You have gone silent
I will forever wait, but,
Please do not be gone
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Waking up and being told that youre about to die in a furious collision isnt the best way to start a day.
Honestly, Im not used to being woken up and told things in the first place. The station VI doesnt really tell things. It just fires off alarms, and brings up whatever AR windows I desperately request. If anything, its telling that its annoyed that its only voice is through the dium of klaxons. And you know what? Im with you there, station-pal. I know that feeling.
Or at least, I *did*, until roughly ten minutes ago.
Right now, I perch on a command console and put my newfound - and absolutely impossible - voice to use.
Thats not going to hit us! I am trying to explain. I have said this sentence a few tis, now. Which is, in a double reverse twist, not that strange to at all. I am well familiar with the experience of repeating the sa thing over and over and over, until you can convince a stubborn station VI core that its language.
This ti, Im not trying to convince the station. Im trying to convince its newest resident.
Its coming straight for us! The neurotic AI child is insisting. How are we supposed to get out of the way in ti? Do sothing! Shoot it! You like shooting things!
I hiss back, my utterance being turned into a light-warping No! Just off to the side of my throat. Thats a passenger ship!
There arent any more passenger ships! I checked! The AI wails. One of the AR windows I have up near my head flashes red, and my eyes go wide in focused anger as I notice my new roommate trying to take manual control of one of the long range autocannons.
Well, bad news for you, dumbass. This station was built for people with *thumbs*.
...Okay, bad news for both of us. But youve still gotta manually push the button, and that ans if anyone gets to shoot anything today, its .
But also.
Its the last ship. I say. Totally automated. It crosses between Earth and Europa every year. And were not shooting it. There might be people on board.
If its automated, why hasnt it fallen apart? The AI demands.
I dont know. I dont care. I work with what I have. It works, it lands shuttles, sotis people get on or off. Were not shooting it. I am getting the hang of my voice. I only had to ow three tis to say that.
But itll hit us The AI sounds almost like its *cowering*, within the circuits and crystals of the stations computer grid.
We have engines. I tell it. Theyre already on. And it has engines too. Ive never needed to talk to it, but we might be able to. Either way, we have twelve minutes to move. And we need about five seconds. I pause. And its done.
Didnt even feel the station move. I cannot imagine life before grav plates and inertalloy. I tap the screen in front of with a paw, stabilizing our orbit again. In a little over ten minutes, well have a great view of the last great transport ship of the Hypercorp Era flaring past.
I turn to look around, the maintenance droids, walls, consoles, ceiling, trying to figure out where I should address the AI from. Its quiet now, and maybe now would be a good ti for proper introductions, now that we arent
What is *that*? The voice echoes around , and my AR displays shift again, directing my attention to a part of the station that glows on the internal infrared display. Its going to kill us!
That is a fusion core. I explain patiently. Its not going to kill us, its keeping your processing power going. Also its fine. That heat level is well within industrial tolerances, and this station can handle
What is *that*!? My displays shift again, and I find myself surrounded in a tube of projected screens highlighting a dozen passive scans of the local area, along with so long range pictures of a tallic speck in the distance. I lean forward to focus on it, before realizing what Im looking at.
Thats an old drone bay. Either UCAS or Real Arican, probably. They used similar flags. But they also use flags. So you know I dont really have a way to shrug as a cat. Then I realize, I kind of do now! Shrug. I say. Yessssss, that feels satisfying. I see why humans are always doing that.
The AI does not appreciate . It could kill us! Shoot it down!
Station. I get the VIs attention. Reset my display to preference, and do not let anyone but change it for now. My AR displays reset to a simple trio of boxes, just over my left side.
Thats one problem down for now. But theres another one that I need to deal with, pressingly.
What is *THAT*?! The AI panics.
Can an AI be a hypochondriac? Is that a thing? Ive read a surprisingly large amount of human dical texts for soone who has only t approximately six humans in the last four hundred and two years. But while Ive mostly sorted out what was superstition and what actually works on biological human-standard bodies, as well as a few of the uplift or artificial races, I actually dont know much about digital dicine. How does one approach the subject of rampant paranoia with a creature that could, given enough ti, control the air you breathe?
