I Have a Reason to Hate Streamers Chapter 84

[Title: Streaming with an Incredibly Beautiful Guest]

[‘Elderen’ is streaming now.]

Whiskey turned out to be a much stronger drink than I thought.

As soon as I sat next to Elderen, I started to feel the buzz kicking in.

Elderen, likely noticing the sll of alcohol on , quickly brought up a notepad on the stream monitor.

Elderen (via notepad): You okay? Didn’t you drink too much?

“I’m fine… really. I’m just at that stage where it feels good,” I replied.

???: She says she feels good right now.

Wow, but seriously, who is she?

There’s a rumor she’s Gawol.

Stop joking, there’s no way she’s pretty.

Her voice sounds similar, though?

The chains that had been binding were beginning to loosen.

As the negative feelings started to wash away, I could finally smile a bit.

Choosing to drink had definitely been the right call.

My focus drifted occasionally, but I had no problem reading the chat.

Elderen was looking at as if waiting for my next move.

Everyone probably thought I was still mulling things over, but my mind was already made up.

I had to go for it.

If not now, when?

Even if I cringe under the covers tomorrow, I’m going to enjoy this mont.

“Yes, I’m Gawol. My sister (Elderen) brought along for the stream. Hehe… Were you disappointed? I’m not much, am I?”

Ah, thank goodness.

It wasn’t as bad as I had feared.

Though I was still stuttering, I didn’t feel the urge to scratch at my neck with my nails.

My mind wasn’t spiraling into a dark abyss, either.

I felt a bit chilly, but it was bearable.

“That’s not fair… Hurry up and say I’m pretty. I’m scared, you know.”

“How about it? Isn’t my sister gorgeous? I told you she was so pretty that missing out would be a loss for you.”

“Hey sis, can I have so water over here?”

“Here you go.”

Those eyes can’t not be pretty.

How is soone with that face not already streaming?

Need to see her without the mask to be sure.

I’m a fan now.

LOL she’s probably a catfish.

I slipped a straw under my mask and sipped so water.

My throat had been unusually dry.

Maybe it was because I was so nervous.

Unlike when I played the ga, excitent wasn’t exactly the dominant feeling now—it was more like trembling anxiety.

My fists clenched and unclenched as if to stave off the nerves. I took deep breaths, but they didn’t help much.

Still, every ti soone in the chat said I was pretty…

“Hehe…”

…my lips curled into a smile before I even realized it.

It was a good thing I had my mask on.

I didn’t want to show everyone this goofy grin.

That would make look too easy.

I was just thinking about dying earlier, but now my heart was racing.

If I showed them how excited I was, it would be laughable.

[Imaemangryang donated 50,000 KRW]

[Gawol, you’re so different from in the ga.]

I knew that userna.

Turns out they were one of Elderen’s regulars.

Should I say that’s fitting, or that it’s not?

“Well, I’m the strongest in the ga. But not here. If you call a loser… I’ll co find you.”

Loser

Haha, loser girl

Total loser

Loner

Loser girl, I’m a fan of thighs

Loser

“Pause the chat for a sec. I’m going to write down all of these.”

“Here. Sorry everyone, but today I’m granting all of Gawol’s wishes.”

“Hehe. If you plan on coming to the New World, be ready.”

I copied the usernas from the chat and saved them in my private ssages.

This way, I’d be able to find them later even after I went ho.

This is exactly why you should keep your online ID separate from your in-ga nickna.

anwhile, I noticed Elderen’s gaze drifting downward.

When I checked to see what was going on, I realized I had been fiddling with the hem of her skirt.

When did that start?

Startled, I quickly let go, but as soon as I did, I felt a strange emptiness.

It was as if that uneasiness hadn’t quite gone away.

I needed sothing to hold on to.

So, I grabbed the water bottle and took another sip.

So, when are you taking off the mask?

(Blocked ssage: Why do you cause trouble in the ga?)

Wow, that jawline tho.

Show your face, please!

If you don’t reveal your face, I’m going to riot.

The chat must have seen my jaw when I put the straw in my mask.

The chat was going absolutely wild.

It felt like electricity was surging through my body.

Was the drink I had consud not whiskey, but so sort of dangerous substance instead?

Sothing was flowing through my veins, making feel incredible.

Starting from my chest and spreading all the way to my back, a strange warmth crept over .

Even the breath leaving my mouth felt heated.

The lower part of my stomach tingled, making curl my toes.

My hands felt too empty.

