Black Card Debt: Daddy's Little Thief (Omegaverse bl) Chapter 175: No rush...just us

Taesan’s POV

The bath is slow.

I’m in no rush to bring my mate back, and he, he doesn’t seem ready to co back to yet.

We just sit in the warm water with Seoha’s back resting against my chest, and I slowly caress his body while I also wash the blood off my body.

I’m the dirty one.

Fuck, if he thinks he’s dirty, then I am the cause of it.

The blood of my face is washed off slowly and I keep tracing patterns on my oga’s soft body.

He’s still shuddering, still floating even while he’s still pressed against , and I kiss his nape softly.

"Do you feel better?" I ask and he shakes his head.

"Baby, you’re the cleanest person in the world to " I whisper and he shudders again.

Goosebumps are starting to erupt on his skin.

"Co here, you’re getting cold" I say and lift us out of the bathtub carefully. Holding him like I don’t want him to break.

I grab a towel with my free hand and put it around him.

He keeps his cheeks pressed to my naked skin as if one small second of distance between us would break him, but he has no idea that it would break even worse.

"Better?" I ask him gently and he looks up at with his hair falling into his face.

He’s so beautiful, but so sad, I hate this look on him.

I prefer the living fear in his eyes to this dead sorrow, it fucking makes sick, and I want to make it go away.

I make sure he is completely dry before getting up to leave the bed.

"Don’t leave " Seoha says in the most pitiful voice I have ever heard, eyes glossing over with tears as he looks up at .

"I’m not leaving you, you need to put on sothing warm" I tell him but his fingers don’t loosen their grip on my arm.

"Please" he whispers.

My Seoha never asks for what he wants, he just stays quiet, but now he is finally showing sothing he wants.

He wants to stay.

He’s forcing himself to be brave with , and I don’t want him this way. I need him to be confident with . To trust .

"You know you can always tell what you want don’t you?" I ask and he blinks slowly like he’s slowly processing the words.

"I will always do what you want, baby, I told you my world is yours now" I kiss his cheek and he breathes in sharply.

"I want you to stay here with ..." Seoha says, looking up at with doe eyes and I give him a soft smile.

"Okay, I’ll be right here" I say and he sighs audibly as if he was holding him breath.

He tugs on my arm, pulling into the bed again so that we are lying down next to each other.

It’s not enough.

I line him with my body, leaving us chest to chest with his face pressed into my scent gland.

I feel a storm of different emotions running through .

Inside is anger, bitterness, and the need to kill, but I keep them all under lock so that I can tend to my oga.

Seoha cos first right now, no matter what.

"If- if I stay dirty like this...will you leave ?" he whispers and my brows crease into a frown.

"You’re not dirty, baby, you’re not" I say, wishing there’s a way I can get this to be taken out of his mind.

Do I carve it into his flesh? Do I use a fucking branding iron on him? What can I do?

"Will you leave ?" he asks again.

It’s not about if he’s dirty or not, it’s about if I would leave or stay. It’s like ask ’if I were sick, would the air leave ?’

No. The answer is no.

"I would never leave you, Seoha, I would rather lose my life than lose you" I whisper, leaving a kiss on his neck and he whimpers in response.

My mate feels so broken and I can only kiss away the pain, or only try to kiss away the pain.

"Can you- can you kiss more?" he asks and without further words, I join our mouths together for a soft kiss.

"There" I say against his lips and I feel him lt against , whining for more, and who the fuck am I to disobey?

No one commands the captain, but I will make an exception for this man.

I hold his closer to my body and deepen the kiss, I push my tongue into his mouth till it feels like I want steal all the words he just said.

’I’m dirty?’ No baby, the only dirt in your life will be , and even if you tried, you can never wash away.

I’ll die on your skin, and the world wouldn’t be able to scrape off no matter what.

Seoha gasps as I bite down on his bottom lip.

Being lost in thought, I had accidentally bitten down on his lip, drawing blood with my teeth, but instead of pushing away...Seoha moans a strange word.

"Again..."

Again?

Fuck.

"Don’t want to hurt you" I manage to say through the shock, my alpha is on edge. We are both at alert to hear what our mate will want.

"Want it to hurt...I like it when it’s you" he says, eyes shining a weak shade of blue as his oga affirms his words with .

"When I hurt you? I want to try not to do it again" I say.

Yes, I’ve hurt him too many tis than I can count. I’m no fucking saint but I adore him too much to do it again.

I don’t want to break him, I don’t want to...

"Please" he says, eyes brimming with unshed tears and I swallow the next word with a kiss.

A claiming kiss.

I change our position, placing him under my body, and the oga wraps his arms around my neck in a desperate attempt to keep there.

Being completely naked with each other is not enough.

Our mouths keep us even closer, going beyond being just a kiss into being an exchange of sothing divine...and I don’t even believe in the goddess.

Seoha makes question my beliefs.

All he has to do is exist and everything, every fucking thing about follows, claiming...owing...giving.

I love him. He and Sooin are the only purity a man like has in his life.