go, wasn’t she a living example of it?
Of course, Chang Linsheng was more mature, had more experiences, and perhaps was more carefree than her.
But, she really didn’t like Chang Linsheng being so carefree, she wanted to make it clear, to know what Chang Linsheng was really thinking?
But, how should she begin?
...
So, what was Chang Linsheng really thinking?
In fact, just as Yang Su thought, he was already thirty-three, with a lot of life experiences, past the age of recklessness.
What he wanted to do, he had to accomplish, otherwise, he would rather give it up.
Towards Yang Su, he liked her, he got divorced, undoubtedly wanting to give himself a chance to pursue Yang Su.
Then, he was single, able to pursue Yang Su, but no matter how it was put, he was still nearly eleven years older than Yang Su!
And he had been married!
Yang Su didn’t mind, but that didn’t an Yang Su’s family didn’t mind!
They weren’t just in a simple relationship, but looking to step into the hall of marriage in the future!
He couldn’t ignore the feelings of Yang Su’s family!
He wanted her, but he had to have her honorably, he hoped Yang Su’s parents and family would agree, at least, he shouldn’t affect her relationship with her family because of his presence!
He wanted to love her, not harm her!
...
Chang Linsheng soon finished washing the dishes, wiped his hands, turned around, and felt a warm little body crash into his embrace, his waist was then hugged tightly!
He hesitated for a mont, looked down at the Yang Su in his arms, sowhat puzzled, "Susu..."
"Chang Linsheng, I like you!"
"..."
"I’m not a very strong person, often I’m very fragile. I’m taking courage to be with you now, I hope you won’t let down! Chang Linsheng, I want to be with you!"
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Wishing dear reader Xiao Rong a happy marriage, full of love and happiness! (*^__^*)
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