I ran.
There was no beginning to the motion, no rembered first step, no mont where I decided to move. I simply existed in the act of running, lungs pulling in sweet air, legs stretching and folding with perfect rhythm, the ground rising to et my feet as if it wanted to keep going.
The field spread around in every direction, green so vivid it almost hurt to look at, a color untouched by shadow or decay. Each blade of grass glead with a quiet vitality, bending without breaking as I passed.
There was no horizon.
The land did not curve. It did not fade into distance. It simply continued, endless and imdiate, a sheet of living erald that denied the concept of edge.
Above the sky was pale and enormous, a soft white-blue expanse without sun, without clouds, without movent. It felt less like weather and more like a ceiling painted by a careful hand.
I ran and felt light.
Not fast in the way of sprinting, not desperate or chased, but unburdened. My body moved without resistance.
Every breath slid in clean and cool. My muscles never burned. My heart beat with a steady, comfortable cadence that promised it could continue forever. There was a joy in the motion, a childish delight in the simple fact that I could move and nothing asked to stop.
I laughed once, the sound tearing out of without warning.
It scattered into the field and vanished.
The air swallowed noise quickly. My footsteps made no impact. The grass parted and returned without complaint. Even my breathing seed absorbed, as if the world allowed to exist but refused to echo back.
It should have been unsettling.
Instead, it felt peaceful.
A part of recognized the strangeness. It sat in the back of my mind like a folded note I hadn't read yet.
Sothing was wrong, it whispered, in a tone too calm to be panic. Sothing about this is wrong.
I kept running.
The human mind acted in strange ways. It could hold two truths at once and decide neither deserved imdiate action.
I felt the warning and filed it away, the way one ignored a distant storm when the sky overhead was clear. Whatever the problem was, it could wait. The field was warm beneath my feet. The air tasted like morning. I did not want to interrupt the sensation by interrogating it.
Freedom humd in my veins.
I spread my arms slightly as I ran, fingers skimming the tops of the grass. The tips brushed green and ca away dry, no dew clinging, no dirt staining my skin. Perfect. Too perfect, maybe. The thought surfaced and sank again. I smiled anyway.
Ti lost shape.
There was no sun to track, no shadow to asure progress. My body never tired. My pace never slowed. I could have been running for minutes or centuries. The idea didn't frighten . Eternity felt manageable when it was this soft.
Then I heard my na.
"Sebastian."
The sound cut through the field with surgical clarity.
I stumbled half a step, more surprised than off-balance, and turned my head. There was nothing behind . The grass stretched endlessly, unbroken. The sky remained blank. No figure stood in the distance. No movent betrayed a speaker.
I frowned and kept running.
It must have been a mory. Dreams borrowed voices from the waking world all the ti. The na echoed faintly in my skull, familiar in a way that tugged at sothing tender.
I tried to place it and failed. The voice had been warm. Concerned. Close.
I shook my head.
My stride smoothed out again. The rhythm reclaid . The field welcod back without judgnt.
"Sebastian."
The second call was louder.
It threaded through my chest instead of my ears. I felt it vibrate along my ribs, a gentle knock from the inside. My breath hitched. I slowed despite myself, feet dragging lines through the grass before I forced them forward again.
Ignore it.
The instinct rose sharp and imdiate. Whatever called did not belong to the field. It was an intrusion, a crack in the seamless green.
I didn't want cracks. I wanted motion. I wanted the clean simplicity of running without context.
The voice tried again, stretched thin by distance.
I clenched my jaw and pushed harder.
The wind did not resist . It opened. The grass leaned aside. My body moved faster, chasing the illusion that speed could outrun sound. The na faded behind , or maybe I convinced myself it did. Silence rushed back in, thick and comforting.
Sothing was wrong.
The thought returned, louder now, no longer content to whisper. It scratched at the inside of my skull. The field was too empty. The air was too still. The perfection had edges I hadn't noticed before, hairline fractures running through the calm.
I ran anyway.
Because stopping ant listening.
And listening ant acknowledging that the voice mattered.
I did not want it to matter.
My lungs filled and emptied in steady cycles. My heartbeat counted out the distance. The field remained infinite until, without warning, it wasn't.
The grass ended.
I skidded to a halt so abruptly my heels dug trenches into the earth. The green stopped in a straight, rciless line, as if cut by an invisible blade. One step more and I would have fallen.
