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'It's so peaceful, I no longer feel anything... the pain, anguish, despair, anger, and especially this burden that weighed on my shoulders, all disappeared into as if they had never existed in . It's so peaceful. Is it possible that I am finally in the afterlife? It's not too bad finally.' I say to myself while my thoughts wandered in my head. I had neither trouble nor regrets with the decisions I had made. I knew I couldn't defeat Sabrina from the beginning, but that didn't justify letting them use as they please. I didn't want to be reincarnated if I were to suffer a similar fate in my two previous lives. With my atrocious choices and actions, I knew that my only house would henceforth be in hell. Of course, if this place existed.
'Sigh, I rember that my mother who had succumbed to this carcinogenic disease that was like a reaper sent by heaven only for our family... told once, during my visit to the hospital that: God, angels, and demons existed. So naturally, hell and paradise will, in turn, exist to punish criminals, and reward pure hearts for their good deeds.' These were the only thoughts that had crossed my mind at that ti. Was it because of my current state? Or maybe it was because death had finally knocked on my door that my mind wandered into the only beautiful mories I had in my life on earth? Sigh, this is the first ti I have co to think of mories that I thought I had forgotten for eternity.
How long will he still remain unconscious? / I suddenly heard a thunderous and intense voice that had made doubt the safety of my eardrums. My peaceful peace, my carelessness, everything had been broken by the simple sharp voice that was like a natural enemy of my peace.
But fortunately for , this was the only sentence that this grotesque voice had pronounced. I had the clear intuition that this voice that resonated like that of a giant was actually just a dream. Otherwise, it may be the voice of one of the demons my late mother told about when I was little. After all, it was not an exaggeration on my part to admit that such abominations existed. If Good and evil, death and life, exist, without forgetting the magic and several other races I had t before my death, then it will not give too much headache to want to accept that hell, which will probably be my new ho, exists and that it will be ready to welco with open arms.
As I patiently waited like an idiot, my judgnt, while making the most of the peaceful feeling that reigned in before the fiery storm began, another son of a b*tch disturbed my sweet sleep with his voice that made my heart vibrate with fear.
Watch your language, Kamyle! No matter your reasoning, don't forget who you are talking to! // Retorted the other ba*tard in a heavy voice who had been able to confirm one thing to ! If I ever took another attack of these kinds, it was not only the peace I was desperately looking for that would be inaccessible, but it was hell itself that would fall on .
I didn't know how or why I could have such absurd thoughts. Maybe it was because of my state of confusion? Or my heart that had now lost its emotional functions and had no other tasks to accomplish than to distribute my blood between my blood veins. But no matter why I had to have such fanciful thoughts, I had absolute certainty that I was not going to find my beloved peace as long as these mysterious ba*tards continue to quarrel in my rest periter. If hell wants to torture , it only has to do with things that are related to my sins! I refuse to let it disturb my sleep, for the simple reason that I had never committed these kinds of sins. It can stab in the heart with burning flas, burn to the bone, or even suck all my vitality, just as I had done with my enemies, but I refuse to be disturbed in my sleep before my judgnt when I had never disturbed soone in conditions similar to mine!
By making this decision, I ended up reaching this conclusion when my mind was sunk into absurd madness for having conceived such ridiculous ideas. Even though I knew it was risky to open my eyes to prevent them from shouting, I had no other choice at that ti if I wanted to regain my beloved peace! 'It's for a good cause! I have to do it!' Did I convince myself by clenching my fist and shouting to my full lungs! "You can't be silent while I try to enjoy my peaceful mont, a bunch of noisy bastards?!!" I shouted with frustration while my anger that I had not been able to evacuate against Sabrina and the others ignited again!
Out of frustration, I ended up giving up. No matter, I hate waiting where to make others wait. It was one of the bad characters I had unconsciously developed after my reincarnation in a world filled with magic.
"Hihi~ Are you finally awake?"
As I ca to open my eyes, the first thing I could see was a white ceiling that was plated in the sky at an unimaginable height followed by the owner of this soft and mysterious female voice that was a little familiar to . The reason she piqued my curiosity was undoubted because I felt like I heard the voice I often heard in my dreams.
And when I bent my head in her direction, I was able to see and be in the presence of a being whose existence I never believed! No, it would be fairer to say that anyone will question his existence. I, who was surprised at the slightest thing after my reincarnation on the planet of Alzania, on which I had seen demons, succubus, elves, and all kinds of fantastic fairy tale beasts... I had never believed or imagined for a single second that I was going to et one of these beings. Normally, it would prove that I was truly dead. As my eyes struggled to get out of their eyeballs to better confirm my suspicions, I finally realized that the two troublemakers who bothered in my sleep stood next to this being who was lazily sitting on a chair that seed to be designed for giants.
