Seeing Lin Yixun open her mouth but unable to say a word for a long ti, the man ca up to her, looking down at her, his thin lips moving slightly, "Is it that you have no words to respond? Fine, you can’t say it, I’ll say it for you. Because you care about , because I am in your heart, you don’t want to die!"
"I don’t know what you are talking about?"
Lin Yixun lowered her head in panic, turned around and tried to twist the door handle behind her, but her hand was tightly grasped by the man. In the next mont, the man moved closer, pressing her against the door.
"Lin Yixun, why is it that after you learned I was dead, you could face your own heart, but when I was alive, you couldn’t? You obviously don’t hate anymore, and you obviously have feelings for ! You clearly..."
"Stop it!" Lin Yixun interrupted him loudly, feeling as if she had been stripped naked under the scorching sun, feeling extre.
"No, I insist on saying it. Lin Yixun, all these years, you have been living in hatred, or forcing yourself to live in hatred to relieve your guilt. But do you think suppressing yourself like this will bring those who have died back to life? No, it won’t. Living like this will only keep you in pain. Life is not as long as we imagine, and our youth is even shorter. We’ve already wasted eight years, and how many eight years do we have in a lifeti? Yes, I deceived you, that was my fault. But, no one can guarantee that we can live to be seventy or eighty. Maybe tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or the day after that, an accident will happen to either of us. Do we really have to wait for an accident to happen before you can face your true feelings?"
Lin Yixun stared at him without blinking, tears slowly sliding down from the corners of her eyes, "Leng Yixiu, don’t force !"
"I’m not forcing you, you are forcing yourself."
The man lowered his head and gently kissed away the tears on her face, "Yixun, how could I bear to force you? I just want you to co out of your pain."
Lin Yixun instinctively wanted to turn her face away, but the man held her cheeks tightly and finally planted a kiss on her lips.
This kiss was only brief; the man did not go deeper but stepped back a few steps, "Yixun, I won’t pressure you. I will give you ti to face your heart, but I hope you won’t make wait too long."
Leng Yixiu said nothing more and left the room while she was still in shock and confusion. He was very pure; Lin Yixun needed ti to face all of this.
Lin Yixun stood there dumbly, with Leng Yixiu’s questioning echoing in her mind continuously.
"Why, upon hearing the news of my car accident and injury, did you stand outside the operating room?"
"Why, upon learning of my death, did you feel sad and cry?"
"Why, just now, did you say those things to ?"
Why?
The answer was already on the tip of her tongue, yet she never dared to admit it.
Lin Yixun, oh, Lin Yixun, you are such a coward, a complete coward!
Lin Yixun’s back leaned weakly against the cold wall. She didn’t know how long she had been in the room until her legs beca numb and she moved them stiffly.
Outside the door, Sister Yi had been waiting there. Lin Yixun’s gaze swept across her face, and from her guilty expression, it was easy to discern so clues.
"You knew all along, didn’t you? You actually tead up with Leng Yixiu to deceive ?"
Sister Yi lowered her head, "I’m sorry, Miss Lin. Actually, I only found out about this plan this morning. I know, I know deceiving you was wrong, and I won’t try to justify myself. But I still want to say on behalf of the gentleman, he truly loves you. Miss Lin, please let go of past grievances and forgive him?"
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