To be honest with herself, maybe Li Lian was feeling green, feeling jealous. She wasn’t the type to lie. Now that she think a out it, her heart did felt uncomfortable when she asked the question. It was as if she was being intrusive about his life when she had no right to do so. But she was his wife, she had the right and Li Lian who was coming to term what a wife ant, understood it. She also understand that what happened in the past was what make Li Jun Wei who he is now and that she shouldn’t feel jealous.
But when one love soone too much their jealousy would often slipped from their fingers.
"You an if I ever sleep with anyone." ca his question and the sound of a thud as he closed the book with one movent. Her eyes gathered at him and saw him turning his body away from her to take off the glasses he was wearing. Now his eyes on her, she pulled the pillow away from her face.
With his change of the question, she felt her words were more intrusive but she didn’t stop from asking. She waited for his reply and saw him smiling.
"What do you think?" he asked to her. Words stopped coming from his lips to show that he was indeed patiently waiting for her reply.
What did she think? Li Lian repeated the question in her head. Curious. Or was it only curiosity. Jealous. There was also jealousy. Words that doesn’t suit her because she never felt jealous to anyone. But now she thinks about it. There were few tis when He Chang Min and her was still in a relationship and she saw how Xie Hue Lin would hug him. She thought they were like siblings and didn’t care. But then now she understood how she never cared about who He Chang Min was with in the past. But she was greatly concern when it cos to Li Jun Wei.
She sat up on her bed, pushing herself and place the pillow on her laps. Her clothes were a new one that was dried out and unlike before, Li Jun Wei kindly let her change her clothes inside the bathroom not behind the folding screen where seconds and minutes beco hours and days.
"I’m curious but also maybe jealous." She confessed, her hand touched the fluffiness of the pillow and felt around it to make her lips move without restrain. "But I know it is your pasts, it is sothing that we have moved on to. Just like how I have my own pasts and walk over it."
Li Jun Wei smiled, delightful to hear she had walk over her pasts. He hope to also teach her not only to walk over her pasts but to trample her source of past-He Chang Min. That one doesn’t need any kindness. For choosing soone other than Li Lian, if He Chang Min wasn’t stupid or retarded then he was simply a mindless fool. Perhaps a clown who love to make fun of himself.
Thinking about making fun, he rembered the birthday party of Madam Xie. His eyes twinkling in a different light.
Reaching out his hands, Li Jun Wei took her hands to him, having her attention her stared at her and spoke clearly, "I don’t. As I said, I found no one for . I found no interest in anything such as love or what follows with body contacts."
"Not even a kiss?" She asked.
"No." He chuckled, smiling and took the back of her hand for a kiss.
She stared at how he could kiss her gently but at the sa ti making her fingers squeezed with his piercing eyes that felt as if it could enter her. "Then how was you able to kiss that...well?" she found it hard to find a word that suit her sentence. This one was purely curiosity. She had a feeling that out of the two a kiss should be work on together but since their first kiss, Li Lian had done little thing. Perhaps she did but she wasn’t sure if she had done it well. The only one who knows the answer to how good her kiss was Li Jun Wei.
Li Jun Wei watch how her cheeks were getting red, "That’s a delightful praise I hear for this year." and her fingers in him squeezed, "What do you want to do with the answer?"
Did he an what will she do if she knows how to kiss well? Well... that was only one answer. "To improve, of course." A sigh slipped at the end of her words. Was it really herself who said that she wouldn’t fall into the sa trick twice? Because now she was sure it was herself who dug her final rest.
Li Jun Wei found her answer to be adorable, at the sa ti naive but not the naive that will turn him off but turn him on. "Then you could study with , when I kiss you take it as a lesson. You’ll know how to do it better by the ti."
In their conversation, this reminded Li Lian when the ti she had pulled Li Jun Wei’s necktie calling him teacher and student. Which only work to make her blushed fervently.
"I..." Her eyes looked down on her pillow, her last escape. "I t Jin Nu Yan in the hospital this afternoon and another woman, she called herself Ren Linliu, your friend."
Li Jun Wei’s eyes narrowed, "That was a strange coincident eting." He tsked, for the first ti, Li Lian heard him clicking his tongue in disdain. His fingers slipped from hers and he began to massage her fingers, "What did you take from eting her?"
Li Lian doesn’t know why he asked for her opinion but since he asked, she filled him in, "Linliu is a beautiful woman." she replied recalling the woman’s face, "She also looked confident as your friend, claiming that she knows almost all your friends."
"Because I have none." replied Li Jun Wei with a smile. His fingers stopped letting her hands to fall down to her legs.
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