"Did it hit the G-Spot?"
Upon hearing those bold words, Xu y choked on her food and started coughing profusely. Ye Jie rubbed her back slowly to ease her discomfort. It took a while for the coughs to settle. Xu y glared at her husband.
"Oh co on my dear wife, I didn’t say anything wrong. I was just asking about your opinion. You see this food was not only filled with spices but also my deep love." The cheeky smile on his face seed really annoying to Xu y at that mont.
After a pause, he added, "Haven’t you heard, ’Great Food is like great sex. The more you have. The more you want.’"
Xu y gulped down a glass of water to calm herself.
She wasn’t angry about his audacity to talk about her G-Spot rather she was upset about the fact that she couldn’t refute his words. Spicy Food was like a slice of heaven for her. She needed to burn her tongue with the intense taste of spices to fight like poison with the heat burning inside of her heart.
Xu y might not know what an orgasm felt like but she definitely knew about the foodgasm. But knowing about sothing and openly talking about it are two very different things.
Her anger ca from the embarrassnt she felt. There was a frown etched between her brows as she glared at him with bitterness.
Ye Jie pressed down her frown with his thumb and forefinger as he said, "There is no need to take everything so seriously. Life is about laughter. Don’t you think, it’ll be awfully sad if laughter faded away." His eyes were gazing into her black orbs with care, love, and protectiveness.
Xu y was not unfamiliar to that gaze, she had seen it way too many tis in her friends’ gaze. But his gaze gave a different kind of feeling to her. And that gaze scared her even more.
As they say ’There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.’ For Xu y, that untold story was her almost entire life. She didn’t want to share that story but the pain was getting unbearable.
"Sotis, life doesn’t give you a reason to laugh. It only teaches you to wear a facade of happiness." Xu y replied avoiding his gaze.
"If life doesn’t give a reason. We should find the reasons ourselves." Xu y looked at his face as he sat beside her. "As soone famous said: ’Love what you have before life teaches you to love what you lost.’" His head was tilted as if thinking about sothing.
That look pulled Xu y’s heart from a deep slumber. Those words were like a bucket of cold water, reminding her about her status in his heart.
When she accepted to be his wife, she was clear about one thing; She could be his wife, a part of his life but she won’t be able to have a place in his heart. Originally, that idea was appealing. She didn’t want unnecessary attachnts. But that exact idea suddenly felt painful to her.
’He is still deeply in love with his ex. And I can’t possibly compete with their relationship... Huh! Where did that thought co from? I don’t want to compete. At least not for his affection or love.’
"She must have been a really aweso woman." Xu y said in a low voice but Ye Jie heard her words making him arch his brows in confusion.
"Who are you talking about?"
"Your ex-girlfriend." She replied with a straight face.
"Let’s not talk about her again. I hate that woman." Ye Jie’s playful aura was replaced with icy one at the ntion of Lu Yuhan. He stood up from his seat intending to walk away but Xu y’s next words halted his steps.
"Without the presence of love, hate in impossible. Only the people we love or care about have the ability to hurt us emotionally. A stranger can hurt you physically but that strangers words won’t matter. Because there is no feeling involved."
"I won’t deny the fact that I loved her. I loved her more than I can describe with words. But the intensity of love is replaced with the intensity of hate. It won’t change anymore." His voice was filled with conviction.
Instead of feeling ease, Xu y felt her heart constrict. It was exactly like saying, ’My heart was filled with love for her with no room for anyone else and now, it’s filled with hate for her.’
No matter how one says it, the aning was obvious.
Ye Jie ascended the stairs leaving his needles like words for Xu y along with her loneliness. She stared at her now sticky cold ran bowl and didn’t feel anything.
Xu y tapped the tabletop with her fingers as she said to herself, "Never was yours, never gonna be yours. Don’t forget your aim." She picked the bowl of cold rans and sauntered inside the kitchen.
After dealing with the dishes, she went to the bedroom upstairs. Only a side lamp was dispersed in the room. Ye Jie was already asleep taking the left side of the bed. She heard his steady breathing. Under the faint light, his handso face seed at peace.
Xu y sighed before laying on the right side of the bed keeping her distance from him.
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