"Things have co to this, it’s ti for an ending. Even if it’s a loss, better to lose thoroughly."
Instead of dragging things out for a lifeti, maintaining the status quo, unable to free oneself from past pains, it’s better to make a clean break. Sotis, long agony really doesn’t beat short pain.
Jun Moyan knows well enough that saying it is always simple, but actually doing it is hard.
Isn’t that the case with him and Xiaoguai?
Always avoiding, unwilling to face it.
It’s not that they lack the courage to face it, but because they know the outco...
"I don’t want her to get hurt, I’m not a hero at all, I can’t even protect her..."
Shangguan Yu’s eyes were red with suppressed tears, his neck and face flushed due to alcohol. At this mont, he had lost all trace of his usual sunshine.
In the end, he fell into this pit of love, getting all battered and bruised.
Shangguan Yu, caught in the middle of it, didn’t know what to do, and Jun Moyan, outside of it, couldn’t help.
Moreover, their situation was special, really beyond aid.
After Jun Moyan texted Shangguan Qingmu to assure his safety, he quietly sat with Shangguan Yu, drinking.
Although Shangguan Yu was in a bad mood, he knew he was still guarding Gu Yao, so he didn’t dare drink much.
Jun Moyan stayed with him for a few hours and then returned to Wu Garden.
There was no choice, he still had a little precious one at ho. Although the little one at ho was upset with him and ignoring him, he had to go ho on ti. Otherwise, if he made her even angrier, who knows how long he would have to sleep in the study.
As Jun Moyan left, Shangguan Yu, who already felt lost and helpless, felt even more isolated.
The phone, which had been quiet for a few hours, rang again, and Gu Yao’s number flashed up.
After answering, Shangguan Yu realized he was still in a bar. He wanted to avoid it, but Gu Yao had already found out.
"Where are you? Why is it so noisy?"
"I’m, I’m in the bar a hundred ters to the left of the hospital," Shangguan Yu replied honestly.
Because he wanted to see Gu Yao.
"I’ll co over to find you."
"...Okay."
After hanging up the phone, Shangguan Yu hurried to the restroom, washed his face several tis, checked himself in the mirror repeatedly, forced out the smile Gu Yao used to love, and tidied his clothes before coming out to wait for her at the bar entrance.
Yet his heart couldn’t help but tense up.
They used to be so familiar with each other, knowing every bad habit of the other, but now he felt like a shy youth secretly eting soone he liked for the first ti behind his parents’ backs.
His emotions were tense, joyful, expectant, excited, and wonderful.
From afar, Gu Yao spotted Shangguan Yu standing at the bar entrance.
She could always see him first within her line of sight, as if her eyes were magnets and Shangguan Yu was tal.
A mont ago she was full of happiness, but now Gu Yao felt nervous, even walking awkwardly.
Shangguan Yu saw her at the sa ti.
Already nervous, he beca even more tense, his hands and feet awkward.
Gu Yao walked towards him step by step, while he stood there watching her.
Their eyes t but then shyly looked away. This feeling was strange yet familiar.
"I... thought you had returned to the barracks."
Gu Yao stood in front of Shangguan Yu, her hands clenching together out of nervousness, avoiding direct eye contact with him.
Gone was the boldness she had when pursuing Shangguan Yu.
"I couldn’t stop worrying about you, couldn’t leave."
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