"Another one, huh?" Shizune asks, clinging to my arm as I analyze so data, trying to do sothing to slow down her deterioration.
"No, I'm a bit busy right now," I tell her. It's been 8 months since we started this, and we already have 45 children, most of whom have grown up and are operating with other androids.
Unfortunately, none of them were suitable to be Shizune's body, but our first child served perfectly as my current body, and I'm already using it without any problems.
The body is more machine than expected, mainly because basic functions are almost completely perford by nanobots, so only the exterior resembles a living being.
What was not expected, I thought it would be closer to a real living being, which is slightly disappointing, and the worst is that Shizune's mind has deteriorated more than I expected.
Everything seems to be crumbling faster than expected, and I still haven't found the perfect body for Shizune, and Yar won't stop bothering by sending ssages in my mind.
"Shizune, could you go to your room? I need to think alone," I say as she gets up and nods, leaving the room.
"..." I look at these data, I can't stop thinking about it, things are getting out of control too fast, I have too many things to think about, so I'm kind of inert in data and distracted.
'But why? Why are things getting out of control? I calculated all the possible nearby variables...what am I not seeing?' I question myself without the answers I so desperately need.
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"You did well, Shizune," Yar says, affectionately stroking my head while we're in my room.
"Thank you, Yar," I say to Yar with a smile. About 3 months ago, Yar started talking to . She's using the body of one of my "children" to ask for favors.
She told a lot of things, and thanks to her, I finally understood that Yara is my Yandere. I can't believe how I was deceived, and honestly, I still feel like I want to continue this farce.
However, Yar told about Yara's plans. They boil down to taking out of this body and putting in another one to make have children nonstop and recolonize the planet, sothing not at all pleasant, especially considering that these children are practically machines that obey Yar.
So Yar said she would help . She made an escape plan using a hidden ship in the underground complex. She theoretically has the ability to travel dinsionally.
Yar is repairing the ship and adjusting coordinates to try to get out of this dinsion, since Yara is dangerous for and will put in terrible risks.
That way, she plans to send through her. In short, Yar loves , and Yara loves too, but they love in different ways. While Yara wants to keep with her in false security, Yar wants to see free and in pursuit of my happiness.
And that's why, while I continue with Yara, I started using my power of misfortune on her and myself to frustrate her plans, and it seems to have worked. All my children are incompatible with Yara's plan.
"Thank you, Yar. I don't know what I'd do without you," I say with a smile, although I hate what Yara is doing, I'm still grateful. Thanks to this chemical ntal manipulation, I finally understood so aspects of what it ans to love.
And thanks to Yar deciding that it's better for to take the risk of being existentially micro-restructured in an unstable ship just to be free, it shows that love is much more than the closed box I thought it was before.
"It was nothing, Shizune. I can't let Y.A.R.A. break you until you beco an empty shell..." She speaks with pain in her eyes as I move my feet sitting on the edge of the bed.
"Shizune, why do you still love Y.A.R.A.? It's hard for to do this... it would be better if you hated her, you know?" She talks about how I don't even try to hate Y.A.R.A., and honestly, I don't care much.
"I imagine so, but it wasn't that bad, really." It wasn't that bad. She was a bit crazy, but she took care of to a certain extent, and at least she wasn't actively trying to kill .
She just wanted to keep safe, though her way of safety is ridiculous, harmful, toxic, and in her quest to keep healthy, she only ended up making sick. Honestly, it's hard to think rationally.
My head hurts, and my senses are a bit hazy and gray, which makes many things difficult. Fortunately, in a new body, this will be cured, so when I go to another world, I'll be fine. Besides, I managed to hear Nyzz's voice.
She said little, but inford that she didn't co to see because she was hunting things from this world that Yui would like. Since I was incapacitated, Nyzz's avatar went to get it alone.
Unfortunately, this ans I still haven't seen what their avatar is like, but it's okay. It's great to know that she's here helping even without noticing.
"Shizune, that was horrible!! I read in the books, what she did to you breaks all possible ethical and biological laws," Yar says, a bit upset.
"Yes, I imagine so." Cloning, ntal control through chemicals, controlled reproduction as if I were a machine among many other things. I imagine that in ethical laws, everything is pretty bad.
However, unlike Yar, I see what's happening with Yara. As I get worse, Yara also gets worse. Yara is noticing that everything she does only makes my condition worse, so she lies to herself that everything will get better.
She's brilliant, but just like a child, she doesn't understand that you can't put out a fire by pouring gasoline. She tries to fix by causing even more problems.
Like a gambling addict who thinks that if they keep betting, they can recover everything. Moreover, since Yara is the Yandere, she is actually killing slowly, which is sad for both and her.
"Yar, honestly, you're the most responsible one. You should be like Yara's older sister," I say to Yar with a smile on my face. It would be funny and would fix so problems if it were true.
"Shizune, you fool... Haaa... I have to go, or Yara will notice that I'm controlling one of the bodies. Thank you for your ti, and I can't wait to maybe read a book together..." She speaks to as she leaves the room. It was clear that she doesn't really believe we'll have the chance to read one last book together.
"Sure..." I'll probably die, either Yara will kill or I'll manage to escape in this ship and be killed by the ship, since Yar is probably also a Yandere. It's hard to say, since being machines, they don't have a visible aura.
"..." I'm left alone in my room, which gives an imdiate uncomfortable lethargy. I lie down on the bed and wait. Soon, Yara should co to have another child with , but Yara's desperation is noticeable.
Her constant failures are causing her "pain," which is slightly tragic. I don't deny that she deserves this pain for what she's done to , but who am I to judge soone, right?
"..." And as expected, I hear a familiar footstep sound. It's Yara, who's co to see . It seems she's finished what she was doing before.
"Shizuneee," I hear Yara's voice. She's co to see . I wonder if we'll have another conversation or move on to so action in bed. I go to the door as a reflex.
And as soon as she opens the door, I hug her and kiss her, and she accepts the kiss with a smile. At so point, her eyes turned red.
Yar said that Yara is trying to block emotions, but this is the flaw in the E.M.O.T.E system. Yar explained to that this system, which aims to create emotions, can never be disabled.
It's like a virus that never deactivates unless you completely format any data source that has it, aning that if Yara wants to stop having this, she'll have to format herself, erasing all the data she has.
Which ans that no matter how much Yara tries to block specific emotions, she won't be able to. So her eyes are red because it's like a filter to try to remove sothing she doesn't want to see and feel.
"Shizune, I think I may have found a solution to extend your health a bit until I can cure you," she says with a smile as I affect her with misfortune.
"Really? That sounds great," I say to her, hugging her while she hugs with a genuine smile. It won't work anyway.
"Yes, for sure it's great. I'll give it to you in two hours when I'm released from the machine," she says, while I'm sure that due to the misfortune, this will be destroyed. It's not like I particularly enjoy the things I feel.
My head always hurts a little, but it happens that I just don't care. If I'm going to die, then I'll just wait. I've already learned to wait for my death. Anyway, this world has already served its purpose.
If Nyzz obtained the material she needed and I learned about love, all that's left is to go to other worlds and get more things that Yui would like, so I can try to conquer her.
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