「I’m weak aren’t I?」
gu said looking down...
The two of us head to the school building...
The other first years from the track and field are taking a distance from us.
「Until quite recently...I thought that I would be made prostitute through Shirasaka-san’s order... I thought that I have to give up my high school days...!」
...Right.
Shirasaka Sousuke left『Kuromori』and was about to set up his own prostitution ring.
Then...he planned to make gu one of his prostitutes...
When Golden Week was over...gu was supposed to be taken away from Yamamine house.
「And yet...I t Yoshi-kun, t Minaho-san again...I felt happy that I got my emotions loosened...I’m no good」
...gu
「I myself know it...I’m relying on Yoshi-kun too much. Yoshi-kun is by my side so I can still head to the classroom now. Actually...my heart is throbbing」
Everyone in the class knows that gu is Yukino’s relative.
Shirasaka Sousuke’s blood relative.
「What should I do?...I might beco a girl that can’t live without Yoshi-kun...!」
gu holds my hand tightly.
...I
「It’s fine...I’ll protect you. I’ll beat up those who say anything strange about gu...!」
But...gu
「Don’t do that...Yoshi-kun, that’s not the case...!」
gu’s sorrowed eyes look at ...
「Then that would just make useless」
...gu?
「I don’t want to be protected by Yoshi-kun. I didn’t like Yoshi-kun from that...!」
「...What do you an?」
「I want to be the girl that stands beside Yoshi-kun. When I heard about Yoshi-kun’s story at the mansion...I thought I want to stay by Yoshi-kun’s side. And yet...!」
gu looks down again.
「Before I noticed, I’ve been depending on Yoshi-kun...relying on Minaho-san...I’ve been relying on my Yamamine parents...everyone in the club...and captain Takeshiba... I shiver from my own weak self right now...what a miserable girl I am...!」
gu’s hand is trembling.
「I really get fed up with my own self. During the club activities, my head cald down and I felt startled. Ever since yesterday...I’ve been relying too much on Yoshi-kun...」
Right now, yesterday is in gu’s head...
Especially, she rembers the sex we had this early morning.
gu was strange for certain.
She was drowning with her sex with .
All of this are just to escape the reality that she’s a daughter of Shirasaka Sousuke...!
「...I want to beco stronger」
gu mutters.
...I
What should I say at these tis?
...To this girl.
...This treasured『woman』
「...I thought of this but...」
Words spill out of my mouth by themselves.
「Getting strong...isn’t that troubleso for the body? You have to work hard and spend ti training...!」
What am I saying?
「But...in case of your mind. To strengthen your mind...」
「...What should I do?」
gu looks at .
「...You just need courage」
I beat my chest.
「...As long as you have courage then you should be able to overco most things...your mind can be stronger with just courage alone」
「...Un」
gu pats her own chest.
「You’re right...it’s courage」
I’m glad.
gu’s expression cald down.
「Also... I’ve been thinking about this since long ago. No matter how painful sothing is...it’ll end soday」
「...Eh?」
「I also experienced various things but I managed sohow. No matter what hardships, sorrow...there’s definitely a ti where it would end. Everything will pass away. The night will surely co...!」
gu laughs.
「Yoshi-kun...isn’t that『the morning will surely co』?」
...I
「I hate mornings. Another harsh day would begin again. I’m always waiting for the night ti. At night...I can lie down on that sofa in the dark room and I can be alone... At that ti, I was always waiting for the『night』everyday...!」
...When I returned from my dorm life in middle school.
My parents divorced before I noticed...
My father disappeared...
My gentle grandma died long ago...
I’ve always been alone in that house.
The darkness at night was my only refugee.
If I sleep... I forget everything...
「I’ve been enduring until night ca, every day, until last week...」
Even though it’s just a while ago...
I completely forgot about it...
...I’m also no good.
「I’ve been depending on everyone. Everyone has been together with so it has beco natural before I knew it...I completely depended on everyone. It’s not just gu. I’m also miserable」
Un...I must not forget the loneliness in that darkness.1
I must not forget my gratitude to Minaho-neesan for scooping out of there.
Those by my side...everyone in『Kuromori』too...
