MATED TO FATHER, FAT Chapter 52: THE WILL AND THE WEAKNESS

Chapter 52: THE WILL AND THE WEAKNESS

COLE

"Lila we can’t be doing this," I protested as her hands held my hard cock through my trousers.

But she was right, when it comes to her. My will bends so easily it was pathetic at this point even fighting.

My eyes dropped to her breasts despite my best intentions, to the thin lace barely covering her nipples. She was beautiful, had always been beautiful, and my body remembered exactly what it felt like to have her.

How it felt to have her ask me to suck on her nipples till she told me to stop. I would fondle them and suck on her like she was food to me, till she was on the verge of cumming and then permit me to fuck her.

It was so rewarding.

"Cole," her voice dropped lower, more intimate, drawing me back from thought I shouldn’t be having, "I am ready to give you everything we had before and even more."

I forced myself to focus. "I thought you were getting married to Rowan soon."

"I am," Lila confirmed, her fingers working my belt buckle open. "But that doesn’t stop us from having fun."

Her hand slipped inside my pants, wrapping around my hard length and squeezing in a way that made my vision blur. She stroked slowly, her grip firm and practiced, knowing exactly what I liked because she had mapped every response my body could give.

I groaned, the sound escaping before I could stop it.

This was wrong, this was betraying Rowan, this was using Nia, this was everything I swore I wouldn’t do again.

But Lila’s hand kept moving and my resolve kept crumbling.

"What do you want Lila?" I managed through gritted teeth.

She pulled my zipper down and freed me completely, my cock standing hard between us.

"Wow," she breathed, wrapping her hand around me again. "It’s been a while since I played with you. You must have missed me so much." She said more to my cock then to me.

I grabbed her shoulder when she started to kneel, stopping her before her mouth could close around me because if she did that I would lose whatever control I still had. "Rowan is my friend. Tell me what you actually want."

Lila looked up at me, still on her knees with her hand wrapped around my cock. "Victor is back. And he came to see me"

A ice cold chill dropped into my stomach despite the heat coursing through the rest of me. "Wait he came to you?"

"He came to me," she continued, her thumb brushing over the head of my cock in a way that made my knees weak. "He knows about my secrets."

"How much does he know?" I demanded.

She noticed my lack of surprise. "You are not surprised he is back."

"Didn’t Rowan tell you?" I asked, trying to maintain whatever semblance of composure I still had left. "Victor showed up at the pack during the engagement party."

Lila’s expression morphed into a frown which she quickly concealed with a neutral look. "No. He did not tell me."

Of course he didn’t, because Rowan was still trying to protect her even though she didn’t deserve it.

"I need leverage," Lila explained, her hand still working me slowly. "Anything I can use against Victor. Something to make sure he keeps his mouth shut." She paused. "Remember, it’s not just my secret. It’s yours too."

The reminder made my blood run cold because she was right. If Victor exposed what we had done, if he told Rowan about the harem and my part in it, I would lose everything. My friendship, my position, Nia’s trust, all of it gone.

"What do I get out of it?" I asked, hating how my voice shook and loathing what my question implied.

Lila smiled and that expression was pure seduction. "Me. And I will let you dominate me this time."

The offer should have disgusted me but instead it made my cock throb in her hand because I had never been allowed to take control before, had always been the one following her commands.

My grip on her shoulder weakened and she took that as permission.

She slid down fully and took me into her mouth.

The heat and wetness made every thought scatter. Her tongue worked the underside of my shaft while she took me deeper, gagging slightly when I hit the back of her throat but not stopping. She looked up at me with those blue eyes watering slightly and I knew she was performing, knew this was calculated to break me down.

It was working.

My hands went to her hair, tangling in the blonde strands while she sucked harder. She moaned around my length and the vibration shot straight through me.

This was wrong.

I was betraying Rowan who trusted me, who considered me a brother.

I was betraying Nia who deserved better than whatever scraps of love I was giving her.

I was betraying myself by proving that Lila still owned me no matter how much I pretended otherwise.

But I couldn’t stop, couldn’t pull away, couldn’t do anything except stand there while she destroyed what little integrity I had managed to rebuild over the past two years.

Because the truth was simpler and more devastating than I wanted to admit.

I never told Rowan about Lila’s secrets not because of the sex, not because of the blackmail, not because I was afraid of losing my position in the pack.

I never told him because Lila wasn’t just the woman I loved.

She was my fated mate.

The bond had snapped into place three years ago when we first met, instant and undeniable and completely one-sided because Lila didn’t feel it. She was devilish enough that the supernatural connection meant nothing to her, just another man wanting her for reasons she couldn’t understand.

I had waited for her to feel it, waited for the bond to pull at her the way it pulled at me, waited for some sign that fate meant something.

But it never came. Maybe it did but she was good at hiding it.

She chose Rowan for his title and his political connections and I became just another body in her rotation, another man she could use when she wanted and discard when she didn’t.

And I let her because the alternative was walking away from my mate, breaking the one bond that was supposed to be sacred, admitting that even fate had given me someone who would never choose me back.

So I stayed.

Stayed and let her use me.

Stayed and watched her plan a wedding with Rowan

Stayed and pretended Nia could be enough to fill the hole Lila left behind.

Her mouth worked faster and I was close, too close, my control slipping with every stroke of her tongue.

"Lila," I groaned, trying to warn her.

She didn’t pull away, just looked up at me and took me deeper, her throat contracting around me in a way that pushed me over the edge.

I came hard, my release flooding her mouth while my hands tightened in her hair. She swallowed every drop and kept sucking until I was completely spent, until my legs were shaking and I had nothing left to give.

She pulled back slowly, licking her lips and smiling up at me like she had won a reward.

Maybe she had.

"So," Lila stood and pressed her body against mine, her breasts pushing against my chest through the thin lace. "Will you help me find leverage on Victor?"

I should have said no.

Should have tucked myself back into my pants, walked out of this room, and never looked back.

But the between us even if she couldn’t feel it, pulling me toward her like gravity, making every rational thought dissolve into need.

"What do you need?" I asked, already knowing I would give her whatever she wanted.

Because that’s what you did for your mate.

Even when they destroyed you.

Even when they chose someone else.

Even when staying meant losing every other good thing in your life.

You stayed.

"I am yours to command," I added and she smirked knowing she was my absolute weakness.