She stared at him, who seed to be the most delighted to be a devil. A devil who would reach out his power and lend it to her so she could do whatever she wished. This help from him was certainly welcod but for so reason AiLin hesitated. She knew she wasn’t a good person. She could resort to violence at anyti but it’s different for Li ZiChen. A part of him is still clear and a part of him is still not as tainted as her own.
He...
It was her mistakes, her problems, it wasn’t sothing he deserved to shoulder as well.
"No, you don’t have to," she shrugged it off, pushing him lightly only to feel a tight hold on her wrist.
She snapped her head upward, finding him that stared at her with a look of hurt. His eyes were filled with a brief disappointnt until he sighed and then released her. He walked forward, and his words echoed on her ears, "I guess I still couldn’t make you believe in yet."
She widened her eyes as she realized that she had made him think that she couldn’t bring herself to trust in him. Her voice dried up and she turned to him, wanting to quickly deny it as he had really helped her but it was too late as the next movent soone had ran up toward Li ZiChen, rounding her hands around his arms and pulling him tightly to her bosom.
They were both startled and then AiLin’s eyes were first to narrow upon seeing that the person hugging Li ZiChen was none other than i Hua.
The young girl’s eyes were dabbed with pale pink powder and glitters, her round eyes were like a deer with long lashes that made her gaze more adorable and it lt with love as she stared to Li ZiChen, "Here you are. I’ve been searching for you."
Li ZiChen frowned and pushed i Hua aside but he slowly pulled his gaze toward AiLin, wondering if she would... be jealous. However he could see her eyes that were as calm as the still water. She made eye contact to i Hua who acted as if she had noticed her after a few minutes. i Hua ladened her face with a soft smile and reached out her hand to AiLin, "We et again Miss Hua."
AiLin stared at the hand and let her hand remain on the sides of her waist, "Yes, I can see so. Why are you here, Miss i Hua?"
"What else? To see Li ZiChen of course!"
Li ZiChen narrowed his eyes, "When have I told you to co here?"
"Huh but you did," i Hua said and she slowly giggled, "I an not you exactly, but your mother said that you’ll be coming here and asked if I could accompany you because she doesn’t want you to be going here alone."
"Oh," AiLin cut off, her voice raising up. She felt the bubbles on her throat, her tongue tied, but an indescribable nausea settle on her stomach.
"Miss Hua," then i Hua said while walking forward, a look of her eyes warning AiLin to know her place. "Can I bring ZiChen with ? So I can talk to him."
AiLin smiled, "You can’t talk here?"
"It’s from our families, I don’t want strangers to be involved and I think ZiChen’s mother doesn’t want anyone to have others eavesdropping on the words I have to tell him."
Family... AiLin never seen Li ZiChen’s family even in the internet. She could have, but sohow she feared searching it up. From what she knew is that he lived a great life with great parents throughout his childhood. They were loving, and she had heard it from Li ZiChen. Unlike her life, his life was very clean..
"My mother wouldn’t care," Li ZiChen said and pushed i Hua aside, "Stop touching whenever you wish."
"Aw are you shy?"
Li ZiChen’s eyes let out a murderous glint but before he could utter a word, AiLin nodded and agreed, "If it is important, you should go with i Hua."
"AiLin."
Li ZiChen stressed his words and stared at her face that refused to look back at him. She crossed her arms and stared at the door afar, "I have sowhere I need to go to either way and i Hua is right, I am an outsider and a stranger."
"AiLin," Li ZiChen reached out to her but she had made her way away from the two and walked out of the door.
Li ZiChen stared at the figure that marched so quickly and his lips were pressed thinly. His eyes turned dark and a sudden shift in his mood was so clear that it made the once warm air into an ice cold one. Even i Hua who was confident to act brazenly toward AiLin had faltered and she fearfully eyed Li ZiChen who was staring at the door with the intention to tear it down so he could snatch AiLin back into his arms.
How could he convince her that his whole life was molded for her? How could he made her realize that he had never eyed soone else other than her? That she was never a stranger or an outsider but the reason for his life.
But it irked him.
For the first ti that beautiful goddess of him had angered him. She knew what to do to push him to the brink of insanity, losing control of his own emotions. The more you love soone, the more frustrated you will beco at their airheadness and that was exactly what Li ZiChen was feeling. He felt the need to pin AiLin into the walls, to wrap his hands around her waist, to tug her body and press it close to him and to whisper how much love he had for her and how painful it is for her to think that this love was all an illusion.
He wanted to snatch those gaze, to steal and hide it. To make sure that all she had in her gaze was his body, all her smile directed for him and only him.
How could she even think that he would want to be with soone else? Wasn’t it clear enough? Hadn’t he made it so clear? But if he uttered it with words she would run away and if she does, he feared that he would be a monster who would trap her with him for life, lock her away, steal her... and that was unacceptable. That wouldn’t be love anymore, would it?
"Fuck," Li ZiChen brushed his hair. He really wants to kill soone tonight.
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