This was a scenario that Jun Lii did not dare to imagine!
He felt that, separated by five years, even if both regained their past mories, they still couldn’t manage to act as if those five years had never happened, to hold hands or embrace without reservation...
Moreover...
Su Zihu hadn’t been able to co back.
If Ah Xing asked, what would he know how to answer?
Would she look at him with a gaze filled with disappointnt?
Would she, while looking at his face, constantly have her mind on soone else?
All these things were what Jun Lii was entangled with.
Because it was complex, because he was afraid, even though he thought of the past, he had never spoken a word about it.
Just being by her side was enough...
Regardless of what identity, being able to see her again was a miracle in itself!
With such thoughts, Jun Lii stayed by her side, almost humbly, wishing he could transfer the entirety of the Jun Residence as a gift for her enjoynt.
As long as she was happy, that was all that mattered!
Little did he know, she would suddenly bring up the past...
That feeling, it was like a clown becoming legitimate all of a sudden.
A trendous ecstasy filled his entire heart in an instant!
Jun Lii beca so excited he didn’t know what to say.
How could Yan Yueqing not understand his emotions?
The mont she brought up Mandis, she just wanted to test if he had recovered his mories from five years ago?
Seeing his reaction... he must have rembered a long ti ago!
He had held back for so long without saying anything, probably because he was afraid of being abrupt with her, right?
Yan Yueqing found it both amusing and heartbreaking, and she spoke up to comfort him, "Normal misunderstandings, tornted for a few years should be long enough... But between us, it was never due to our own reasons..."
First it was Su Zihu crossing through the flow of ti, then it was the explosion case planned by Jiang Ke.
There were never any misunderstandings in their feelings.
It was all just a series of unfortunate mistakes...
She had left, Su Zihu was gone, and only Jun Lii remained in this world for five years.
Upon further reflection... it was actually quite cruel.
Just a little more, and she might not have been able to return, this world would no longer have any traces of her existence.
Everything would have been just like the novel Qin Youran YY’d.
She was occupied by an imposter, doing many embarrassing things, and after ruining her reputation, committed suicide by jumping into the sea.
Qin Youran, however, took advantage of the right ti and place, securing the treasure’s recognition first, thus gaining entry to the Jun Residence.
The so-called beautiful relationship described in that novel was all stolen and cheated!
No wonder she felt disgusted while reading the book...
After all the trouble.
The man was her own, the child too!
But the real owner had been done away with, leaving behind a bunch of thieves fantasizing!
Thinking of this, Yan Yueqing felt very lancholic; she sighed helplessly and rested her head on his chest, finding a comfortable position just like she used to.
"I only ca back recently... I forgot many things, and only recently started to slowly rember... Even so, there are still many important matters... like how I ca back, what I went through, I’ve forgotten everything..."
"I hope you don’t mind this... After all, the past is a long ti ago, and I’ve never been one to dwell on it. It would be best if I could rember everything, but if I don’t... it won’t affect my judgnt of things in the future..."
What she ant was that she had no intention of actively seeking that part of her mory.
Jun Lii understood her, "Not clinging to the past and enjoying the present and the future... Is that what you an, Ah Xing?"
"Yes, that’s right."
Jun Lii’s heart chilled by half.
Not for himself...
But for another person.
He fell silent for a mont, took a deep breath, his fingers trembling slightly, "But Ah Xing... do you rember Zihu?"
Yueqing stiffened all over.
Jun Lii closed his eyes, gently pulled away from her, and repeated earnestly, "Do you rember?"
"I—" Yueqing didn’t know how to begin.
Of course she rembered, and even due to her confused mories, she had forgotten Jun Lii at one point... filled only with thoughts of Zihu.
Emmmm, saying this out loud would make the Little Jealous King sad, right?
As she was considering how to speak without making Jun Lii sad, he had already lowered his head, "Ah Xing, when it cos to the past, it’s okay to forget anything but Su Zihu. Today, even if you disagree, I must insist on explaining to you everything about him..."
"Huh?"
Zihu... what else is there?
Jun Lii pulled her to sit down in the courtyard, took a deep breath, "Everything started when I was ambushed by Organization S and got my eye injured... "
He spoke in a low voice, restraining all his fluctuating emotions, articulating the whole matter as slowly as possible.
Yueqing listened patiently, from Jun Lii discovering the existence of Su Zihu, to his suspicions about Su Zihu’s purpose, and then to their struggle over her body...
These matters were certainly things she hadn’t thought about before.
Jun Lii spoke with difficulty, "After the explosion, my subordinates found and brought back to Hua Country to recuperate... while you were taken away by the Jiang Family and sent secretly to the Yan Family... and after that..."
"Afterward, when Su Zihu couldn’t return to my body, he drifted to the Jiang Residence in the form of a soul body, found your mother, and then assisted her in dealing with Jiang Ke..."
"During that ti, you were resting at the Yan Residence, carrying a baby. The affair between him and was incredible, combined with the fact that your mory was starting to pose issues... and... I thought you only rembered Su Zihu... I didn’t dare to co and see you..."
"Until the day you were giving birth, Jiang Yu brought Su Zihu to see you. He discovered a Remnant Soul in you, desperately fighting to take over your body... Thus, while you were conscious, he made a decision, asking your mother to bring Xiao Yan to the Jun Residence..."
Yueqing listened patiently.
As Jun Lii told his story, many past events, as if the fog was lifted, unlocked and beca clear one by one.
She didn’t notice that a small bud in her heart was stretching out its third leaf with effort.
More and more nutrients converged at the small bump at the tip of the bud.
Holding what seed like endless energy, it glowed with a translucent brilliance, as if it were about to burst into bloom at any second!
Yet it was enduring, as if bound by so strange rule.
Jun Lii continued, "Later on, Su Zihu found and said you had jumped from a building... he wanted to go into the flow of ti to find you..."
He had thought these words would be difficult to say, yet Jun Lii spoke them with surprising calm.
"Ah Xing, you can forget other things, but not Su Zihu... I don’t know how much you still rember about him, but taking the feelings once ant for both of us and dedicating them only to is unfair to both him and ..."
Upon hearing this, Yueqing suddenly, softly, laughed.
"What’s wrong?" Jun Lii’s heart was on edge, "Did I... say sothing incorrect?"
"There’s a question I figured out five years ago, why are you still struggling with it now?"
Jun Lii was stunned, "What?"
Yueqing looked at him earnestly, "Aren’t you and he the sa person?"
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