Chapter 120
Astrid’s POV
My smile was the last thing he saw. As his rage peaked, as his fingers tightened with murderous intent, the golden light of my bond with Kaeleen erupted from my chest. It wasn’t a gentle warmth anymore; it was a supernova. The light didn’t just push him back; it annihilated the very fabric of his gray, desolate mindscape. His hands, his face, his entire being dissolved into screaming black dust that was instantly incinerated by the radiant power of a true mate’s love.
The world behind my eyes shattered into pure, white, blissful light. And then ca the snap. It was the violent, jarring sensation of a tether pulling taut, yanking my soul across an infinite distance and slamming it back into a vessel it had almost abandoned.
My body convulsed.
A gasp, raw and desperate, tore from my throat as my lungs rembered their function. It was a ragged, painful intake of air that felt like swallowing fire and ice all at once. I was coughing, a deep, hacking cough that shook my entire fra, trying to expel the phantom fluid, the lingering taste of darkness and despair. My throat was sandpaper, my head a cacophony of throbbing pain.
But it was real pain. Physical pain. And it was the most beautiful thing I had ever felt.
A hand, large and warm, pressed against my back, steadying . Another hand brought a cool glass to my lips. "Easy, Astrid. Easy. Just sip."
The voice. It was him. Not the faint, desperate echo from across the void, but here. Real. Rich and deep and trembling with emotion.
I drank, chugging the water down with a thirst that felt centuries old. It soothed the fire in my throat, each swallow a reminder that I was alive, that I was back. When the glass was empty, I let my head fall back against the pillows, my chest heaving.
I slowly, cautiously, opened my eyes.
The light in the room was dim, but after the absolute blackness of the void, it felt blindingly bright. I blinked, my vision swimming, until the world resolved into a single, perfect image.
Kaeleen.
He was sitting on the edge of the bed, leaning over , his face a landscape of profound exhaustion and overwhelming love. Dark circles shadowed his eyes, a testant to sleepless nights. A rough stubble covered his jaw, so different from his usually clean-shaven face. He looked ragged, worn down to the bone, and yet his eyes, when they t mine, were the most beautiful things I had ever seen. They were shining with unshed tears, reflecting a universe of relief.
We didn’t speak. There were no words for this mont. We simply stared at each other, our gazes locking, reaffirming the impossible truth: I was here. I was back.
Then, as if moved by the sa thought, we surged toward each other.
The hug was not a gentle greeting; it was a reconstruction. His arms wrapped around , pulling against his solid, warm chest with a desperate strength that mirrored my own. I buried my face in the crook of his neck, inhaling his scent, pine, earth, and pure Kaeleen, the scent of ho. It was the most real thing in the universe. I clung to him, my fingers digging into the fabric of his shirt, my body trembling with the aftershocks of my ordeal. He was my lifeline, my anchor, the lighthouse that had guided through the storm.
"Thank you," I sobbed against his skin, the words muffled and broken. "Oh, gods, Kaeleen, thank you."
He held tighter, his hand stroking my hair. "Shhh, there’s nothing to thank for. I didn’t do anything."
I pulled back just enough to look at him, my hands framing his face, my thumbs tracing the tired lines around his eyes. "You did everything," I insisted, my voice thick with emotion. "You don’t understand. He had . I was giving up. It was over. And then I heard you."
His breath hitched, a look of raw pain flashing in his eyes. "Astrid..."
"No, you have to know," I said, needing him to understand the depth of what he had done. "He showed ... things. My past. He twisted it all. But your voice... it cut through all of it. It was the only thing that was real. You called ho, Kaeleen. You were my light. It was our bond. It was you."
He closed his eyes, leaning his forehead against mine, a shudder running through his powerful fra. "I was so scared," he whispered, the confession a raw wound in the quiet room. "I’ve never been so scared."
