DESTINED MATE : SWEET ALPHA PHEROMONE Chapter 29

We walked hand in hand, we stopped at roadside stalls and bought red bean pancakes. He took off his scarf and put it around my neck, he said "My pheromone is here, it’ll help covering other Alpha pheromones."

He looks happy.

I can feel so people looking at us, it’s true what Elina said about feeling worry is still inside . Sotis, I was startled that other people were passing by, sotis I felt like people judging and looking at with disgust.

Yeah, the gaze I got when I was in the brothel are still make trauma to this day. However, Gruvv’s hand, Gruvv’s touch, distracted so I don’t really focus about it.

We got in the car because the reservation ti was almost here, my tummy was a little hungry even though we had eaten quite a lot of snacks.

"You ate a lot today, is your stomach okay?" He asked again.

I nodded, "I’m still hungry."

His eyes rounded and then he laughed, the crescent moon appeared again.

"Maybe it’s not that you’ve lost your appetite or that you’re eating a little, you just want to eat out, right?" He said.

And I can feel my cheeks turning red.

The streets that should be familiar to now look different, beautiful city lights, the noise of cars and also people passing by. I dread of this once when I was in a brothel, when I was locked in a coffined space without windows.

We reached the restaurant that Gruvv said had a good steak. He still held my hand and also gently grabbed my shoulder when we entered the restaurant.

He pulled out a chair and let sit. It seems like he’s done it a lot, maybe with his ex-girlfriends. Be gentle and kind.

I took off my coat and scarf and gave it to the waitress.

The restaurant is large, but it looks very quiet, there are only a few people coming. I turned my head to the right and to the left, Gruvv was sitting in front of , tidying up his table.

"Why is the restaurant so quiet?" I asked in a half whisper.

Gruvv turned to the right and left, "So people are there though?"

I winced, "Shouldn’t that good restaurant have a lot of custors?"

Gruvv was silent a minute and then chuckled, "Right? Is it possible that the food is no longer good then there are no custors now?"

My eyes rolled at that, "Gruvv, shall we change the restaurant? If the food is not good, the money you spend will be wasted."

Gruvv laughed quietly hearing say that while I was confused on the spot, why did he even laugh and look happy? Shouldn’t he be worried? From the looks of it, this is not a cheap restaurant.

After all I’m from an elite family, I can judge a restaurant with just one look.

I just snorted because Gruvv wasn’t listening to , he was busy with his phone right now. I wandered my eyes, Gruvv’s guards were a little away from us. Gruvv gave off his pheromones after we sit at our table, during our walk he often asked if I can still sll his pheromone. I’m a little confused because can’t we sll our own pheromones? I know he has trouble controlling it, but..

"The steak, Sir.." The waiter interrupted the monologue inside my head.

A plate of steak in front of now, I could feel my saliva beginning to fill my mouth. I cut the steak carefully and eat it, my head felt empty. The at is so tasty and juicy, easy to chew and tastes delicious in my mouth. Ah, heaven!

"I know you will like it.."

I just realized that Gruvv was staring at while drinking wine, he smiled broadly with his hand supporting his chin. His eyes is on .

"You’re not eating?"

"I was going to eat, but looking at you so happy when eat it, seems like I’m full now."

He said sothing that made cringe again.

"Are you happy today? How do other Alpha pheromones? It is still troubling you?" He asked after we finished eating, I was enjoying tiramisu served by the waiter as a dessert.

"I don’t sll anything other than your pheromone, probably because you’re the dominant Alpha so other scents are covered." I replied. Elina is right, this therapy is at least useful. He said I had to start getting used to the crowd first, people passing by and seem strange to , then just gradually adapt to the sll of other Alpha pheromones.

Elina said that what I am experiencing now is no more just because of the body’s reaction to protect , sothing that is actually harmless becos dangerous.

"I asked Elina, she said we should do it often. After that I can gradually can make you walk alone in the street." Gruvv drank all the wine in his glass.

My hands were hanging in the air, the tiramisu that tasted sweet and a bit bitter was now no longer evocative to . Gruvv’s words were like a dagger slashing at , he was reminding that I couldn’t be by his side much longer than our deal about therapy things.

He seed to be drawing a clear line between us. His words on the phone are also clear, he is good to not because of personal feelings, he only needs for the therapy he is undergoing.

My chest tight all of a sudden.

"Gruvv?" A man’s voice behind surprised , I saw Gruvv glaring with a stiffened face. I fell silent in confusion and turned my head.

A tall, big man was behind . I know this guy, CROSS DHURUDATTA. His eyes looked at fiercely, I hurriedly coverd my nose because my instinct. His awful pheromones spread in the room, I could sll the scent of Gruvv’s pheromones vividly.

"Cross?" Gruvv stood up from his seat, he approached .

The man smiled broadly, walked over and tilted his body to the side, peering up to see who was behind Gruvv’s back. My body began to tremble, this sharp sll of pheromones was suffocating.

This guy, he hates . The scent of his pheromones gave such a signal, he hated to the point of wanting to kill like Joshua when we first et before.

"Ah, This is your oga? You guys on a date? I didn’t know my brother was this cute?" His voice sounded cheerful but I could feel that it was all a lie. This man really hates .

I got up from my seat and ran towards the bathroom, I could hear Gruvv shouting my na. I couldn’t stay there, my throat was choked, even the sll of Gruvv’s pheromones didn’t help at all.

I chose one of the rooms, I threw up there. I coughed, petals scattered, I could no longer hold it. They hate , Gruvv family doesn’t like being next to him.

I pressed the flush button on the toilet, my steps wavered towards the sink, I washed my mouth and face. A few monts ago I drowned with my own thoughts and fantasies because Gruvv was so sweet, I even thought I wanted ti to stop. I laughed bitterly at the delusion I had made myself.

I pulled out a tissue and wiped my face. I look so pale, my hair is disheveled, I look so ssy. When I walked towards the door suddenly a hard object hit my head, it was so painful, I didn’t know what was happening and everything suddenly felt dark.