In that mont, it was as if he were in his dream.
"Who’s there?"
"Who...?"
"Dong Xin Yan?"
"Dong Xin Yan, is it you?"
Even his voice, he restrained diligently, softly, not daring to speak loud, afraid that if he did, everything would vanish.
Yet, isn’t everything before him just as illusory?
Dong Xin Yan should be at the Civil Affairs Bureau now, with Cheng Ziyang, happily and sweetly registering their marriage.
How could she possibly be here?
Gu Ningyi was silent for a few seconds, then smiled. Yes, she wouldn’t be here, she wouldn’t...
He lowered his eyelids slightly, smiling, but there was only sorrow in his eyes.
The alcohol hasn’t worn off, but the dream should awaken.
Gu Ningyi slightly turned on his toes, about to turn and leave, but suddenly, that dreamlike figure turned around and rushed toward him.
In the next second, a warm and soft body crashed heavily into his embrace.
Really heavy, so heavy that he staggered, almost losing his balance, moreover... it heavily hit his heart.
Then, he heard her voice, with a sobbing tone, filled with joy, excitent, guilt, and many other emotions.
She said, "Gu Ningyi, I rember now, I rember everything."
As she spoke, her hands held him tightly, so tight as if she was afraid he would disappear.
But, is this a dream? If it’s not a dream, how could she hold him? How could she willingly rush into his arms? He didn’t dare move, didn’t dare ask, didn’t even dare speak.
If it’s a dream, please let it last a little longer, just a little longer, don’t let him wake so soon.
Gu Ningyi had no reaction, Dong Xin Yan’s heart couldn’t stop panicking, was he angry? Did he not want to pay attention to her? Did he resent her?
True, if it were her, facing soone she loves, and getting coldness once and again, rejection ti and again, resistance repeatedly, and for another man, hurting him.
She would be angry, would not want to pay attention to him, would resent him too.
A heart full of deep affection, yet repeatedly hurt.
How much deep love can endure such wounds? So, was she still late? Did she still lose the Gu Ningyi who loved her deeply and whom she loved as well?
She didn’t do it on purpose, she really didn’t.
But the one who lost her mories was her, the one who forgot everything was her, the one who hurt him was her too, even saying it wasn’t on purpose was caught in her throat, unable to defend herself.
But even so... even so... she still wanted to tell him, she really didn’t do it on purpose.
"I’m sorry, Gu Ningyi, I didn’t an to forget about you, I never thought I would forget you, but I’m sorry, I still forgot you, forgot the two months we spent together."
"I’m sorry, I thought I rembered everything, that those two months were just a job to without any aning, but it turns out that wasn’t the case, it wasn’t like that."
"I like you, Gu Ningyi, the back then, really really liked you, but I’m sorry, I forgot you."
This liking, she wanted to tell him at eighteen, but unexpectedly, due to a twist of fate, they missed each other for so many years.
This liking also ca late for so many years.
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