Chapter 11: The Real [side Mishima Satsuki]
※Note: There are sexual expressions midway! Please be cautious.
Two months since starting high school, huh.
How should I put it... the world has changed, right?
As cleaning nears its end, I start thinking.
About the "change" I had in mind.
Kousuke says it's fine as it is, that the current is better, but still?
Isn't it humiliating to be plain and looked down on?
Take Ise-san, a classmate from middle school, for example! She's a gal, with big breasts and an open neckline, but she doesn't pander to boys. If she's not pandering, why not just keep it closed?
I don't think it's bad to appeal to boys.
Being sexy is a charm, and numbers work in your favor.
I cut my hair from long black to about Rena Kashii's length? A bit below the shoulders, made it fluffy, and dyed it a bright brown. Makeup a bit more noticeable too!
Just with this, my appearance brightens up a lot.
From the quiet, literary girl I used to be,
To a bright, sexy, and flashy girl who seems to be at the center of the class!
I felt confident in my transformation.
Wanting to be praised by my boyfriend Kousuke, I went to show him,
"...Isn't it a bit flashy? With your neckline open and skirt so short, is that necessary? ...I... I don't want guys staring at you, Satsuki..."
Shiver!
That Kousuke... the mature and cool Kousuke!
You like , don't you? So? You don't want others looking at , huh?
I felt a sense of superiority. And just as much dissatisfaction.
If your girlfriend becos prettier, just praise her, right? Quietly!
Being looked at... well, I'm showing it off!
Flashy? I was too plain before! It's like saying flashy doesn't suit !
Well, my high school debut is already a done deal, so?
I wasn't listening.
The entrance ceremony at Hokusho High School.
Dissatisfaction, or rather? I had doubts about Kousuke, but I still liked him, so?
We held hands on the way to the entrance ceremony.
Kousuke and I were in different classes. Well, there are so many classes.
Without Kousuke, I felt a bit anxious... but it can't be helped, right?
After the entrance ceremony, we did self-introductions in class.
Everyone was making moves to make friends.
As for ...
I got more of a response than I expected!
Quite a few flashy girls and cool boys ca to talk to !
The reaction is clearly different from middle school! I'm glad I mustered the courage to change!
When they invited , saying, "Let's go to karaoke together?"
"I said, "To get along with the class, I'll hang out with everyone, okay?""
And sent a ssage on LINE.
Even though we just t today, sohow everyone's so close, with frequent physical contact, like couples might form...
I'm not quite ready for that...?
The next day, and the day after, since it's half-days for things like facility tours and physical asurents, I hung out with everyone after school and went ho.
Stopping by places like Round One or dart bars, just hanging out with boys and girls.
Everyone loves gas like King's Ga, though I refused things like kissing.
I an, co on... right?
I'll toy with Kousuke! Make him head over heels with my charm and show him I'm on top! That's how I felt back at the start of enrollnt.
A bit of a sadistic streak? Let's ss with him, what kind of reaction will he have to this?
He's always lecturing from above!
At this point, my feelings for Kousuke were half love, half irritation because he denied .
Well, I wasn't thinking of breaking up.
We've been together for a long ti, so there was affection, and he'd helped out.
But, at the end of April, Masaki Yamamoto from the class next door started joining our gatherings, and Yamamoto started hitting on hard.
That gave a sense of superiority and tickled my pride.
Yamamoto never denies ! He's always on my side!
That made happy!
Not getting praised by my boyfriend? Slly lectures? What's that! lol
That's hilarious! A boyfriend like that exists?
(...Really...?)
"Satsuki-chan, he doesn't understand your charm! There's no need to compare yourself to other girls! No, you're more attractive than other girls! I don't know how great that top girl from middle school was, but still?"
(I can't beco like Kashii, and I don't need to... it sounds like support, but... is he looking down on ?)
"If it were ... I wouldn't make a girl like Satsuki-chan feel that way, you know?"
