"Is it necessary..." Xia Wan’an puffed out her cheeks, speaking in a low voice, "This is the first ti in eight years of my secret crush on him and two years of marriage that he ever wrote a note..."
One sentence was enough to silence the usually lively Song Youman.
She stared at Xia Wan’an standing before her, sowhat bewildered.
Back then, she, Xia Wan’an, and Han Zhijin were all fifteen years old.
At that tender age when love was just budding, Xia Wan’an fell for Han Jingnian forever at first sight in the courtyard of the Han family.
From that mont on, no one else could ever catch her eye.
Even if they treated her well, were hopelessly in love with her, or tirelessly pursued her... she never gave them a chance.
She grew up with Xia Wan’an and knew her very well. She never seed to care about many things, but when it ca to "Han Jingnian," she was full of intricate thoughts.
Business marriages were a common practice in their circle. Marriage ford connections that benefited both families. But she always thought that such a thing would never happen to Xia Wan’an. After all, she was naturally gifted and intelligent, the type of person that everyone envied. She was God’s favored child; she didn’t need to attach herself to others to live.
But after graduation, Xia Wan’an surprisingly announced that she was entering a marriage alliance.
She was truly shocked, but when she found out the person was Han Jingnian, she imdiately understood.
The excuses about her father’s poor health and wanting to settle down quickly to give her father peace of mind were all lies.
She did it all for him, the man who didn’t even know she existed in this world.
With these thoughts, Song Youman asked, "An’an, is it worth it to love him like this?"
She didn’t feel aggrieved, but Song Youman felt it for her. She didn’t feel like she was treating herself unfairly, but Song Youman felt it for her.
Upon hearing these words, Xia Wan’an slightly trembled a bit, took a small pause, then finally spoke, "Youman, do you rember "The Legend of Sword and Fairy 1" we watched when we were little? It’s a really classic TV show. Many people liked Zhao Lingling and Lin Yueru, but do you know who I liked the most?"
"I liked Caiyi, the Butterfly Demon, the little demon who was rescued by Lin Yueru’s cousin. She wasn’t in many scenes, but she really touched . She ended up trading a thousand years of cultivation to give Lin Yueru’s cousin ten years of life. The last thing she said is sothing I’ve never forgotten after all these years. She said, there’s nothing about worth or not, only willingness and unwillingness."
Worth or not, only willingness and unwillingness.
If you truly love soone, love them to your very core, how could you question its worth?
Xia Wan’an spoke at length and noticed the mood around the dining table had beco sowhat somber. She then laughed and said, "Alright, enough said for now, Youman. One day when you et the person you truly love, you’ll understand."
The person you love... these words quickly prompted Song Youman to drop her gaze, hiding the panic within her eyes.
The person she loved, she has soone she loved...
In that brief mont, she raised her gaze again, back to her usual casual deanor: "Who says I don’t understand? An’an, the person I love the most is you. I’d do anything for you, like helping you spend that jerk’s black card!"
[My favorite TV show is "The Legend of Sword and Fairy 1", bar none. The butterfly demon is also my favorite. Her selfless love towards her cousin was so pure.]
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