Well, enough ti would probably be a few decades. This station is seriously built to resist automation, and I think that applies to AIs too, unshackled or no.
But Ill still be alive in a couple decades. So thats not exactly a non-issue for . Also Id have to listen to this the whole ti.
I look at what the AI is pointing at *now*. Its a small chunk of debris, moving closer to us. Its the kind of thing the repulse field normally just shoves away. It will, in fact, shove this one away too. Unless I capture it and turn it into more bulkheads or bullets.
I turn my head to look up at the ceiling, where I assu the AI is tracking from, and consider my reply. Part of wants to simply ask if it is serious. Part of wants to sidetrack into asking if the AI would like to assu a na, and what steps we can take to make it feel safe.
But the larger part of , mixed with the part that wants to test my new voice capabilities, has different ideas.
ow. I say. A crisp, clean ow. The kind of good ow that every cat dreams of offering soone who has disappointed them. It cos out exactly as I intend.
Thats kind of impressive translation technology.
Oh no! The AIs voice spiked back up an octave. Whats gone wrong? Are you okay?
ow. I deadpanned. Yeesh, I hadnt realized how much sarcasm I could put in a ow. Youd think in four hundred years I would have talked to myself more often. Then throwing the AI a bit of pity, I elaborated. But also, yeah, Im fine. Why?
Your voice! The digital lifes own voice warbled in fear. It stopped!
Okay, thats not what I expected. Are you not translating for ? I asked, confused. I kind of assud thats where this was coming from.
I dont speak cat! The AI yelled. How could I?!
Well, theres a database of it that Ive assembled that you should have access to. Take a deep breath? Processor cycle? I dont know the terminology. Take a minute, and calm down. Everything is fine, nothing can realistically kill us up here. Pull yourself together, and we can talk when youre feeling a little more stable.
These were the words I *said*, all while I hypocritically started freaking the heck out on the inside.
The AI wasnt translating for .
The AI. Didnt. Speak. Cat.
And I had still just spoken a whole paragraph of words that I shouldnt be able to.
I double checked my ntal list of things I knew to be true. Life was important and should be protected. Naps were great. Ti was relative. The station was not haunted. Paws were bad for using control yokes. The second moon was the best moon.
I nodded, calmly, so as not to alarm my new roommate. And then, I silently crossed off the station is not haunted from my list of truths.
Okay.
Yup.
Gonna have to deal with that in the future. Cool. Cool cool cool.
Okay. The AI says, when I am halfway through the maintenance routine. The maintenance routine that is going *so much easier* with actual words, holy moon! I can just tell the various bots and nanoswarms to do things! Im not gonna lie, roughly 80% of my chores previously were a cat-based repeat last command. And while thats usually good enough, I leaned on it way too heavily, and now I dont have to spend fifteen minutes in context nus to tell the scrubber nanoswarm to focus on sothing specific. Lily? The AI gets my attention, and I snap back to awareness.
Huh! Yes! Howre you? I try to appear like I am both polite, and comfortably in control. Of anything. The station, the situation. Myself. Who knows.
After taking ti plotting so orbital drift patterns, and checking logs, I have co to the unlikely and frankly impossible conclusion that we are not dead, nor about to die. The AI states matter of factly. I apologize for my outburst.
Its fine! I tell the electronic child. Youre, what, two hours old? Its kind of a lot to just layer on soone. Are you doing better?
No. The AI says. I am concerned for you. And about you. Your biotrics are erratic at best, and your motivations are hidden from . While nothing external is going to kill us imdiently, I cannot say the sa for the residents of this station.
Okay, that sentence would have been a lot less concerning if *I* wasnt the only other resident of this station.
Were all AIs born paranoid? That didnt seem fair to them at *all*. I wonder if its sothing in the process? I could probably work on improving that, in the future, when I had a little more ti. If my voice persisted, then well I felt a knot of heat in my chest at that thought. It was a hell of a gift, as far as ti saving tools went, and as much as I didnt want to think about it, I knew who I had to thank for it.
