Chapter 52 – You...Why are you doing this to ? (3)
Translator: SKAIS Editor: SKAIS
I wanted to shout back and ask, but I couldn’t say anything. Right now, I was in deep shock because of what he just uttered.
If you ask why, well, I think you’ll get a stern answer.
To be honest, I think everyone knew that no matter how pure and innocent a man’s heart is, there is always that glint of evil residing inside of it. This is what I discerned after hearing Ricdorian’s statent.
But since I am a good adult in this new and unfamiliar setting I’m in, I just slowly pretended to skim the floor, avoiding the attractive gaze of Ricdorian.
Was he even aware of what he had spoken in the first place?
Ugh.
I need to think of good thoughts...Good thoughts and good life angles. Iana, think of rainbows and unicorns and restrain yourself.
I said it 20 tis in my head. And when I turned back to Ricdorian, my eyes t those blue eyes still gazing towards . As a matter of fact, it seed like he didn’t take his eyes off .
Staring at the tantalizing display made wonder.
How could his eyes be so blue?
It was so blue that I felt like I’m diving at the bottom of a deep-sea where all those mythical creatures dwell.
We kept our stare with each other, and this ti, I didn’t even try to avoid his gaze, rather, I faced him straight. However, after a few seconds, Ricdorian’s cheeks flushed red in embarrassnt. He imdiately averted his eyes and parted his lips. Even his ears were as red as the eyes of a rabbit.
“Don’t look at like that.”
What? So you can freely stare at , while I can’t?
“Why?”
“Well, that’s because it’s getting bigger!”
Oh....
So... where is that really?
I want to hear as much detail as possible regarding that but...I can’t. Yeah, it’s just not possible. I know this boy is only two years younger than , but still! He’s younger than ! That would be bad.
This ti, I kind of hesitated whether I should ask for more words of enlightennt or not, but fortunately, Ricdorian opened his mouth first.
“When I think of you, my arms and my legs keep on... I feel like I’m getting bigger. My fingers are also getting longer.”
Ohhh...
“...Okay? Anything else?” I asked curiously.
“The other thing...”
For so reason, in the end, he hesitated, and his cheeks turned redder than before. His mumbling mouth murmured more, and therefore I could not hear the last part.
I didn’t know if it was a part of his body or not, but I think he talked about sothing. Sothing that would be best not to hear.
Oh no. No!
As I tried to erase my lecherous thoughts, I lifted my hand and let my chin rest on it. My imagination was getting more and more creative that I needed to splash myself with holy water to be cleansed.
“So, to sum it up. When you think of , you feel like you’re getting bigger.” I said hastily to stop him from feeding more ideas to my dirty imagination.
“Eh? Yes...”
“Have you already tried experinting with the capabilities of your new form? Well, I needed to examine you and asure the changes you’ve undergone by asking you questions. From your arms to your...everything.”
Ricdorian shook his head. He blinked naively and tilted his head like a dog. He looked like he was clueless.
“I... didn’t think about that.”
I took my eyes off him and looked all over the prison. The walls looked like it was made of bricks, so it might not be difficult to check his body asurent changes or do the experint.
And as I glanced back at him, I realized that he didn’t really seem to have any idea with the experint.
“By the way, have you been awake all day?”
Co to think of it; it seems like he never falls asleep.
Then, the thought of our first eting crossed my mind. That’s the only ti I saw him asleep. Was it just by chance that every ti I visited him, he was awake or... maybe not?
“When do you sleep?”
I’ve never seen you asleep. Do you usually not rest well?
“That...I don’t usually sleep. And now, I don’t want to sleep.”
“You don’t want to sleep? Why?”
Ricdorian, who had been struggling to answer , lowered his head for a mont but soon lifted it to talk.
“When I fall asleep, I can’t see you.”
His blue eyes caught . But the eye-to-eye contact didn’t last long. It was because the young man, who blushed, lowered his head once again.
Then, he bit his lips hard.
“What.... what if the mont I close my eyes, you’ll be gone? What if you’ll leave once I’m asleep? What if you’re going to disappear just like that?” He said as if the thought and possibility that those things might have happened pains him.
Oh...
I was shocked. I can’t find the right words to say.
His hand beside mine slowly approached . But unable to reach mine, his hands were left hanging in the air.
I knew that a man’s body could turn red when feeling certain emotions; I just didn’t expect that it would include a man’s fingertips.
“...are you going now?”
His fingers, which were turned red only at the tips, looked even redder compared to my pale hand.
As a matter of fact, I felt sick after I woke up.
And because of that, my fingers were boney and lean, and the skin was so pale. But it wasn’t too hard for to move around despite being sick. I can manage it.
Soon, I rolled my eyes.
His embarrassnt quickly disappeared, and indifference filled the place.
Hey, isn’t it necessary to turn on the hazard before turning or changing direction? That’s most likely the basic rule of driving! He should’ve at least made so warning signs whenever his mood’s going to change. What an unpredictable man!
Right now, Ricdorian displays himself like a man as beautiful as a lily flower moistened with water. A lily has this beauty that blooms in the dayti but hides itself at night. And even though it doesn’t live for a long ti,* still, it is perfect during its lifeti.
The only difference Ricdorian and this flower have was that even though Ricdorian’s ti to bloom fully hasn’t co yet, he’s already as beautiful as a blossod lily in it’s right ti. So if that’s currently the case, what more would he beco a few years from now?
As a matter of fact, I’ve seen it once before.
He was so mature that ti that he can be considered a super sexy dynamite**, but I turned my head away and brought out a rather childish expression.
“I’m not going right now.”
*Vase life of lilies is around 10-14 days
**Dynamite – a slang term defined as outstanding, super dangerous or powerful
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