Aufschnaiter Family
The airship continued on its steady pace, paying no mind to the panicked thoughts racing through my mind.
Our journey to the Penny Empire began three days prior.
The Penny Empire was drawing closer with each day that passed and we had already entered into the Pussy Republic. Once we pass through here, well arrive back in the Penny Empire. First, however, we should be able to see the territory of Baron Tanaka.
I asked the captain about our route just to be sure.
My thoughts were still consud by what I did to my girlfriend, but the thought of seeing my ho provided a montary relief.
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After learning about the pendants owner I havent been able to stop thinking about it. My guilty conscience wont let rest.
The sky pirates that attacked us on the way to Academy City belonged to the Aufschnaiter family. Maybe it was just the captain that was a mber, but no matter the case, I have to assu my low LUC is responsible. I shouldve been more concerned with my LUC stat before it got this bad.
Honestly, those with high LUC and every other stat low may have a better life than I do.
Based on recent events, Id have to assu as much.
what am I going to do?
I sat alone in my cabin and wondered how to proceed.
This isnt just my problem either.
This will affect the JC and our relationship.
And its not just us. The JC isnt the only living mber of the Aufschnaiter family that I know. Of course, Im talking about none other than my acting Knight Commander, Gon-chan. Ive left him to help manage Dragon City while Im gone.
This mistake could pose a threat to the smooth operation of Dragon City.
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I dont see any other choice.
I cant let things stay like this.
I have to be honest.
I cant keep such a big secret from two people that are so close to . I could still have over a million hairs on my head, but Id be bald by the end of the week if I kept it hidden. Ive already noticed how quickly the rate of my hair loss has increased.
Every morning, I wake up and Im greeted by several new hairs on my sheets.
I just have to do it.
Ill tell them everything. I wont keep it a secret anymore.
After its all out, Ill go on a long trip with Goggoru-chan.
A trip with no set destination in mind.
That will be the only choice left to .
It was as I was thinking this that
O-Oi! Ossan!
Eh!?
Her words were followed by a knock on my door. No matter how many years pass, Ill never forget that voice. The voice of my first, beloved girlfriend. Its depressing to think it will only last a few more days.
I hoped to at least have sex with her before she realized her mistake.
Aufschnaiter-san? What do you need?
I considered hiding from her, but I decided against it.
I turned the doorknob and stood eye-to-eye with the girl I was afraid to face.
Theres sothing down on the ground that looks like a crashed airship!
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Oi, oi, oi, this cant be happening.
I wanted to use the rest of the trip to prepare my mind. I already knew what she was talking about without even seeing the wreckage. My girlfriends late brothers airship that had been shot out of the sky by one of my fireballs.
Its hard to make anything out from up here, but it looks like it happened recently. I thought it might be a good idea to let the captain know.
Right, thank you for coming down here to let know.
Ah, no, i-its not a big deal. I just thought you should know about sothing like this, Ossan.
She spoke casually while gesturing with her hands and avoiding making eye contact with .
The embarrassnt the JC shows when being praised is cute.
However, with the thoughts weighing heavy on my mind, I cant bring myself to fully enjoy it.
It was good of you to do that, but it wasnt necessary this ti.
Eh, it wasnt? Is it common.?
I just wanted to have sex at least once.
We couldve spent the entire trip back together. Sweet days spent with my new girlfriend. I think this is called the honeymoon phase. I was so close to finally being able to collect on the debt of my lost youth.
No, thats not what I an.
Eh?
However, this cruel world could never allow this.
It has to be done.
I have to face it head on.
Ive co to expect this of the world and almost fooled myself into thinking it could be different this ti.
Theres sothing I need to tell you. Aufschnaiter-san, I should have told you earlier, and Im sorry that I didnt, but I need you to stay calm and listen to until I finish.
W-Why are you getting so serious?
The JCs casual facade faded as her face tensed up.
This will probably be the last ti we can talk. I need to savour these last monts. Im ready. I knew this was my fate; as it is the fate of all busan. Im ready to face my virgin destiny and I have nobody to bla but myself.
Ill proudly accept it. Allow myself to grieve, and finally, reflect and grow from it.
Goodbye sex.
It concerns your family.
My family?
Thats right.
Hearing the word family caused another change in my girlfriends expression. The Aufschnaiter na still ans so much to her. This made acutely aware of what I had unknowingly done to her.
Ill tell her everything.
Ill confess the sin that shall sentence to virgin hell.
The airship you saw was one I destroyed on the way to Academy City.
Eh? S-So you did that, Ossan?
Yes.
Okay, but what does that have to do with my family?
The JC tilted her head as she questioned .
But the JC is a curious girl and she wasnt finished yet.
Ah, I think I know what happened. I rember other noblen and the captain talking back at the landing port. The sky pirates have grown in numbers and confidence recently.
That is true.
Oooh, you really are amazing, Ossan! How did you take down an airship on your own!? It must have been with that huge flare lance you used back in Academy City! Or was it so other type of magic!?
My girlfriend got excited when she thought about the types of magic I might know that could be capable of taking out an airship.
Ill let that excitent live on for at least a few monts.
It was sothing similar.
Still, what does any of this have to do with my family?