「Yoshi-kun, you’re not depending at all...because, Yoshi-kun’s been doing his best. You always do your best for all of our sake...!」
gu grabs my arm.
She leans her body...
「Also...well」
I answer.
「Everyone has expectations on so I have to do my best. I want to be useful to everyone」
「...Yoshi-kun?」
「I’ve always been an unwanted child」
「...Unwanted?」
「Un...for my parents, I was a『childbirth regret』」
I was born so my parents can’t divorce...
...For the sake of appearances.
「Therefore...after grandma died, I’ve lived carefully so that my parents won’t see 」
...I hold my breath.
「Therefore...I’m glad. Minaho-neesan gives instructions...I can do sothing for gu and Mana. Recently...I understand Katsuko-nee’s feelings」
「...Katsuko-neesan?」
「...Un...Katsuko-nee makes delicious als for us...I think she’s happy that she affects people like that. I think it’s very blissful to see soone who eats your bread and show a face that it’s『delicious』...」
Relationship with others...gives an effect...
As long as the effect is positive towards the other...
Then there’s nothing happier than that...
「Even I am the sa...gu, Misuzu, Mana...sotis Nei-san too...when you show a gloomy or afraid face...when I touch you...then make your heart calm even a bit, it makes happy」
「...What about Katsuko-neesan and Nagisa-neesan?」
「Those two are adults so they will be the one to co when they really needed ...」
That’s why...I’m not that worried.
「When they really feel uneasy, then they will send an SOS signal properly. I understand that they will」
「...Right. Katsuko-neesan and Nagisa-neesan are adults」
gu looks down again.
「...Yoshi-kun, sorry」
...gu?
「...I was very childish」
Then...she looks at .
「I never thought about Yoshi-kun at all...! I’ve been looking at myself all this ti...sorry!」
「W-What are you saying?」
I don’t know why gu’s apologizing at all.
「Even though I promised to be a good wife...!」
I clench gu’s hand.
「Let’s just take it easy...let’s grow up little by little, every day. I will do so too」
「...Yoshi-kun」
「I don’t know a lot about people other than ...I won’t notice it. No, I don’t understand even myself, when it cos to it, I don’t understand at all...!」
That is the sort of feeling I have.
I was alone every night in that darkness...
There was only myself there...
I don’t understand the situation around myself.
「I want to know about gu more. Misuzu, Mana, Nei-san...Katsuko-nee, Nagisa too...Margo-san and Minaho-neesan...and even Michi...!」
「...Yoshi-kun?」
「I...I think that I don’t understand everyone at all」
「...That’s not true.」
「No, that is. Because, I discover sothing new everyday. When I see what its in the mind that I’ve never seen until now...『Oh, I didn’t understand』I reflect myself multiple tis...!」
Perhaps...human heart is a polyhedron.
When you look at it from the side it’s square...when you look from above then it’s round.
But...it doesn’t contradict itself.
It certainly exists as one『human heart』
Therefore...you have to look at it from various angles.
「『I know everything about that one』or『I know all』at he mont you think of that, you feel you’re going to fall to a pitfall... Therefore...you must not stop making effort to know」
「...Yoshi-kun」
「Then...when you think that you understand the other...you must get to the core of it...with courage」
I knock my chest.
「Therefore...I won’t stop making efforts to understand gu...」
...gu
At first...the kind and trustworthy class chairman in front of .
But...I found the sadness and sorrow concealed deep in her heart...
And yet, gu who scolds the unstable Mana severely is also her.
On the other hand...the weak gu who depends on is also gu.
gu doesn’t have a perverted constitution like Yukino.
Sex for gu is to monopolize , to escape from reality...a defense chanism of her mind.
Even now...
The various sides of gu...I see it bit by bit...
I understand gu bit by bit...
「But...I think Yoshi-kun will hate if he cos to know . I’m a girl with a dirty heart」
「...That’s not true」
I imdiately denied it
「The more I understand about gu the more I’ll co to like you」
That’s right...I
「That’s why I will get to the core of gu a gain and again. With courage. I want to really understand gu...!
gu and I look at each other.,
gu’s eyes reflects my face.
