Ever since I was little, I was always the victim of my mother’s anger. She always forced what she wanted on and always wanted to be number one.
Even though I tried my best to do it, nothing I did made her feel happy or proud for once. Everything in her eyes that I did always seed wrong.
I don’t understand why she thinks that way, or maybe it’s because I’m an Alpha? The species she hates the most.
It also made feel like I hated Oga, because they could only bla the situation and say everything was the fault of the Alphas. And I grew up believing that and hating every Oga I t.
Even hating my own mother, when I heard about her death I felt so relieved like there was no more burden that I had to accept because there would be no one to scold later.
But for so reason since then, I just lost my way and didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t get a job because of my underage status, nor could I continue my studies because I needed the money and all I had was the house my mother left behind.
Until finally I joined the organization and this is where my life began by eting a lot of alphas, betas and ogas with various traits and intentions behind their hearts. This made it even more difficult for to trust soone, especially the Oga that I hated for so long.
But on a mission, I t him. One of the Ogas who at first I thought he was the sa as the other Ogas. Weak and unable to do anything.
But he was different, he was against and dared to play with an alpha like . He is not weak but so annoying that I can’t stand to be around him. It wasn’t until I finally realized what was behind Oga’s annoying nature.
I looked at myself at him, I saw the sa pain that I had. But this oga tried to fight back and tried to stand alone. Without realizing it, I chose to stand with him and promised not to let him stand alone.
His pain was now my pain. It may sound very stupid, but that’s what I feel even though we haven’t bonded by marking.
But right now he was fast asleep but with a face that was pale from thinking about things he shouldn’t be thinking about.
I don’t understand why you have to think about things like this. Why do you have to worry when I’m around a dominant Oga that I don’t like at all I’ve always told you that only you can change an alpha like .
However, only you can change , and I have promised to always return to you. You’re the only Oga I want and will continue to defend at all costs.
I gently rubbed his head, feeling his blonde hair in my hands and hearing his slow breathing. In his sleep he even called my na.
"Vic..." he called with a frightened look on his face.
"I’m here, I’m here my Oga. Stop thinking about it, I never once thought of leaving you," I said as I kissed his forehead.
Stupid, you’re making worry so much with you being like this. I can’t bla you because this is sothing you will definitely feel. Because I also feel it every ti you shooting with another Alpha, who even looks so interested in you that they deliberately approach you without knowing you are mine.
Not long after, Daren woke up from his sleep and looked at . He rubbed his eyes as if he couldn’t believe I was in front of him.
"Am I still in a dream? Why am I seeing a Vic in front of right now?" he asked very silly then I imdiately hugged his body to let he know that I was really in front of him.
Slowly he must have gathered her full consciousness, and finally realized that I wasn’t a dream for him.
"Vic, what are you doing here? How did you know I was here, when I intended to surprise you!"
I let go of my hug and grabbed both of his shoulders. I looked at him with a serious gaze but also felt relieved that he seed to be getting better.
"Look, there’s no way I could have kept quiet when I found out you were in this state. What’s wrong with you exactly? Do I look like an Alpha who would betray you?" I asked him.
He looked very surprised by my question then the look in his eyes changed. Looking so sad, don’t look at with those eyes.
"I’m just afraid you like him more than . You were with that oga for a long ti. Whereas you were very brief when you were with . I’m worried you’ll..."
I kissed his lips hungrily before he finished his sentence. He’s worried just because I’m spending more of my ti with that damn kid?
If I had a long vacation, I would definitely choose to continue being with you instead of that disgusting and annoying oga.
I held both his wrists above his head and one hand felt his body.
Is he still going to doubt my feelings when I want him so badly right now?
I’ve always wanted him, he’s perfect for regardless of him being a recessive who is considered an oga failed product. To , he was already perfect.
We continued kissing until I finally pulled myself away from him while licking my own lips. The flavor I’ve always loved besides mint chocolate, his lips at the mont.
"Vic... Haa..." His face flushed, he almost lost his breath from my kiss but afterward he smiled. "I’m glad to see you again. Do I sound stupid saying that?"
"Yes, very stupid and annoying. But I can’t bla you, I knew this was bound to happen which is why I warned you about my job."
I let go of him and sat on her bed. I lifted his body to sit on my lap.
"I should have been stronger and not thought about this so much. You’ve made sensitive to everything, whereas I never really cared about anyone before. But since I’ve been with you..."
"You think I’m not? I always carry out all my missions well without exception. No matter what it looks like. But when I started eting you until now, I actually involved my feelings in it until I was able to like an oga like you," I retorted as he blad for making his feel sensitive so often.
He looked at as he wrapped his arms around my neck. I really liked that he dared to do sothing like this.
"What’s the matter? You’re in the mood for it, huh? Want to take you right now?" I asked him teasingly.
However, he suddenly pushed down and sat on my sensitive area, making it rub against his. I gasped in surprise and looked at him.
"Yes, if you want it, we can do it," he replied.
He want it by himself, huh?
"Alright, we do. But we’ll find another room because I’m sure your manager doesn’t want this room filled with our pheromones, by the way."
I caressed his cheek gently and he nuzzled into my palm.
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