147 Let’s Do It!
(Jane’s PoV)
I could feel my rage bar was increasing rapidly. Rather than confusion, I felt so angry that I could smash everything in my sight.
My hand was itchy to do so, but sothing told not to follow my rage. Sohow, I found myself sitting on a chair with my eyes closed as I tried to calm my anger.
After repeating the breathing exercise, I was finally able to surpress the anger in . But, as my head was still in a ss, I couldn’t think properly. My hunger was forgotten just like that and I decided to take a shower, to cool down my head.
In the shower, I thought a lot, but I couldn’t find any solution and answer. But, after I felt fresh, I felt so much better and went to the kitchen to fill my stomach.
What people said that one couldn’t think with empty stomach was true. I had showered and eaten, I felt so fresh and energized, thus I was ready to assess the situation again.
With a cup of green tea in my hand, I sat down on my single couch near the window in my room, and my eyes looked at my bed.
I tried to reply what had happened, but this ti I was not aroused -maybe a bit, but I could control it. Probably it was also because I had done ‘it’ which made not sexually frustrated anymore. Anyway, I was being clear-headed.
Which reminded , was it normal for to be that aroused? I didn’t think so. I might be sexually frustrated and feeling aroused over a dirty imagination, but I didn’t think it would be that bad that I couldn’t distinguish between real or dream. Pleasuring myself was one thing, but losing myself in it and not aware of my surroundings during ‘that’ ti was totally not like myself at all.
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Even when I was masturbating -there, I said it -with Tom beside , I clearly knew my surrounding. But, this ti it was like I was enveloped in a big balloon, I couldn’t hear what happened outside the balloon. All I could do was to focus on the pleasure and lost in it.
I took a sip of my green tea. The fresh taste of tea made more focus with what I was thinking about. The sll was so refreshing, combined with the coldness of night wind that entered from the slightly opened window, it felt strangely perfect. It cleared my mind in instant, pushed down my assumption and hasty assessnt.
I tried to recall what had happened slowly and steadily. From when I thought about my hellish training with Siji until I started to feel aroused, I tried to find sothing odd about it. Thinking about Tom and his perverseness would surely heat my body, especially since I had grown accustod to how he would touch and manipulate my sensitivity and senses. But, still, I found it a bit odd for to be unaware of things around , especially after I had Siji and the n with now.
I couldn’t say that I was always alert, but at least I could say it was rare for to have a deep sleep these days. I could easily wake up even with the slightest disturbance.
So, where did it go wrong?
I squinted my eyes, trying so hard to rember even just a bit information. Didn’t I hear soone whispering to at that ti?
That’s right! My eyes were opened wide as I realized this. It was an unfamiliar voice. I had never heard of that before. But, I was sure it was not only my hallucination.
After all, I got a hickey on my body! This was enough for to assu that soone or sothing was here with .
But, whose voice was it?
I must be really hypnotized for the voice didn’t stop there and I couldn’t detect anything. As far as I could rember, the voice was whispering to , encouraging for more than twice. After the first whisper, I saw Tom and then everything went blurred.
It must be the part where I was getting ‘played’ by the unknown guest.
Then, the second whisper ca and made surrender myself to the unknown guest. I must admit that ‘thing’ was really skillful since it could make orgasm several tis without doing ‘the full course’, but the fact that it hid and played with made angry and uneasy.
If it were really an unknown lewd creature, the fact that it could pass through the layers of enchantnts and barriers around my house was a proof that it was powerful. Wouldn’t I feel unsafe even in my own house, then? Not to ntion its ability to hypnotize human with its voice. It could even disguise itself into soone we desired the most!
How scary would that be?!
What kind of creature was it actually? So ghosts could do that, I know. I still rembered about the story Kunti told , about how a Genderuwo disguised itself to be a man and made love with his wife. But, I was sure the barriers and enchantnts around my house were too powerful for any ghosts with that level of power.
Just say that the enchantnts and barriers which were put by my father weren’t strong enough, but how could it pass through Siji’s enchantnts? Not to ntion there were so of the n guarding outside. They rarely ca into my room to give my privacy, but Siji put an enchantnt here the last ti the Devil ca.
So, how could it go in and harrass ?
No matter how hard I tried to think about it, I couldn’t find the answer. However, I knew one thing; the thing that molested was either as powerful as the devil, or stronger than the devil.
Each option was not favourable for , though. It seed like I needed to step up my ga and master the special martial arts Siji had been teaching as soon as possible. Also, I needed to enhance my sensibility.
I had been tricked once, I didn’t want to be tricked twice.
With that thought in mind, and the fresh feeling I had, I made up my mind.
“Siji.” I called out and in a flash, Siji ca before . Seeing his usual expression, I was sure he was unaware of what had happened to . Not that I wanted to talk to him about it.
I an, who would talk about one’s ‘play’ ti to opposite sex? Not , obviously. So, I didn’t ntion anything about it to him. Not even a word.
“Can we continue with the training?” I asked seriously.
Siji’s eyes widened slightly. “I thought you wanted a day off.”
“I’m good now, so let’s resu the training.” I cooly replied as I put the empty cup on the window sill.
“Well, if you insist. This ti is perfect for you to ditate. Why don’t you do it?” Siji looked exceptionally calm, but I had known him enough to say that this ditation he said was not going to be an ordinary ditation.
I ditated almost every day. He was there to guide . But, after he ntioned it, I was one hundred percents sure that it was not an ordinary ditation that I always did.
“Tell , Siji. It won’t be an ordinary ditation, right?” I looked helplessly at my advisor who was now openly showing his smirk.
” Of course not. ditating in the middle of silent night is just an easy task for people like you. It’s easy to regulate your spiritual power around your body and strengthen it. But, you know, the battlefield is not silent. It will never be silent. I will train you so that you’re able to do what you always do during your ditation as good as when you’re not ditating. If you’re lucky, you might find the fastest way to do it even with your eyes wide open and chaos around you. But at least, the process won’t be as slow as today.” Siji explained in unhurried tone.
“You must maintain your calm even when you’re hurt. As I said before, you possess a vast spiritual power that it’s enough to command us without the General. But, if you think you ran out of spiritual power, it ans that you’re not doing it right. And we’re going to fix that by letting you learn about your own flow of spiritual power. It’s ti for you to dive deeper into it and stop observing from outside.” His smirk disappeared and seriousness replaced the look on his face.
I was beaten up when he trained with a smirk on his face, what would happen to when he got serious? He was already a beast even when he had that amusing and playful spark in his eyes, but the spark was gone and danger and seriousness were in.
I swallowed hard. Should I back out now? After all, I still had several hours until my day off was over. But, I couldn’t take back what I had just said, right?
“Let’s do it.” I nodded, surrendering myself to what fate would give .
“Good.” Siji showed his victorious smile. Without waiting for to compose myself, he had brought to an unfamiliar place.
“Are you telling that I will ditate here?” I asked as I looked at my surrounding.
Cliche! A cave with a big stone? I bet he must have thought to let ditate on the stone.
“Sit cross-legged on that stone.” He nodded. I was right!
But I didn’t say anything other that obeying his words. So, I sat down just like how he instructed to do.
“ditate like usual. You still have around eight hours before dawn. Please, don’t lose your focus! Start!” He said suddenly.
It was out of nowhere, but I did it. Closing my eyes, I ditated like how I always did it.
“Whatever happens later, don’t lose your focus.” Siji reminded . Sohow I found it really fishy. He must be hiding sothing.
But, I only found the answer one hour later...
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