Chapter 1353: Chapter 1346: Proposal in Progress (4)
“How much of the true feelings you have for now will continue into the future? Maybe, you won’t betray , and for the sake of our child, you’ll try to maintain a superficial marital relationship with . But, you might despise , you might hate , you might bla for not being able to be like Fang Rushuang, who can be your right-hand man, who can’t advance with you. You’re moving too fast, and I can’t catch up; eventually, I’ll just be abandoned by you. And with so many beautiful won surrounding you, even if you don’t take the initiative, they will flock to you like moths to a fla. One by one, they’re more beautiful than , younger than , more obedient to you than , less irritable than ; sooner or later, your eyes will be drawn to them. More than your betrayal, what I fear the most is that you’ll stop loving one day, even losing any bit of fondness for .”
It was only now that Lu Weixi realized how much she liked Qin Zhiyou. She was soone who because of family changes, extrely lacked security in family and love. The less secure she felt, the more she hated scumbags, and the more she feared betrayal.
But when all is said and done, what she feared the most was that the person she loved didn’t love her. That’s why she pushed him away every ti he confessed his feelings to her, over and over again. If he said one word wrong, she would explode instantly.
She had thought that she had beco soone unaffected by insult or praise. It turned out that her supposed indifference was only because she had not been deeply in love. Once she fell in love, she beca neurotic, she made scenes, and she feared loss.
As she spoke, she smiled bitterly once again, “Just now, did you actually despise ? My temper is so bad, I gave you a fright. I really don’t want to be like that, but…”
Qin Zhiyou waited until she had finished all her words before he spoke, “My dad and my mom had an arranged marriage, and they’ve been fighting ever since I can rember. In the beginning, my dad kept a mistress outside. My mom used to scold him, but later on, she stopped. Even when my dad died in a car accident, she didn’t shed a single tear.”
Lu Weixi shifted her head and looked over at him.
“When I was little, I really hated my mom because every ti she saw , she would either hit or scold . When I grew up, she only urged to take over the Qin Family’s fortune, asking for money. While my dad treated my mom poorly, he was very good to . But now, I kind of understand my mom.”
Those youthful years might have seen so sincerity between them despite the arranged marriage, but as ti went on, that sincerity was diluted by incessant quarrels and subsequent betrayals, making both of them unrecognizable to themselves.
Qin Zhiyou continued, “As a kid, I always thought that I wouldn’t marry a woman like my mom when I grew up. My dad’s early death brought more pain and confusion. After our divorce, I reflected on myself countless tis; if I hadn’t acted on impulse at that ti, what would I have been like? Maybe, our child would already be in elentary school by now. I clearly hoped from a young age that my child wouldn’t end up like , yet unintentionally, I followed in my parents’ footsteps.”
“You ask if I will change in the future, I don’t know. But there is one thing I’m sure of, no matter how you change, whether you beco old or ugly, in my heart, you’ll always be the lively girl of twenty I t for the first ti. Xixi, my feelings for you…”
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