Chapter POV: Robyn Lithgow Smith
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"Sirens. I beg of you. As fellow won eager to help those we adore. Please lend your power. I have watched the man I love slowly kill himself. And even now as he dies, I could not even take care of him. That ends today. For Zwe, I will do anything! No matter the price! PLEASE HELP !"
The niggerette who ear bashed to Possum had tears in her eyes. Funnily enough, for soone who rooted a Revenant, she was a real sad sack. If you believed what she even said.
[AnvilChatbot: AHHHHH! This is so frustrating! I can't even find any record that says Zanele existed! The Graveyard records of Africa also do not even list mbers of the Royal harem! I have no way to prove what she says; what if everything she is saying to Honey is fake?]
[HamrSadist: Can't we just beat it out of Amari? Or Jo can just use {Thrall} to find out. I don't think Husband would mind.]
[AnvilLunatic: Ehhh? That's boring! Going after Zanele herself sounds much more fun! Darling will surely agree!]
[HamrMilf: Jo, Jas, not everyone is like Beloved. But, don't underestimate a Revenant's prestige. If he sohow detects soone ssing with his woman, he might retaliate.]
[AnvilGeisha: But Liv, if what Amari and Zanele have said is true, isn't Immortal-sama dying at the mont? Even if she did have so guards, why haven't any of them appeared? I fully believe she has been abandoned. Such is the norm for large harems.]
[HamrPervert: If that is truly the case, she is quite pitiful. I couldn't imagine what it would feel like to love soone and watch him love another. I an, our situation is like that, but Dearest showers with affection. To be ignored entirely would be like hell.]
[HamrMilf: Indeed. But such is the norm for won. It is sad, but n do not have it any better. They are the ones forced to die whenever battle is necessary. I personally want to help her. I relate to her. But should we?]
[AnvilLunatic: I don't think so. I can understand feeling weak, but isn't it because she is lazy and stupid? She abandoned the Immortal first. So, it's, you know, karma?]
[AnvilGeisha: I am not excusing her, but how could she continue to love him if he forgot about her? And with her clan being weak, all she risks in fighting is annihilation.]
[AnvilLunatic: Right, that's what I am saying. She chose to save her clan. At the expense of her man. Aki, if Darling lost his mory, would you leave him? Do you honestly think any one of us would?]
[AnvilChatbot: I don't think that's a fair assessnt, though, Nutjob. I an, we're all kind of fucked up in the head. Normal people wouldn't act like us.]
Hearing the words of the Sirens, I couldn't help but agree with Jo. This was why Possum never abandoned us. Because he was our first and only priority. And Possum loved us more and more each ti we proved this. I knew that; everyone here did.
[HamrSadist: I think that's exactly the point Jo is trying to make to everyone. Loving soone is hard. You have to make choices. No one forced her to do anything. Zanele chose to save her clan. So her love for the Immortal is less. There is no other way to say it.]
[HamrPervert: But isn't it kind of hard though? She never had a fair choice at the start. It was either everyone around her dying or leaving her man. If I were in her position I would have done things differently. But I know better; she didn't. She just got dealt a bad hand.]
[AnvilChatbot: That's bullshit, Lilly, and you know it. Compared to her, everyone here got a way worse hand! At least she had soone with her. Everyone here was alone! If she got a bad hand, then what about us?]
[HamrMilf: Robyn? Are you alright? You haven't said anything since earlier.]
Bella was right. Compared to the niggerette, everyone here had it harder. Hell, I couldn't even read properly a few months ago. Exa changed all that, but no one told to study; I wanted to myself.
The Sirens all felt like shit at so point. It was why we always tried to beat each other. It was really tough at the beginning, but hard work pays off. Although my reason for doing all this always ca back to one thing: I loved Possum. So long as I did. Nothing else mattered.
[AnvilLoli: I'm okay, Liv. Just thinking. But I'm going to help this cunt.]
[AnvilLunatic: Ehhh? Why Jailbait? I thought you hated people like her? She's trash.]
It was funny. When I t Josephine Benelli, I wanted to throw her off a cliff. She was pretty, smart, sexy, and powerful. Everything I wanted to be. But after fighting with her all this ti, I knew how much she suffered. Like , she also felt alone, hopeless, and scared.
But she, much like everyone here, already knew very well. If you dump people together long enough, they start to learn crap even if they don't want to. The Nutjob was lying. I think everyone felt it. Zanele's life showed a future we all could have gotten.
'I am so glad I didn't. If I didn't have Possum, I might be like her.'
Hearing Zanele cry like a cunt, I saw myself in her. If Possum did not save during the Enlistnt, I wouldn't be here. If my "dad" didn't pick up and train , I wouldn't have even learned how to fight. If I didn't know how to fight, I couldn't fight beside Possum.
Possum said otherwise, but I knew. If I didn't follow him during the Enlistnt, he would not have fallen in love with . That one mont was all it took. If I didn't tag along and separated from them, Possum might only have six Sheilas instead of seven.
And that idea scared the crap out of . How easy was it to miss sothing like that? One decision, one mont, and your entire life changed forever. I never thought much about my life. But now that I have grown smarter, I see more with each passing day.
'I am blessed.'
I never noticed. But while my life wasn't all sunshine and rainbows. Life has been good to . My entire life as a human was all to prepare for Possum. Every ti it hurt. Every ti I felt scared. It was all so I had the strength to stand with him when it counted.
'What could have happened if Red didn't throw out back then? Would I have been killed by Possum too? How would I have lived without him?'
If I lived a different life, I might have beco like Zanele. Surrounded by cunts who didn't have any balls. A queen with no power to speak of. But luckily I didn't. I lived my life. The one I was given. The one which ended with being with the man I loved.
'The life of a Siren. Sigh. To the big guy up there. Thank you so, so much. Thank you for Possum. Thank you for Ma and Pa. I will try to be a better cunt as paynt for them. I promise.'
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