Chapter 620: Chapter 414: She is scared, scared that she can’t keep Lu Yinchu_2
Han Qing laughed and said, “I always find destiny quite magical. For instance, when I first saw you at my cousin’s birthday party, I never expected you would beco Yinchu’s life partner! I guess, you too, hadn’t anticipated, right? Nanxi, you’re truly fortunate to have won his heart, especially fortunate!”
Nanxi kept silent, not knowing how to respond. There’s a thorn in her heart for Han Qing, she found it hard to be frank with her. But now, she wondered, what did Han Qing an by those blessings?
Moreover, truth be told, even with Han Qing’s comnts, she was in no hurry to let down her guard!
After all, Yinchu was her husband!
Anyone who dared to snatch her husband, even if she seed weak and frail, she would imdiately transform into a raging fury and take down her opponent, leaving no room for rcy!
“I’m sorry, Nanxi,” Han Qing smiled, “I just got a little sentintal seeing you, and the talk went out of control! Well, the main reason I wanted to see you today was to clarify so matters with you!”
“Clarify… what?” Nanxi’s fingers unknowingly quivered.
“It’s like this…” Han Qing moistened her lips before continuing, “Nanxi, you already know that I now know about you and Yinchu being together, that you’re married, and deeply in love – for which I’m genuinely delighted! I have known Yinchu for six years, we… I… I am not sure how to explain this to you, but you have to trust , he and I are just good friends. There’s absolutely nothing more! So, in the future, if you happen to hear any rumors about him and , please don’t misunderstand. Trust Yinchu, and trust !”
“Nanxi, you’re still young and there are many things you don’t understand yet. But I hope you will learn, for Yinchu’s sake. Nanxi, promise , cherish him, stay by his side, don’t let him be lonely and alone anymore. He really can’t endure another heartbreak. Please treat him well, for , will you?”
“Nanxi, no matter what, I sincerely hope you and Yinchu will forever be happy…”
Hundreds of unnad emotions swirled within her…
After dinner, it wasn’t twelve thirty yet. The sunlight outside was intense but not blistering.
Nanxi tilted her head, squinted for a mont and heaved a sigh!
Han Qing was supposed to walk with her, but ended up staying back upon seeing a familiar face. Nanxi felt there was nothing left to say to Han Qing, so she excused herself and left!
About Han Qing and Lu Yinchu, Nanxi had a lot of conflict, mostly involving Yinchu’s ring and her own pendant.
Nanxi admitted her pettiness. In truth, each ti she faced Han Qing, she felt insecure. This insecurity prevented her from truly being at ease in her heart!
Despite the deep love between her and Yinchu, she feared the uncertainty of the future. What if Yinchu, at so point, suddenly realizes that he no longer cherished their past together, would he continue to cherish her?
Yes, she was afraid. Afraid that she could not hold onto Lu Yinchu. Afraid to lose their love!
After all, love and faith are not invincible, just like her and Li Weihuan. Li Weihuan was so good to her, loved her so much, but she eventually betrayed him!
If she could betray Li Weihuan, why couldn’t Lu Yinchu betray her?
Karma is so unclear!
Moreover, her relationship with Yinchu has only been for less than five months. Relative to five or fifty years, it’s really too short!
She cannot be sure whether Yinchu would continue to love her as he does now, five months later, or even five, fifty years later!
No one knew, at that mont, how much she wished she could use magic to capture the Yinchu who loved her dearly and keep him forever, unchanged!
But, things change in this world, and just like what Han Qing had said, she never thought that one day she would be standing so close to that man and be his wife, when at Han Shaojing’s birthday party a few months prior, she had seen a shimring Lu Yinchu in the crowd!
She never thought that one day, she would love that man, fear losing him, and want to be with him, forever and ever…
Sighing, she accumulated a sense of feeling pathetic, torn between longing to have and fearing to lose, feeling sentintal and helpless… and for a fleeting mont, she felt guilty towards Li Weihuan. At that ti, she hadn’t empathized with his feelings, but now, she was feeling it deeply!
Now, she is already feeling the pain of losing even though she hasn’t actually lost anything yet. What about Li Weihuan then? How on earth did he manage to get through at that ti?
In A County, he stayed for a week. Every day he walked the streets where they used to walk, visited the places where they had been, and ate the snacks they used to share. How did he feel?
She looked around blinking, suddenly finding the previously non-blinding sunlight seeming to be intense now, because her eyes were starting to hurt!
Reaching up to touch her cheeks, they were cool, devoid of tears. But she knew, in her heart, tears welled up long ago!
She picked up the phone, found Li Weihuan’s number, typed out an “I’m sorry”, but hesitated for a long ti and eventually did not send it out!
What good could this apology serve?
Especially saying sorry under these conditions now!
It’s already happened, and it’s too late!
She put her phone back in her pocket, took a deep breath, stopped hesitating, hailed a taxi quickly, and left!
By the glass window on the second floor, a woman stood, watching a certain car speed away. In the tears shimring in her eyes, a man’s voice appeared beside her, “Han Qing, do you know the consequences of what you’ve done?”
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