DESTINED MATE : SWEET ALPHA PHEROMONE Chapter 54

"What did Elina tell you before?" Ian asked while handing a glass of warm water in a cup, I cried for so long in his arms and he left it in silence.

I didn’t think that crying could make so much better than before, my feelings so much better.

"A lot of things, about HEAT have not been coming for a long ti. She ntioned that I might be transitioning to Recessive Oga." I replied as I took a sip of the warm water in the cup, it felt so warm that it reached my chest.

Ian sat beside , he pulled the blanket up to my thighs, tightening it so I wouldn’t get cold. This air conditioner should be kept cold according to the doctor.

"And then?"

I glanced at him, wondering if it would be okay if I told him that Elina thought Gruvv and I were a destined mate?

"That’s okay, just tell ."

Again, Ian seed to understand what I was thinking. I held the warm cup with both hands, placing it on my lap.

"Elina thinks there’s a chance that Gruvv and I are destined mates." I said then.

Ian nodded, he crossed his arms over his chest.

"I’ll explain it one by one, because I’m sure you’re also curious why Gruvv isn’t here. As you know, if he was fine, he would have been by your side after you woke up. However, his condition hasn’t quite recovered so he couldn’t see you first."

Ian started to explain, my heart was racing, all I rembered was when Gruvv started to strip and Ian said he would give him the suppressant. After that I don’t rember anything anymore.

"Is he still experiencing RUT?" I asked then, realizing where this was going.

Ian was silent for a mont then nodded.

"What? How long has this been going on?"

"One month, he continuously went into RUT and only returned to normal within a few days."

My body stiffened at that. RUT is the most painful period for alphas if not channeled properly, suppressants are the best way for those who do not have an Oga partner.

"Does the suppressant-"

I stopped what I was saying when I saw Ian shaking his head.

"Andrew had already given him high doses of suppressants. But it didn’t work, they couldn’t give him any more suppressants because it would make his heart pump faster and trigger a heart attack."

I covered my mouth with one hand and I could feel my eyes widening after hearing what Ian said. I never knew that the problem Gruvv was facing was so big. But what? What was the trigger?

"Ah, if I rember correctly you said that Gruvv hasn’t had an RUT in a long ti?"

Ian looked at intently, he then took the cup that had been in my hand and put it on the small table not far from the sofa. He returned to the seat beside the bed and now his face looked serious.

"I heard Gruvv asked you to help him with his illness?"

I nodded slowly, my eyes searching for answers in Ian’s eyes now. What’s wrong?

"Gruvv, can’t sll pheromones."

That sentence took by surprise. I was still silent, waiting for Ian to continue.

He then explained to that it had been twelve years since Gruvv had experienced RUT, Gruvv could not sll pheromones due to a ntal illness he suffered from. The trigger was the death of his best friend, then he and George were accused of being the murders in his best friend house and went to prison. He was separated from George because he was underage at the ti.

The people in the prison were so cruel to him, there were many alphas in the prison. His best friend pheromone’s scent before he died as well as the pheromone of the alphas in the prison traumatized him so much that he developed a serious ntal illness. As a result, he couldn’t sll the pheromones.

I could feel my chest hurting so much hearing everything Ian was talking about.

For twelve years, Gruvv had trouble controlling his pheromones so whenever the Ogas got close to him it beca a new problem. It was then that he chose the mountain out of all the places his parents had offered to live, he felt that being away from others would be much better.

All maids were changed to BETA and Alpha, so as not to cause problems in the future.

He was alone on the mountain and interacted only with BETAs and Alphas, if there was a need and he had to et with an Oga, he would definitely take a suppressant to weaken his pheromone scent a little.

"The RUT never ca for twelve years, so when he experienced it now, the symptoms didn’t stop at all."

My lips trembled to hold back the tears that were about to co out, I didn’t know that Gruvv was also experiencing sothing so bad and he was also struggling with problems that were no less complicated than mine.

"Then, why did he ask to help him?"

"Since you weren’t affected by the sll of Gruvv’s pheromones, when he first saved you, your body had resistance to the sll of alpha pheromones. However, your body did not react with Gruvv’s pheromones. In fact, when you were in an unconscious state we had to make a nest for you by using clothes that had the scent of Gruvv pheromones. Your body accept Gruvv pheromones very well."

Ian’s explanation didn’t make feel satisfied, it didn’t answer everything. I knew perfectly well my body didn’t react to Gruvv’s pheromones, however, what was the reason?

"I know you’re confused right now, so let explain one by one. First, you experience HEAT when you are unconscious."

My eyes rounded perfectly after hearing that.

"I.....??? HEAT?"

Ian said I experienced HEAT twice in an unconscious state, Elina and Andrew who handled also ca to check on my condition. The HEAT that never ca for three years was back.

"Elina thought you were transitioning because you weren’t experiencing HEAT, but Andrew said that he tested you before you were transferred to Gruvv’s house. You’re an Oga Dominant, no change. Which could explain why your HEAT didn’t co on for three years, sa with Gruvv, you also experienced the sa trauma."

I could feel my lips trembling much more than before, my tears falling again with Ian’s words.

"Shiloh, you gave Seth a pheromone rain before you give him to Elnathan Family, right?"

I nodded my head.

"Right, just as Elina suspected. That pheromone rain is proof that you are traumatized, the sll of your own pheromones is a painful mory for you, a mory of you being separated from your child."

Ah...

I could no longer look into Ian’s eyes, I lowered my head and cried so hard. Never once had this crossed my mind, after I give Seth to Mateo, father locked up and I couldn’t even rember if I had HEAT or not.

I only realized it when I talked with Elina.

What happened to and Gruvv had the sa basis, trauma. We were both hurt by what happened in the past.

I pulled the blanket up over my face, letting it cover my screams and cries. I was tired of crying but this could make much calr than before, I felt that what happened to us being brought together was fate.

Maybe it’s true, I’m the destined mates for Gruvv and vice versa.

Ian continued that the trigger for Gruvv to experience RUT was also not because of the large amount of Oga pheromones in the building, but because my pheromones weakened when he was there. His instincts as a dominant alpha took over, forcing him to sll my weakened pheromones so that he went into RUT mode when he released too many pheromones in order to save .

"I and the Dhurudatta family will never stand in the way of your relationship. Although you are Gil Rudapriya’s son, you were treated unfairly by that person too. We will not let you go back to him and I beg you, if you have the sa feelings for Gruvv, do not leave Gruvv."

The sa feelings?

I bit my lower lip. Gruvv has fought so hard for . He always saved when I was in need of help.

Gruvv’s smile, his voice, his hug, all rembered in my head very well. He is the one who has always been by my side, giving everything that is best for .

I wiped my tears and looked at Ian.

"I want to et Gruvv." I said.

"You can’t, it’s too dangerous for you."

I shook my head, "I’m doing much better, I’ve been going to therapy and the results are good too. I’m sure I can help, just like , I think Gruvv needs my pheromones too."