"Leng Yixiu, can you not die?! I don’t hate you anymore, okay? All these years, I’ve been forcing myself to hate you, thinking that only by doing so could I justify the deaths of those who loved . But deep down, I know very well that none of this is entirely your fault. I’m the true culprit behind everything. The person I should hate the most is myself."
"I have been incredibly selfish, always placing all the bla on you, thinking that by doing so, I could lessen my own guilt and reduce my sense of remorse. Leng Yixiu, am I not terrible? So, the person who deserves to die the most is ."
Lin Yixun slowly lowered her eyes and said softly, "You once asked if I could love you again, if we could go back to the way things were. Every ti, I didn’t have the courage to answer you, because there were too many lives burdened between us. Our love is too heavy, it suffocates . These days, I can see all the efforts you’ve made to be good to , I rember them in my heart, but I’ve also been trying my best to ignore your kindness. I’ve always been conflicted and scared, afraid that once I accept all the good you do for , I would lose my reason to hate you and would only be left to hate myself."
Lin Yixun bowed her head and said softly, "But just now, when you were wheeled out of the operating room, I suddenly realized that in the face of life and death, love and hate are no longer that important. Even if I don’t want to admit it, I can’t deny that I can no longer hate you. Leng Yixiu, I don’t hate you anymore, did you hear ? I don’t hate you anymore! Wake up, please? If you wake up, I won’t be cold to you anymore. We, along with Yixun and the baby in my belly, can live a good life together, okay?"
Just as Lin Yixun was in deepest despair, a voice suddenly rang out in the quiet room, "Is what you said true?"
Lin Yixun froze, her pupils moved blankly, and when her gaze fell on a handso smiling face, her eyes widened in disbelief, "You... how are you..."
"How am I not dead?" The man had a smile at the corner of his lips, his deep eyes staring straight at her.
Lin Yixun suddenly realized what had happened, her eyes instantly turned red. After the initial surprise, all that was left was anger, "Leng Yixiu, you actually deceived !"
Lin Yixun threw down these words and turned to leave. She never would have thought that Leng Yixiu would be so despicable as to use a fake death to manipulate her.
The man’s heart tightened and he quickly jumped off the bed to block her way, urgently saying, "Yixun, listen to , I didn’t an to deceive you."
"You didn’t an to, so why did you pretend to be dead in front of ?" Lin Yixun questioned coldly. Seeing the man speechless, she forcefully pushed him aside, "Get out of the way!"
She was very angry and very annoyed. She was angry at Leng Yixiu and even angrier at herself. How could she lose all composure and judgnt the mont she heard Leng Yixiu had died?
She walked towards the door without looking back, the angrier she got, the more disordered her steps beca. Just as she reached the door, the man’s voice suddenly ca from behind.
"Lin Yixun, if I hadn’t done this, how would you have admitted that you no longer hate ? How would I have known that you still care about ?"
"You’re talking nonsense! I hate you too much to care about you!"
"I’m talking nonsense?" The man approached her step by step, "If I’m talking nonsense, then why did you keep vigil outside the operating room when you heard about my accident? Why were you heartbroken and in tears when you heard I died? And why just now did you say those things to here?"
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