Completion Chapter 37

His ho was exactly as I rembered. I tried to harden my heart, but when he led imdiately into his bedroom, his unique scent lingering in the air turned my belly to quivering jelly. Within a few seconds, panic set in. I put my hands out in front of after he placed my bag on the floor.

"I’m sorry. I don’t think I can do this. It hurts too much, Killian."

He didn’t move closer. "Talk to , love."

My voice rose slightly. "How can I? I shouldn’t have co. I really can’t handle you or your need to win. I’m not cut out to be part of your life."

He spoke so softly. "I’ve changed."

A burst of deriding laughter slipped past my lips. "No, you haven’t, Killian. Winning to you is all-inclusive. You call it focus and I call it insanity. You play a ga and the ’powers that be’ pay you a lot of money. I get that. But- when it’s all said and done, it’s a ga. Boys out on a field, pounding each other into the mud. A ga."

Killian’s eyes went dark. "It’s more than a ga, Rebecca."

Why had I co here and put myself through this? Yes, I was horny and lonely, but most of all weak. "It’s a ga."

His fingers ran through his hair and he turned away.

I managed to take a slow, calming breath. I could do this.

"Sit down, please," he said when he turned back.

"In here?"

"Yes, in here."

"You know you can temporarily change my mind with sex. You’ve done it before, but a relationship is more than sex. It’s caring for each other at our weakest monts, holding the other tight when we’re sad or in your case devastated. You shut out, destroyed . When you needed most you fucking threw away. No, Killian, I won’t have this conversation here in your fuck room."

I walked out and realized I’d said everything I could say. I headed to the front door.

Killian grabbed my hand.

"I can walk away from football, Rebecca, but I can’t let you walk away from ."

My broken heart ripped a little further.

"I’m sorry I ca here today. I know you’re hurting and I really don’t want you to suffer any more. I want to stop suffering, too."

"Then stay with ." His voice was ragged.

I was such a complete and utter fool and so tired of fighting my needs. "Just fuck , Killian. Make my body tingle and give orgasms that rock my world. I really miss fucking you."

For just a mont, and based on the look on his face, I didn’t think he would take up on my offer. I turned to the door, but one of Killian’s hands went into my hair while the other pulled back by my arm.

He was angry, but so was I. He ripped my shirt and I made sure he’d have furrows on his arms and back for a week to co. We ended up with on my hands and knees, on the floor, on top of our clothing. He practically pulled my hair out by the roots as he held in place. His other arm braced beneath my stomach after he roughly spread my legs wider.

I was wet, but the sudden force of his cock driving into hurt. His fullness pushed inside until he could go no farther. My fingers sank into the clothes beneath my hands. He pulled out and slamd back in. The cries coming from my throat begged him for more.

"Fuck , Killian. Don’t stop."

He didn’t say a word, just kept pounding in and out.

There was nothing loving about our coupling. Killian MacGregor fucked just like I asked. Every nerve ending I had led to my pussy. The ache didn’t build slowly, it exploded outward, over much too fast. I scread, but Killian wasn’t through with . The sting of his teeth in my shoulder caused pressure to build again. He used his cock without rcy. I don’t know if my first orgasm ever stopped. Killian’s cry was a loud animal sound and his teeth found another spot. He pulled back, bringing with him so I was sitting with my back to his chest, his cock buried deep.

"I’ll fuck you all weekend if that’s all you’ll take from , Rebecca." His hot breath blew into my ear.

"Yes." I gave another low moan.

He slipped from my body, stood and picked up. With purposeful strides, he carried into the bedroom where he tossed on the bed. Unbelievably, his cock was hard and I couldn’t help staring.

Killian followed the direction of my eyes and smiled. "This is what you do to . I’m going to fuck you again, but slower this ti."

"Slow’s not fucking," I choked out.

"You won’t have any doubt that’s what it is when I’m through. Spread your legs."

"Killian."

"Spread your fucking legs, Rebecca. If this is all I can have then I’m taking every last bit you’ll give ."

The burn between my thighs was back and it wasn’t caused by the rough sex we’d just had. I lay back and spread my legs.

His finger went to my pussy and he moved far enough up my body so he could comfortably suck my nipples. He started with slow, shallow strokes of his finger while he licked and pinched my breasts. When he’d pinch particularly hard, his finger went in farther before slowly pulling out.

"Please, Killian," I begged without sha, my pelvis lifting to et his palm.

"I could do this for hours and keep you right on the edge."

"No." I groaned and opened my eyes.

Killian glanced at , my nipple between his lips. He pulled his lips back so his teeth held my skin. He applied biting pressure and added another finger until I cried out. The rhythm between my legs slowed and his tongue twirled delicately around my areola. He moved his head to my other breast and started again. I bucked my hips and sank my hands into his hair.

"I can’t take any more, Killian." I couldn’t get enough air and felt light-headed.

He moved on top of and slid his cock slowly inside. I still had my fingers in his hair and pulled him to my lips. He kept a slow, steady thrust between my legs and mimicked the movent of his tongue with his cock.

I wanted hard again, but he wouldn’t go faster. My orgasm stayed right on the brink; I wanted more pelvic pressure and a faster glide, but Killian refused. I had no idea where he got his stamina. My entire body quivered. Finally, the orgasm rolled over in one endless wave and I cried out my release. As the last ripples faded, Killian shoved into hard and held his body still.

"All day and all night, Rebecca. I’ll make you scream each and every ti."

If she’s a screar, she’s a keeper. I rembered the sign.

Killian was turning into a keeper.