I guess my stiff expression was enough to tell her this wasnt anything to get excited about. The JC is such a good girl. Now that shes no longer closed off to , she wears her emotions on her sleeve. Shell make a good wife for so lucky man in the future. I hoped that it would be my juice that would make her stomach swell.
The man that captained that ship was your lost brother.
eh?
Your beloved brother, Rock, was aboard that ship when it crashed and he is no longer with us.
I didnt even give her ti to process.
I needed to get it out as quickly as possible.
Ikilled him.
Wha!?
The JC froze in place.
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For such a complicated matter, it didnt take long to explain.
I was attacked, I responded, and this led to Rocks death. I simply stated the facts. The entire fight lasted only a few minutes. His airship plumted to the ground and I left it there without a second thought.
The JC remained silent as I explained myself.
She never said a word.
Her face was an emotionless mask.
w-what the hell. How is this.
Im so sorry.
Now isnt the ti to tell her about Gon-chan. She has enough to process as it is without learning of another surviving mber of her family. According to the JC, this Rock was the person she looked up to the most.
This cantbe happening.
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The inconsolable look on the JCs face broke my heart.
She beca a top student at Academy City after dreaming of following in her brothers footsteps. She thought she lost everyone she loved before falling into a rut. Even so, she never lost her passion. She always worked to better herself, but also closed herself off from the world. Now that shes finally starting to open up again, Ill be the reason she becos NEET once more.
Theres only one choice left for .
As the one responsible for the death of her brother, soone that she had deep respect for, I must set her on the right path.
A path that leads to a brighter future.
One that makes her happy.
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No, no, no, I have no place in her future.
Our relationship was over the mont I decided to be honest.
Still, I feel the need to keep going.
I killed your brother, Aufschnaiter-san.
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I cant tell what shes thinking. I think this would be easier if shed just yell at or hit . Even if she broke down in tears, this would be easier.
But shes just silently standing there, barely moving at all.
Edita Sensei, save .
Then, my brother, Rock ni-san is.
The situation your family faced was unimaginable. Those that survived it were left with nothing and its understandable why he would turn to piracy. That being said, there is no one to bla for his death but . I chose to attack the ship without ever giving them a chance to surrender. I could have spoken to him and learned of his circumstances and maybe offered him a second chance. I wont hide anything from you. I want you to know everything.
I hit her head-on with the truth once more.
Tears filled the JCs eyes as they slowly started streaming down her cheek.
I can say that your brother was a skilled captain and fought bravely to the end. Were on one of the most advanced airships owned by a powerful nobleman of the Penny Empire. This incredible ship is captained by a skilled pilot that couldnt stop comnting on the talent shown by the sky pirate captain as he attacked us.
My mouth started moving on its own and I started embellishing so of the facts. This was mainly due to my many years working as a salaryman. It was embellished but not a lie. The captain of this ship would have been chosen by Richard directly. The captain should be a good judge of ability and there would be no reason for him to lie.
T-Thenthen, Rock ni-san is.
Ill say it again: I killed him.
None of that matters now.
People dont co back from the dead.
Your brothers blood is on my hands.
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Do you hate ? I wouldnt bla you.
I have to do it.
We might not have a future together, but I can give her sothing that allows her to go on.
If you want to hate , I wont try to change your mind. Direct all of your anger, frustration, sadness and whatever else youre feeling at . Ill take it all. Because I am the strongest alchemist who surpasses even your brother.
The short-lived relationship we had of boyfriend and girlfriend is gone.
Ive beco more of a ntor to the protagonist, but Im hated by her.
A relationship like that is impossible.
A relationship of any kind is impossible.
The mont she leaves will be the last ti I ever see her.
But Ill accept that. I have no choice.
Im the only one to bla.
Then, t-the reason you got close to .
No, please, dont misunderstand that. The Aufschnaiter family is amazing but your family na had nothing to with any of this.
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I was desperately trying to salvage whatever I could from our relationship. I hoped that this wouldnt be the end of everything and decided to give the JC a straightforward explanation. Understandably, the JC felt betrayed and began questioning every other aspect of our relationship. I dont see that train of thought leading to anywhere good for .
I cant try and convince her that all of this wasnt part of so plan to trick her into marrying . Even now, Im fighting against the part of that wants to look at her exposed thighs beneath the hem of her skirt.
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I cant think of anything else to say.
And she wont say anything either.
A few more monts of silence passed before her expression changed.
There was a brief look of disgust, followed by anger. Before she turned away, I thought I saw a hint of regret. She ran down the hall and left standing, speechless in my doorway.
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I couldnt even chase after her. It wasnt my palace. The pain I felt in my chest was indescribable. It was worse than any physical pain Id ever felt. I doubled over with my hands on my knees. I dont know how to describe it, but it feels like there is no greater sin than being human.
thats it.
My short-lived romance is over.
The first ti Ive been in love since I was born.
I never expected it to last only a few days.
Nor did I expect it to leave such a bad taste in my mouth.
Its been a while since Ive had a drink.
Luckily, this ship is fully stocked with high quality liquor. Ive already got Richards permission too. Ill tell him that Drill-chan drank the entire ship dry and let myself go. Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. Rather, my only idea.
I let my body move on autopilot and I poured myself a drink without even realizing it.
This wouldve been so much easier if she rejected because of my ugly face.
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