Chapter 241: Pain Over Heart
GRAYSON
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I have never felt pain like this before... to the point I couldn’t breathe. It felt like my chest was wringing from an unruly pain that made my insides wanna pulverize. I couldn’t bear to be in the sa room with her the mont she uttered those words to my face. I just have to leave or else my most vulnerable side will show, maybe she has already seen it and chooses to mock
with it.
What was I seriously thinking? I made a big mistake thinking there was sothing more, I thought she perhaps feels the sa connection with
but I was wrong, I might as well have been lying to myself, I was just a sexual impulse for her, she has gotten what she wanted. What was I exactly thinking? Having sex with a werelion when I knew it was doing
more harm than good. I let my emotions and the bizarre attraction I have for her take over , I let the unquenchable need I had for her consu , led
on, and let
do sothing there was no return to.
The feel of her body, her moans as she called my na, it haunts
right now, I have never been so infatuated with soone before, but Emilia, she awoke a dominant sensation within
and wants
wanna ignore my very beliefs and just have her, just be there and think of nothing else, not until she broke , both ntally and physically. All I could do was regret...
I crossed a line and now I was ntally suffering because of it. She lied and both discarded ... I knew without a doubt that she knew about this mark I had and yet she... My teeth clenched hard, I don’t know if I should be angry or hurt, maybe I was both. But the more I focus on my anger the more I wanna turn back, walk into that house and kiss her senseless.
There was definitely sothing wrong with , I felt like my chest was getting tugged. I chose to ignore it as I walked further and further away from that cottage house, I didn’t look back... I just kept walking but the more my body scread at
and I knew going back there would only an rejection, she would hurt
again for whatever reason she has and I don’t want that.
Because ’pain’ was the last thing I wanna experience, because back there it felt like I would die from just her words, that was how much she broke .
I walked long enough... for hours, that cottage was deep within the forest, and finally, I was able to set my eyes on the road, but I kept walking, this was definitely gonna be a long one, along with my buzzing thoughts weren’t helping at all.
It was a few hours again and I finally spotted my house, seems like I was back to civilization and reality, because how the fuck am I gonna explain my absence? I wasn’t so sure my dad would welco the fact I slept with a werelion, it was ssed up even for
because I have my beliefs, do I even know what that is anymore?
I spotted a company just at the entrance of my house, and one of them spotted .
"Grayson!" he called, gaining the attention of others.
They probably thought I was dead judging by their expression. They gave way and my dad walked out, I stopped in my tracks but yet he hovered over
and gave
a hug which I didn’t expect, I thought he would question my absence.
"You’re alive," he said with a relieved breath before pulling away. "How?" he looked
up and down but I remained quiet. "We found the others.." his teeth clenched and saw the hate, hate for the beasts. "What was left of them, we couldn’t even identify"
"It was an Alpha, a rogue one," I said, and then the suppressed thoughts I had about the rogue Alpha that attacked us finally settled in. Without a doubt... Emilia wasn’t just trying to save , I think she was protecting that werelion. Soone, she knows? I have no idea, I don’t care anymore, or at least what I kept telling myself, but I felt lost without her, what is this feeling? I should resent her, I should hate her, and yet each ti I think about her I already long to be by her side.
"Grayson" My mom called before rushing over to
and engulfing
in a hug. "I was so worried!" she said in sobs.
"I’m fine mom" that was all I could say.
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I gave them my report and told them the Rogue was still on my trail so I had to lay low for so ti before it was distracted. It was a foe I couldn’t handle after all and I didn’t hide that fact. I knew without a doubt that werelion would have killed
if it wasn’t for Emilia.
I covered for her and told nothing about our ti but I don’t regret it, because the urge to protect her just ca over , and I would do it again without a heartbeat, that was a truth I couldn’t run away from...
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I sat on my bed before a heavy pent-up sigh escaped , I ran my hand through my hair thinking about everything that has happened, over and over again. Her face, I can’t take her face off my head, it was torture, as well as her scent, her teasing words, the feel of her warm body against mine, and the feel of her tight pussy as I drilled myself into her.
I’m fucked up! I hated the fact I wasn’t her first, I hated that she has been with other guys before , and I felt like hunting them and giving them a slow painful death, yes I’m fucked up! I was obsessing over a girl that didn’t want , over soone I shouldn’t, my nesis, the very creature I was bred to hate.
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