In front of was nothing.
Not darkness in the way of night. Not shadow cast by an object. It was absence. A void so complete it rejected the idea of color. My eyes tried to assign it black and failed. The space did not reflect. It did not absorb. It simply existed as a hole punched through reality.
The edge of the field hovered against it, grass frozen mid-sway, roots exposed to the emptiness and sohow unafraid.
I stepped closer.
The void did not move, but it reacted. I felt it notice . The sensation was unmistakable, like the shift in a room when soone turned their gaze onto you. It was hungry. Not with appetite the way a creature hungered for food, but with a gravitational yearning. It wanted. It pulled.
My chest tightened.
The silence around it was different from the silence of the field. The field's quiet had been gentle, padded. The void's quiet was sharp. It scraped. Standing at its edge felt like balancing on the lip of a thought I wasn't ant to finish.
I stared into it.
Shapes flickered deep within, not visible but implied. The suggestion of motion. The promise of depth without bottom. My reflection did not appear. The void refused to acknowledge as sothing that could be mirrored. I found that strangely insulting.
A desire rose in , sudden and absolute.
Jump.
The word ford without language. It was a command written directly into my nerves. My toes curled over the edge.
The pull intensified, a sweet vertigo that made my stomach drop and my heart race. The void called to a part of that recognized endings as a kind of rest.
Jump.
It would be easy. One step. A surrender to gravity that didn't exist. The hunger in front of felt like an answer to a question I'd been carrying for lifetis. All the running would stop. All motion would resolve into a single, final direction.
"Sebastian, don't."
The voice ca back, clear as glass.
I flinched.
It wrapped around my na with urgency now, stripped of distance. It stood right behind . I could feel the warmth of breath that wasn't there. My heart lurched painfully in my chest. I knew that voice.
I knew the rhythm, the weight of it, the way it held my na like sothing fragile.
I turned halfway, caught between the void and the sound.
No one stood there.
The field remained empty. The sky remained blank. The grass swayed in a wind I could not feel.
Did I hear sothing?
The doubt slipped in, smooth and reasonable. Dreams manufactured warnings all the ti. My mind could conjure a voice out of guilt, out of instinct, out of so buried fear of falling.
There was no proof the call had been real. No face attached. No body to anchor it.
The void pulsed.
The hunger sharpened into impatience.
The edge beneath my feet felt thinner. The green behind seed distant now, already fading in importance. The pull in front of was honest. It did not pretend to be safe. It promised annihilation with a sincerity that felt almost comforting.
"Sebastian."
The voice cracked.
Pain lived in that sound. Fear. Love. It hit in the spine and climbed. My fingers twitched. For a heartbeat I hesitated, suspended between two gravities. One called forward with infinite silence. The other begged back with a human tremor.
I searched the empty field again.
Nothing.
No figure. No movent. Just endless green pretending it had always been enough.
My mind latched onto the simpler explanation. Hallucination. Residual mory. The brain echoing itself in a landscape built from imagination. There was no one there. There was only and the void and the choice that felt inevitable the mont I saw it.
I laughed softly.
The sound broke apart and fell into the emptiness.
"Probably not," I whispered.
The voice tried once more, my na stretched thin with desperation.
I jumped.
The field vanished instantly.
There was no falling sensation, no rush of wind. The void swallowed without transition. One mont I stood at the edge of green. The next I existed inside absence. My body dissolved into the darkness, not torn apart but unmade, edges peeling away like paint in water.
I did not scream.
There was no air to carry the sound. No throat to shape it. Thought itself began to fray, threads loosening as the void welcod deeper. The hunger relaxed around , satisfied. I felt it curl close, imnse and intimate, like an ocean folding over a pebble.
In the last fragnt of myself that remained, I thought of the voice.
I tried to rember its owner. A face flickered, violet eyes bright with sothing fierce and terrified. Arms around . Warmth. A bed in a dim room. Papers scattered on a table. A life I had stepped away from without fully understanding I was leaving.
Regret flared.
The void drank it.
I reached for the mory and my hand passed through it. My fingers were already gone. My na unraveled next, letters drifting apart until they ant nothing. The concept of Sebastian thinned. Identity bled into the dark.
The hunger humd, content.
And in the final instant before I disappeared completely, I heard the voice break.
Not in words.
In grief.
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