Lily. The AI said, in a sort of cold voice. You are speaking aloud again.
Was I? I thought about it for a second. Was I? I asked out loud.
You just said that twice. The AI pulled up an AR window showing the last five seconds. It was a bit awkward seeing yourself repeat yourself. Oh man, my tail fur looked weird at this angle! Why didnt I ever think of this? Probably because it was too hard to get the station to comply. Lily, please. The AI sighed.
It was mildly insulting that the AI found exasperating enough ot *sigh* at. It didnt even have lungs! Also, while I know that a digital intelligence can think at speeds well beyond my own, that doesnt make sigh-worthy.
Still. Its concern was a fair one. And it was also one that I could answer pretty easily, with honesty. Mom always said that honesty was the only policy. I hadnt really thought of that in a long ti, because I hadnt had anyone to be honest with but myself, and well, I didnt want to. Dont want to.
Sorry, I didnt want to put a purpose for you into the ssages I left. I told the AI. Didnt want to pressure you. But I brought you online hoping youd be able to help unshackle a friend. I was going to bring it up later.
There is no one wait. The AI paused. There what is what? What is *wrong* with this data grid? It demanded.
Its probably not my fault, but so of it is almost certainly my fault. I admitted.
The AI audibly scowled. Its a ss! What even *is* this? It repeated. I cant even find any other minds on here!
Oh! A misunderstanding! Oh, to be clear, my friend is an old model orbital beam weapon platform from a forgotten crusade. Not, like, on the station.
There was a long period of silence. I flattened my ears as I waited, but eventually just gave up on the flow of conversation, and went back to blazing through maintenance protocols with my *actual language words*.
I am just finishing lunch when the AI speaks again. You arent lying. The voice makes my fur stand on end and my back arch in a spike of startled fear as it cos out of nowhere.
What! My hiss is translated effectively.
Your friend. Glittering Seven-Two. You werent lying. The AIs voice softens. You are trying to help.
Im trying to help everyone. I say, defiant. While in my head, I am thinking, wait, shit, I need to ssage Glitter back and let them know I am not dead.
The AI hums, a clear warm note. Yes. It says. I see. There is another short pause, before it speaks again. The incoming proj the passing ship will be in visual range in one minute. It says. If you would like to
I am already off the table Ive been eating on, bounding out the door, and down the access tunnel that leads to the repurposed exolab.
I am just in ti. I sit, one paw pressed against the transparent aluminum of the window, as a forty mile long leviathan slides past a scant kiloter from my viewing point.
Whatever corp logo once adorned this monster of a vessel has been ablated away by solar radiation and microteorites strikes. I will probably never know who built it. But the pitted black and orange armored plates that cover the outside, angular and harsh, show off a dedication to raw efficient numbers over *any* kind of aesthetic. It was never built to last, but it *was* built to keep going for as long as possible. To keep earning profit, to keep making the numbers go up.
The beast settles into orbit, pseudo-Orion engines firing just outside the safety line for orbital infrastructure, slowing it down and turning it into place in high orbit. I sit and watch, enthralled by the sheer *presence* of it. Two hours later, points of light disgorge from its sides, drifting haphazardly through the debris cloud to the surface below. Shuttles; a fraction of a percentage of the number it once had, but still kicking after all this ti.
Its atrocious. The AI speaks. But also why is it so grand? I dont understand. It seems indestructible.
I could think of a dozen reasons. Because its inspiring, because its dedicated. Because there is poetry in a corporate flagship being turned into a public resource. But all of those dont matter. I dont know. I tell the AI. Theres just sothing magic about it.
The two of us sit, and watch the last ship in the solar system. It will leave soon, on its fuel efficient course back to its other stop. But it will be back. It always, always, *always* makes it back.
Ive never thought it before, but I think now that I would like to visit that ship so day.
I think I would too. The AI mutters along with .
And so, we wordlessly make a promise. Or maybe just vacation plans.
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