I had co to this conclusion because of the two gigantic monsters, for lack of better words to describe them, standing beginning behind it as two giants status.
Despite having lived two lives, my brain refused to believe what I saw. A monster, for lack of a better word, which easily rose to more than ten ters high, stood with his arms crossed behind their backs. With petrifying red eyes looking at , seeming threatening, they seed strangely quiet. Two massive horns protruded from the sides of their heads, arched downwards and around their skulls, bending to a point near the front. They had a mouth with two stealth fangs protruding his lips and, while their bodies were decorated with elegant black armor that had no decorations or embellishnts, he always shone like an invaluable treasure. These two demons of hell who stood in front of have now made embarrassed to even have the nerve to shout at them.
No, they were not the most impressive! The most impressive was rather the one who sat lazily on the giant chair, with his hands lazily supporting his head, was a being who would subject even the most unfaithful heretics. I almost choke with my saliva looking again and again at her humanoid silhouette with milky white skin that shone with holiness, her dark and cold pupils that seed to contain all the cruelty of the universe, her thin pink lips, her slightly pointed ears like Sabrina's, and her smooth black hair that radiated like the stars plated in the dark night!
Her whole being made think that she was there Sabrina's twin except for one small detail. The two two-tone feather wings antipode of black/white that was hung behind her back as if she were doing cosplay but who beat slightly because of her joyful mood, and not to ntion this black halo that floated and swirled slowly above her head as in the fanciful ani I had occasionally watched on earth. I refused to believe that such beings existed!
Yet, she was there, in all her splendor... with her head resting on her arm, while her other hand nonchalantly swirled the red liquid in the wine glass. Even if the wines are often red, I did not dare to guess the nature of this liquid which had the sa color as my blood. But why am I petrified in the face of her majesty when I no longer belong to the world of the living?
One thing is certain, I won't let her reincarnate the second ti, no matter what price I have to pay to achieve it. If it is she who is changed to judge my cris, then so much the better, but if she tries to reincarnate ... the fight would be inevitable!' I had the nerve to have such thoughts after abandoning my curiosity about her.
"Hmm~ interesting. I expected to contemplate more facial expressions from you. But it seems that keeping your cool in this kind of situation is one of your strengths~." Had announced to , if I dare say so, the fallen Angel, in a soft and joyful voice.
I concluded that she was probably a fallen angel who was responsible for judging people like , who had only one destination after their deaths. But his inexplicable excitent left in perplexity. It wasn't as if hell hadn't had guinea pigs, was it? To my knowledge, several bastards deserve to be the Duke of this place. Was I say to myself from a contemplative air while my stealthy look wandered to explore the huge room that was entirely white.
"Well, now that you're awake, I have to escort you sowhere without delay. Even if I would like to spend more ti with you, if I make this crazy wait longer, I would be in more serious problems than now." She told , and got up majestically on her giant chair and showed the way to the corridors that seed to be endless. And it was only now that I noticed that I was lying on a giant sofa and not on a bed when I turned around to look one last ti at the gigantic room we were in.
With my greatest mistrust, I followed suit next to her for fear that she would leave lonely with these abominations who did not dare to look in the eye, maybe they tell themselves that they will not be able to keep their anger under control if they ever crossed the gaze of the person who had lacked their respect again. All I hoped in silence was to pray that these two would not be resentful.
"Ah~ I almost forgot to introduce myself, I'm Sylvia. But you can call Sylvie~. Hehe, As for these two knights who kept disturbing you... the man on the right is Kamyle and Jamyle is on your left. Despite their incessant quarrels, they are still two twins who have co close to death together since they hatched. Sigh, I understand that all this makes you perplexed, but you will soon have answers to your questions." She reassured with a sweet and innocent smile that, despite , forced to lower my guard against her.
But when I heard this na that was familiar to , I could not help succumbing to my curiosity. After all, it was not my fault to be so familiar and rude to her, it was she who started at first. I thinking by asking my question even though I didn't have high expectations that she would give answers. "Who is the so-called (madwoman) you're talking about?" I asked without worrying about my manners. The best thing was to gather as much information as possible about this unknown place, whose nature of my presence escaped !
"Fufu~ what a question, of course, I'm talking about Da Rina. Otherwise, who else has the nerve to threaten ?!" Had she announced in a sarcastic tone? Thanks to his answer, I was able to realize why I refused to open my eyes after regaining consciousness, and also why I was obsessed with my death and hell. The hell I was desperately looking for was actually the place I wanted to go to avoid finding them on my way and maybe the permanent pain of the burning fires will help forget them for eternity. Because compared to accepting this reality of being betrayed by people I considered my family, hell was really a paradise for . The real hell...is to live with this suffering that is engraved with red iron on my heart!
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