Lin Nan certainly didn't plan on going lesbian. She was still rational enough to know that yuri relationships were basically ruining another girl's youth.
Moreover, after losing large amounts of testosterone and a certain body organ, her body could no longer generate excited emotions toward girls.
Her brain had also been subtly influenced by Lilith. Because of Lina, her extre distaste for lesbian won had slightly affected Lin Nan, making her feel so repulsion toward yuri as well.
But toward n...
Undeniably, Lin Nan had discovered long ago that her body would react to n.
Otherwise, she wouldn't have been so anxious to leave the male dormitory and live alone back then.
It was just that reason and the worldview ford over many years told her that liking males was unacceptable and even sowhat disgusting... She still equated liking n with being gay.
Lin Nan was quite conflicted about her sexual orientation.
"I'll stay single. I'm not interested in either n or won," Lin Nan replied after pondering for a long while.
Every ti she encountered this kind of question, she would reflexively think about it, and ultimately still found that she couldn't like people of any gender.
"I see?" Liu Xinyi asked curiously, "Then why did Little Uncle say you have a boyfriend?"
Lin Nan explained with a bitter smile, "That's my forr college roommate. He helped scrape together enough money for the surgery. They just assud it was a bride price or sothing..."
"Isn't it basically a bride price?"
"I already said it's not. This is brotherhood! I'll pay it back later!"
Although this was a lie, Lin Nan discovered that everyone around her had completely misinterpreted this lie. Her original intention was just to explain that she had legitimately and lawfully gathered money to undergo surgery to beco female, not that she'd hooked up with a boyfriend.
But Liu Xinyi seed not to understand Lin Nan's words and pursued the question: "Is he handso?"
"Pretty good, I guess?" Lin Nan's mind also unconsciously recalled Chen Yao's face. "He's not particularly handso, but at least he's more handso than Jiaming, and his physique is better too."
"Cousin Jiaming has totally lost his looks, okay? Sa with Little Uncle. Each one lost their looks more than the last. Back when Cousin Jiaming was in middle school, now that was handso."
"True."
Wu Jiaming in middle school had indeed been a handso guy. Back then he looked a bit like Leslie Cheung, but later he got fatter and fatter, his face rounder and rounder, plus issues like oily skin and acne during puberty... Like Lin Nan during puberty, he'd lost his looks. (TN: Hong Kong’s “Elder Brother” (Look it up yourself.))
However, even though Wu Jiaming had lost his looks, he still retained so of his foundation, and his personality was sunny. In high school he'd already bragged to Lin Nan about having his first love, and later had girlfriend after girlfriend, partying at bars and clubs everywhere... Moreover, his parents were both abroad. They claid the work didn't pay well, but he had more money than anyone.
He was probably what the internet called a scumbag.
"Cousin..." Liu Xinyi hesitated, "There's sothing I don't know if I should ask."
"Go ahead."
"Have you... done it with a girl before?"
Lin Nan's mouth twitched. What kind of questions were these?
"I'm just really curious~"
Lin Nan let out a long sigh. When she turned eighteen, she hadn't even held a girl's hand. Later, although she had slept in the sa bed as a girl once, right after that she herself beca a girl.
She hadn't even had ti to experience what being a man felt like. Lin Nan could only shake her head.
Liu Xinyi clicked her tongue in amazent. "Tsk tsk, Sis, you didn't look that bad before either. How are you even weaker than ? At least I had a girlfriend."
She didn't think she'd looked particularly good before and could only pretend not to hear.
After satisfying Liu Xinyi's curiosity, this girl finally shut her mouth and obediently sat at the head of the bed playing on her phone, browsing Douyin. Lin Nan had already been playing on her phone and computer for several days. Now she'd lost interest in these things and idly thought about what she should do to fill the boring life at Grandfather's house.
She couldn't very well go work in the fields with Grandfather, could she?
Or go clubbing like Jiaming?
Or organize a mahjong table? There happened to be four people now.
At dinner ti, Grandfather showed little reaction upon seeing Liu Xinyi's arrival. He only frowned when he saw her and asked with so distaste, "Why are you still wearing that? Neither male nor female, your hair is even shorter than your cousin's."
"I like it," Liu Xinyi replied, completely unconcerned about Grandfather's distaste.
Lin Nan glanced at Grandmother standing beside Grandfather. Over these past few days, she and Grandmother had hardly seen each other.
Grandmother probably truly couldn't accept that her previously most beloved grandson had beco a granddaughter, could she?
She watched Grandmother put vegetables into her rice bowl as usual and then leave for the nearby mahjong parlor, sighing lifelessly.
Although she had magic, there was no way to change other people's thinking. Even that charm magic could only make people fall in love and beco mindless for a brief ti.
Lin Nan had never quite gotten used to the als at Grandfather's house. Usually there were stewed dishes and raw or pickled fish and shrimp. Lin Nan wasn't very interested in either, and Grandfather really liked using fernted rice as an ingredient. Whether it was fish, at, or anything else, he'd add so.
Fortunately, Grandfather also knew the dishes at ho didn't suit Lin Nan's taste. Occasionally he would buy finished products like roast chicken or fried chicken from the market, or things like braised at or hamburgers.
As for Wu Jiaming and Wu Guodong, they'd basically grown up living here since childhood. The cuisine was the taste of ho to them...
Cousin's arrival ant that the roast chicken that could originally last two als disappeared in one al. Originally most of the roast chicken belonged to her, but now she had to compete for it.
"Are you going to the beach to catch crabs tonight?" Halfway through dinner, Grandfather looked up and suggested, "Aren't you afraid of getting moldy staying at ho?"
The juniors almost simultaneously shook their heads.
Although it was boring at ho, the beach was even more boring, okay?
After eating, with nothing else to do, several people all gathered in Wu Guodong's bedroom.
Little Uncle had brought a projector. After moving the entire TV cabinet away, he aid the projector at the snow-white wall. Soon a clear computer image appeared before everyone's eyes.
"What should we watch tonight?" He sat in front of the computer operating it, searching for movies online.
Just like when they were children, the four of them gathered in the sa bedroom to watch a movie.
Lin Nan sat on one side of the bed head, curled up with her legs, yawning listlessly. Wu Jiaming sat on the other side of the bed head. Only Liu Xinyi, lying at the foot of the bed, answered: "A romance action film!"
This girl was really a bit wild.
"No." Wu Guodong replied without any reaction, and finally selected a horror film that had been released a few years ago and supposedly had good reviews.
In the past when they got together, they also liked watching horror films, but Lin Nan had always been the one hiding under the blankets.
The lights were turned off, leaving only the light from the projector operating in the room. The sound effects of the horror atmosphere began to appear on the wall along with the movie's opening, imdiately making Lin Nan's emotions tense.
"My projector cost several thousand. Not bad, right?"
"Waste of money." Lin Nan muttered, then reflexively pulled over the blanket to cover herself, revealing only half her face, her eyes sowhat uneasy.
She was afraid she'd have nightmares again tonight.
"Cousin! I'm scared!" Liu Xinyi suddenly moved closer, saying she was scared, but excitedly trying to burrow into the blanket.
Lin Nan kicked her out with one foot: "Get away from !"
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