We stayed like that for a long ti, simply breathing each other in, our heartbeats slowly syncing up, two halves of a whole finally made right. The terror began to recede, replaced by the simple, profound peace of being in his arms.
Eventually, a question, practical and jarring, surfaced through the emotional haze. "How long?" I asked, my voice still hoarse. "How long was I... gone?"
He pulled back, his hands still cradling my face as if I were made of precious glass. He hesitated, his gaze searching mine. "Two days."
Two days. The number struck with physical force. Two days of my life, gone. Two days of him sitting here, waiting, fearing the worst. I looked at him then, truly seeing the toll it had taken. The disheveled hair, the weary slump of his shoulders, the way his eyes, despite their relief, were still haunted.
A wave of guilt, cold and sickening, washed over . This was my fault. My past, my monster, had invaded his ho and hurt the person I loved most in the world.
"Oh, Kaeleen," I whispered, my hand reaching up to touch his cheek. "I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry I brought this to you, to the pack. For worrying you, for all of this..."
"Don’t," he cut off, his voice firm but gentle. He captured my hand and brought it to his lips, kissing my palm. "Never be sorry for this. This isn’t on you. This is on him. The only thing that matters is that you’re back." He looked at with an intensity that stole my breath. "Now, you need to rest. Properly."
I almost laughed, the sound a weak croak. "Rest? Kaeleen, I’ve been resting for two days straight. Look at you. You look like you haven’t slept since I collapsed. You need to rest."
A ghost of his familiar, arrogant smile touched his lips. "I’ll rest when you’re asleep. I’m not letting you out of my sight."
"Then we’ll rest together," I argued, trying to shift over in bed. A wave of dizziness and the deep ache in my muscles made wince.
"Not a chance," he said, gently pushing back against the pillows. "You’re staying put. I’m not moving from this chair. I just want to... be here with you. For a little while."
I knew I wouldn’t win. And a part of didn’t want to. I just wanted him here. I settled back, my hand still clutching his. "Okay," I conceded. "But you have to tell everything. How is everyone? What have I missed?"
His expression softened, the weariness montarily replaced by genuine warmth. "Everyone is fine. Worried sick about their Luna, but fine." He paused, and a real, brilliant smile lit up his face. "And you’re officially an aunt."
The news was a jolt of pure, undiluted joy that chased away the last shadows of the void. "No!" I gasped, sitting up straighter despite the protest of my body. "Rebecca? She had the baby?"
He nodded, his eyes shining. "A beautiful, healthy baby girl. Alex is an insufferable, proud ss. You should see him."
A squeal of genuine delight escaped . "Oh, that’s wonderful! A girl! What’s her na? Is Rebecca okay? I need to see them!"
"They’re both perfect," he chuckled, the sound, music to my ears. "And you will see them, as soon as you’re strong enough to walk without carrying you."
We talked for a while longer, his voice a soothing balm as he filled in on the small details of the past two days. But beneath the surface of his relief, I could feel a current of tension, a question he was holding back. Finally, his expression grew serious again.
"Astrid," he began, his tone shifting. "Lila told ... about the phone call. The one that made you run outside."
I nodded, the mory hazy but frightening. "Yes. It was... it was Alex. He said you’d been in an accident, that you were in the hospital downtown. I was so scared, I didn’t even think, I just ran."
Kaeleen’s grip on my hand tightened almost painfully. "Astrid, think back. Carefully. Was it his voice?"
I frowned, replaying the mont in my mind. In my panic, I had accepted it without question. But now, in the safety of this room, with a clear head, I could examine the mory more closely.
"It was his number," I said slowly. "Alex’s na flashed on my screen. But the voice..." I trailed off, a new kind of chill running down my spine. "Now that I think about it... it was strange. It was his voice, but it was... flat. There was no panic in it, no emotion. It was like a recording, almost too perfect. Like a machine was speaking his words." I looked up at him, my eyes wide with dawning horror. "It wasn’t him, was it?"
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