Saying that, he kissed .
Not the clumsy kiss of Kousuke's where our teeth might bump, but a more mature one.
I reflexively pushed him away when he tried to slip his hand into my open neckline.
But Yamamoto had a composed expression.
"Think about it a little? Satsuki-chan, you want to get back at Kousuke-kun, right? That's what I thought from listening to you! Who does he think he is? Satsuki-chan, you're a girl worth that much, aren't you?"
Saying that, it ended there for the day.
I ended up kissing him.
Did I betray Kousuke?
My heart was in turmoil, yet it was a new world. A world that affird felt comfortable, and I beca a mber of that popular crowd.
Even when Kousuke invited , I made up so excuse to refuse, and my replies on LINE were half-hearted.
Then Kousuke's reactions started to change. How strange!
Co to think of it, Yamamoto's family is pretty wealthy, right?
He always treated us, and gave various gifts.
What made especially happy were small gold rings or bracelets? He casually gifted pretty expensive stuff.
(Kousuke only gave cheap stuff... Just a silver accessory for enrollnt celebration.)
Kousuke's family has the latest PCs and gaming consoles, lots of them, so they must be well-off, but park dates? lol
Even if we're keeping our relationship a secret, co on! lol
Once you start noticing, everything starts looking that way, right?
Everyone around praises Yamamoto.
He's generous, big-hearted, kind, understands a woman's heart, and cool!
...Indeed.
Since we're all Hokusho students, academically everyone's pretty high level, so in other aspects... Kousuke doesn't fall short. But... Yamamoto is better, isn't he...?
Everyone says,
Shinkawa Middle School was so rural they didn't recognize Satsuki's worth!
If he's your boyfriend, why does he say things like lectures and not acknowledge your change?
I think so too!
A boyfriend like that exists?
No, isn't your boyfriend the one holding back Satsuki's growth?
Your middle school days were a dark era, weren't they?
Isn't it Kousuke's fault?
That was a conclusion I could accept within myself.
I thought everything was Kousuke's fault.
Because of that, I ended up as a third-tier plain girl, and had an unsatisfactory middle school life.
But, since that guy is head over heels for lol, should I tease him?
Drag him along for a while, then ss him up completely?
Make it so he can never forget for the rest of his life!
Keep him hooked periodically so he always has lingering feelings for ? That's my revenge!
For that purpose...?
My first ti at a lodging facility.
I'm nervous...
Slowly, being undressed...
Of course, I've never shown this to Kousuke.
I was embarrassed to admit I'm a virgin, but Yamamoto seed happy about it.
"Satsuki-chan, is this okay?"
I'm confident in my face and body... but why do I feel so anxious? This should be a path everyone goes through...
"...It's my first ti... so be gentle, okay?"
After kissing a few tis, he slowly covers .
For a while, I'm touched and licked all over, and I can't help but let out sounds...
But when it happens, I sohow think of Kousuke...
I hurriedly push the thought away!
Kousuke, what kind of face would he make?
The next day, still feeling sothing inside, I decided to reveal everything to Kousuke as a gag.
...But on the surface, nothing changed.
However, that was a face of utter shock!
A chuckle escapes my throat.
But I don't want to be hated, so I'll return this junk... give back the presents and say a few kind words, okay?
Then, periodically ss with him, keep him hung up on , and toy with him, right?
I'm no longer the second-string of the third-tier from back then!
Now! I can even compete with Rena Kashii!
This is the real !
From now on, free from that preachy boyfriend, I'll live as the true with soone who accepts and doesn't deny !
While thinking about such things, the cleaning was already done.
As expected, a garbage bag might be rude... I hold so resentnt, but I also feel a little gratitude for the exam studies. Should I switch the previous presents to a proper bag and return them?
Well, a lot has happened. With this, it's settled! Farewell, dark middle school era!
As they say, a bird doesn't foul the nest it leaves, right?
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