Fated To Four Alphas Even Though I Am Mute Chapter 47: You Have To Kill Her

Sofia’s POV

I looked at my father with my watery eyes. He slapped with no reason what so ever.

"You are staying her at the north wing when that servant girl is at the east wing with the Alphas?" He said harshly.

"But Father, this is the biggest room at the north wing," I said,

I was confused, I didn’t think that this even mattered. I thought that it didn’t matter where I stayed as long as I was close to the quadruplets.

"It’s still a different wing. Sofia, how can you not get the quadruplets to give you a room in their wing?" He yelled.

Father began pacing in my room. I was scared. All I ever wanted was fir him to live like a father would to his daughter. But still, no matter what I did, it wouldn’t be enough for him to forgive for killing my mother.

"How can you let an ordinary servant win the quadruplets over you?" He said, turning to look at .

He rubbed his temple with his palm then began to pace again.

"I’m sorry father. I don’t know what happened. I was so sure that I would be the Luna," I said.

Tears were already falling from my eyes as I rembered that painful day. The silver thread appeared on Heaven’s wrist instead of mine. She even stood beside them during the ascension. She stood on my spot, on the sa spot that I was supposed to be, while I was by a corner watching.

"I’ve always known that you were worthless. You killed your mother and now you want to ruin ? You lost the quadruplets. You worthless thing. You’re such a disappointnt."

His words touched deep in my heart. He always reminded that I killed my mother. It was the thousandth ti and it kept hurting.

My mother had died giving birth to and my father had never forgiven for it.

"No, Father, I haven’t lost them. They still love and I’m sure they’ll forever be mine," I said.

The quadruplets love , I know that because they chose and that was enough for .

He stopped pacing around and turned to stare at . He moved closer to and I took a step back.

"I know that you’ve always been a disappointnt but are you also a fool? Because how can you be this stupid?" My father said as he shook his head in disgust.

"Your mother wasn’t stupid and I am definitely not stupid so where did you get such stupidity from?"

I cried harder hearing my father’s words. My father always had a way of making feel less of myself with just words. He knew exactly what to say to make feel bad for ever existing.

"I’m sorry, Father," I said. Even though I certainly didn’t know what I was apologizing for. Was it for my stupidity? Or for killing my mother?

"Of course, you’re sorry. Do you think that they would choose you over the mate bond? The mate bond is the strongest bond ever, it will only make them love her ever more and you end up useless to them," he said with a laugh. A bitter one.

He looked at coldly. My father was really hungry for power but at the cost of his daughter.

He didn’t really care about what he had to sacrifice as long as he got what he wanted.

"The only thing you can do so that you don’t get thrown out is to kill Heaven or have a pup," he whispered.

Wait! What? Kill Heaven? Why was killing Heaven even an option? I know that I hate her with all my heart and that she has everything that I want, but why do we have to kill her?

I looked at my father confused.

"Kill Heaven?" I asked.

My father looked at , then he waved his hand.

"We can’t do that; at least not yet, so we have to choose the latter."

"Get pregnant for one of them or all of them," my father said.

I almost choked on my saliva. My eyes widened in shock. I would have to get pregnant? With four pups? It is going to ruin my beautiful body and I would look like a pig.

Now that I think about it, killing Heaven is a better option. Because my body would be really ruined and I can’t let that happen.

I looked up at my father and felt really sad. My father only had his way of doing things. He had been like this since mother died, he used her death as an opportunity to use as a ans to get what he wanted.

"Just make sure that they get you pregnant. That’s the only way. Do you understand? You really need to get pregnant before Heaven does."

He asked grabbing my arm.

"Yes, Father. I’ll try my best to make it happen," I whispered.

"I don’t need you to try. I need you to make it happen," he said.

He held tighter and his nails dug into my skin, and I almost scread.

The only thing that allowed to be worthy was to get pregnant with each of the quadruplets pups.

"If you ever do this again, forget that I am your father, because I would never accept you," he said.

If I don’t make this happen I might as well just bid goodbye to the love that I have been fighting for all my life.

He let go of my arm forcefully causing to stumble but I grabbed my dresser to hold myself still.

"I’ll have to tell Maddie to send for herbs that would help you to get pregnant faster.

I snapped my head towards him.

"Sister Maddie? I don’t know she knew about all of this," I asked.

I was surprised that Maddie would be involved in this. She is the quadruplets sister. What did he have with Maddie to involve her in this. Or are they in a relationship?