I woke up and found myself back in my room, sunlight streaming in through the window. I am trying to wake up and felt my whole body ache. I winced and a snicker caught my eye.
I saw Gruvv sitting on the sofa with a face that had just woken up from sleep, he looked at with a big smile.
"Gruvv?"
He ca closer to , "How did you sleep?"
I blinked my eyes and all the mories of what we did ca back very clearly in my head. I lowered my head, my face heating up and I swear right now it must be flushed.
I heard Gruvv’s chuckle, the man stroking the top of my head.
"Co on, it was over three days ago."
I raised my head and looked at him in surprise, "Three days ago?"
He nodded, "We did it for two days and you’ve been sleeping all day since yesterday."
I felt like going into a hole and never coming back.
In the end I had intercourse with Gruvv, he explained that it made his RUT finish much faster. But still it took two days to finish, I lost my mory on the second day because I entered the HEAT period.
"Shiloh, I’m knotting you..." Gruvv said in a voice so low it was almost a whisper.
I covered my mouth with both hands, "Then...How?"
I know that if knotting happens when we are both in HEAT and RUT the chances of getting pregnant are very high.
"The doctor gave you morning after pills and also before that, he gave you birth control pills."
I sighed in relief.
Gruvv took my hand and grasped it tightly, the silence was killing , I now felt the embarrassnt and awkwardness. He was silent for a long ti before finally opening his voice, starting the conversation.
"Shiloh, as you know, my feelings for you...uh..."
"I feel the sa way." I interrupted him, he looked at with a surprised. "I thought about it too, at first I thought it was because we were used to being together, but it seems like I like you after we’ve been apart for a while. I want to see you, I miss you."
Gruvv smiled and pulled into his arms. We hugged for a long ti before he finally kissed gently. Gruvv explained to what happened, he told that the wound on my body was a surgical scar.
"You know you don’t have Hanahaki anymore?"
"Because I’m done loving the person who made have it?"
"They did surgery and removed it, but they said it was no longer a flower. I guess because your feelings changed a long ti ago, all that’s left are the petals."
I don’t know when I started to feel in love with Gruvv and started to move on from Mateo, the remaining petals made think I still loved Mateo even though I felt an attraction to Gruvv.
From that conversation, I started to be honest with Gruvv about Seth.
"Ah...You often call his na when you sleep."
My eyes widened at that.
"I thought it was your ex-boyfriend."
I told Gruvv that I wanted my son back, but I knew it was impossible because all the files the Elnathan family had were genuine and legal. He didn’t say anything and just stroked the top of my head when I started crying.
Every ti I talk about Seth there is a sense of longing that sneaks into my chest. I often see him on television when Mateo and Maeve are being interviewed or they are sowhere, Seth’s face is a mix of and Mateo, the older he gets the navy colored hair fades a little. The Rudapriya family has such strong genes, I think his hair will slowly fade and have a similar color to .
I knew it was greedy to want Seth back, but I didn’t want to be separated from him. I wanted to be with him and make him a part of my life.
"I will try to find out about the deal the Elnathan family made with your father. After all, we are still searching for your father’s whereabouts."
Gruvv said that dad did money laundering a long ti ago, he then went bankrupt because of his own actions. Father’s bankruptcy was partly due to the arrest of Shem Powers and also because the money he laundered could not be use directly so he needed ’capital’ to continue this business. That’s why he borrowed funds from the Dhurudatta family.
I’m trying to understand in a simple way.
Gruvv also explained to that Madam Rose is dead. He killed her at the eting place, all the Ogas in that building are now transferred to the governnt. The orphanage, brothel and even Madam Rose’s illegal drug factory have all been investigated by the police.
"We still need to find Arthur Milner and Mosha Gilmore in order to locate your father now."
There was a lot going on while I was kidnapped by Madam Rose, overnight the case of finding my father beca a much bigger case until the Dhurudatta family finally cooperated with the prosecutor.
"Have you t Father?" Gruvv asked then, we were now eating lunch after talking for quite a while, one of Gruvv’s subordinates brought us a simple lunch.
"Ian kept company while you were upstairs finishing your RUT, sotis Joshua cos here too."
"Josh? What for?"
I shrugged my shoulders, "Maybe take Ian’s place looking after ? He sotis only cos to sleep or even finish his paperwork."
Gruvv looked at with an incredulous look, I had to swear for him to believe .
We spent a week in the hospital before finally being discharged, Elina saw a few days before my discharge. She said I would be getting HEAT again every month and also that my body was still rejecting the sll of other alpha pheromones. She asked to be careful, Gruvv himself was given a lot of direction regarding his RUT.
It was like we were just get a pronounced about our second gender for the first ti.
Before going ho I put on the jacket that Gruvv had been wearing for two days, the pheromone scent was so heavy that when I t with George and Shin I was much more relaxed.
They all welcod back, Ave imdiately ran to hug when I just got out of the car. Everyone was so worried and it made feel much calr. There are a lot of people who care about here.
Gruvv didn’t go back to work right away, he spent another week just being with . He rarely went back to his own room and spent a lot of ti in my room and even slept in bed with .
We kissed and also had intercourse occasionally. It still feels the sa, Gruvv’s body is still hot every ti we have sex, the look in his eyes that seems to want to swallow whole and also the sll of his pheromones when he is aroused is different from the sll of his pheromones when he is experiencing RUT.
"You sll sweet." I said between our kisses.
Gruvv chuckled and said that I also sll like Vanilla when I experience HEAT.
The scent of our pheromones always filled the house, and every corner of the room. George and Shin were always snickering and babbling whenever they ca to report Gruvv about the company.
Despite being able to sll pheromones, Gruvv still has difficulty controlling his pheromones, he has to learn again. There are many things that we have to repeat from the beginning again like we just experienced everything for the first ti, Gruvv also besides learning to control pheromones he also learned to hide the pheromones as a basic ability of an Alpha Dominant.
Everything feels so calm and peaceful, I think there are no more problems to co even though Gruvv is still looking for father. I thought there would be no more scary things between us. We told each other our feelings, we committed to each other.
Gruvv wanted a relationship with and I thought the sa even though we weren’t talking about marriage. I was just so happy that our relationship was progressing.
I got the warmth that I had been looking for, I got the attention and affection, I got all the security and comfort that I had always wanted. Everything I got when I was with Gruvv.
I think everything is going as usual.
But as it turned out, there was another, much bigger problem that ca afterward. Problems related to my father, making want to give up and cry more than ever. That person always took away my happiness, like he didn’t want to be happy with my own efforts.
I also experienced HEAT when Gruvv experienced RUT for the umpteenth ti when we t each other, which made the maids getting a problem.
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