So, I grabbed Elderen’s skirt again.

Just having sothing to hold on to helped calm .

“Do you… want to see take off my mask? Hmm, what should I do…”

I placed one hand on the mask, teasing it like I was about to pull it down.

Lowering it to the bridge of my nose, then lifting it back up.

Next, I pulled it up just enough to reveal my jawline, then restored it to its original position.

The sight of the chat going wild at my every little movent made laugh.

“Ahaha. This is fun! Haha… Do you want to see more? Too bad. I’m not going to show you.”

She’s not showing it, so I’m rioting!

I believe a rogue ninja can beat a legendary ninja.

Ronaldo vs ssi?

Show us the nape of your neck!

Is there a scar or sothing?

“Rioting isn’t allowed! This is my sister’s stream, after all. Haha. The nape of my neck? Why would you want to see that? No, there’s no scar. It’s perfectly clean.”

Not believing it until I see it.

Does that rank even exist?

Show it! Show it! Show it! Show it!

“Hmm, sothing too provocative wouldn’t be allowed, right? The nape… I wonder if that’s too much?”

“Isn’t it a bit too much?”

“That’s what she says. Then, I won’t show you. Hehe, I’m a good girl who listens well.”

I wrapped my clothing tightly around , making sure even the bits of skin that had been visible were hidden away.

The chat exploded, but in a way, that was just as entertaining to watch.

But how many people were watching now?

Wait… this number looks a little strange.

I had never seen numbers like this while watching a stream before.

Twenty thousand viewers, a number reserved for things like official pro leagues or major ga showcases, was on the screen.

It might even go higher at this rate.

“Wow…? There are so many people. Sis, you’re really popular!”

“They’re not here for , they’re here for you. Word must’ve spread. Even I’ve never seen this many people watching before.”

“Eek! Now I don’t want to take off my mask…”

Wasn’t this a bit much?

The chat was moving so fast that even with my reflexes, I couldn’t keep up anymore.

All I could catch were the occasional ???? emojis.

Donations seed to be pouring in as well.

Now that I had missed the first few, I didn’t know what to respond to anymore.

“Sis, what should I do? I missed the early donations…”

“I’ll show them to you one at a ti.”

“Oh yeah… I almost forgot. Soone asked to see my neck earlier, right? I’ll show you just a little.”

I loosened the collar of my outfit a bit and slid a finger toward my shoulder.

Making sure the cara could see, I leaned in, exposing my pale neck and collarbone.

“Please… don’t spread this around. I’m embarrassed.”

Last ti you showed your panties, but now you’re shy?

How about a little more armpit action?

Squishy squishy soft soft squishy squishy soft soft

“Why do you guys like armpits so much? I seriously don’t get it. You’re all such perverts. Haha… No thighs though, sorry.”

My legs were still too hard to move.

The alcohol was definitely kicking in harder now.

Maybe I’d gone a bit overboard with it.

Maybe it was my own fault.

There were so many requests to see my armpits now.

I figured it wouldn’t hurt, so I reached for my neck and lifted my arm.

“Really, is this what you guys like? You’re all such freaks. Do you… like this too?”

I gently stroked the skin between my armpit and torso.

My fingers pressed into the soft flesh, which squished under the pressure before bouncing back.

I kneaded it carefully, then spread the skin slightly with my fingers before letting go.

Watching the chat explode made feel loved.

This is dangerous.

I need to be careful.

My head was spinning with euphoria, and I couldn’t think clearly.

“Water? No, I don’t want to. It’s too annoying to wipe off again. I’ll do it next ti we et.”

Between donations, so were asking about the ga.

How was the war going? Was I sticking with Soolbbang?

Did I seriously have no plans to go pro?

Haha, I’m not answering any of that.

If I did, you wouldn’t co back to see next ti.

I still want to be loved more.

“Oh, right, I have sothing to say. Should I say this, then take off the mask? Hmm…”

I still had a few weeks left.

Enough ti to make it to the first siege battle.

It might be Gawol’s last fight, so I wanted it to be grand.

“Is Cross watching? The guild leader of Cross, that is.”

I took a deep breath.

“Don’t ss with . You’re just a balding old man. You’re nothing now. I can beat you… with my feet. If you kneel before and beg, I might let you kiss my toes.”

As I finished speaking, I took off the mask.

Nervously, I glanced at my reflection on the screen.

Thankfully, I was smiling brightly, playfully.

She really is Gawol!

You’re actually Gawol?!