Un...I
I’m having a refreshed face...
There’s no hesitation in my mind...
「Yoshi-kun...I love you」
gu mutters.
「Thank you...it’s my first ti to understand the aning of『I love you』...!」
...gu?
「I will also make an effort to know about Yoshi-kun. I’ll make an effort throughout my life. Have courage to get to the core...!」
gu brings her face to my chest...
「I love you...I really do, Yoshi-kun...!」
◇ ◇ ◇
Entering the school building...there are those who whisper when they see gu.
As expected...it’s exposed that gu’s a relative of Shirasaka family.
But still...there are no students at the entrance who ca to speak with us.
They just look from the distance.
But still...it’s not pleasant that they cast a rude gaze on other people.
「Yoshi-kun...let’s go」
gu pulls my hand.
「...I’ll be fine」
「Un」
The two of us walk in the corridor dignified and head to the classroom
...But
There’s a crowd of people before our classroom.
「...Oh, it’s them」
「Eh, that’s Shirasaka’s daughter」
「No, just a relative」
I see...they heard that there’s a daughter of Shirasaka Sousuke in this classroom...
The spectators gathered from the school...
「But still, that’s amazing...it’s multiple rape in Australia isn’t it?」
「He’s a national disgrace」
「Rather than that, I heard that he’s a genojin eater」
「Sohow, it’s said that he did it with a certain idol unit」
「...48 of them?」
「No...it was all mbers wasn’t it?」
「Indeed a sex monster」
「The girl that was kidnapped and killed, so pitiful」
「Even though she was so small...she can’t et her mother can she?」
「That’s horrible」
「Or rather, the fire yesterday was amazing isn’t it?...they did that to destroy the evidence, right?!」
「As expected of Shirasaka Group」
「I’d like Sakamori to quit as the owner of the baseball team. His relative is a criminal」
「He’ll resign you know?...That press conference was a huge failure isn’t it?」
「Or rather...isn’t Shirasaka house’s newspaper and tv station in a bad spot?」
「Yeah...that one’s strange too. They’ve been defending Shirasaka Sousuke all the ti...」
「It seems that there are so protests in front of the television station」
「Right right, the talents who were protecting Shirasaka Souskje in their program are listed over the internet」
「Isn’t that『violation of privacy』?...are they idiots?」
「Un...Shirasaka family vs the world」
「I saw it on the net too...a talent is protecting him, they’re mostly from the sa office」
「Is that also connected to Shirasaka?」
「Idiot, Shirasaka Sousuke himself is the director of an advertising agency...there’s no way it’s not」
「The darkness of the mass dia and advertising agency should be revealed...!」
Minaho-neesan’s『revenge』device is amazing.
She divide the ti and expose Shirasaka Sousuke’s evildoings from various aspects...it’s filled with montum now.
Ever since last night, the faces of the man nad Shirasaka Sousuke is revealed one by one
There are so who are interested in the case in Australia...
There are so who are reacting only to the entertainnt world scandal.
There are so who are strongly interested in the kidnapping and murder of a girl...
It’s only people who have antipathy and criticism against the na『Shirasaka house』...
...But
As a result, everyone’s interested in news.
The image of『sex criminal, Shirasaka Sousuke』is penetrating at a national level...
「...Sorry, please let us through」
I push aside the spectators and enter the classroom with gu.
「Hmm, she doesn’t look like Shirasaka Sousuke from the TV」
「Isn’t that obvious? She’s just a relative」
「But...don’t you think she’s cute?」
「Or rather, what’s with the man sticking to her?」
「Well...could it be that he’s her boyfriend?」
...Oh, the spectators are noisy
「...G-Good morning」
As soon as we enter the classroom...the classmates gazes gathered to us.
The bell is about to co...
Most of the students are gathered already.
Everyone of them doesn’t greet gu.
「Hey...gu」
I try to protect gu and take her to her seat...
...Then
「Hey hey...Yamamine-san」
One of the delinquent schoolgirl talks to gu with a scornful look.
「...What?」
gu...turned to that girl while feeling nervous.
「Could it be that you were also raped by Shirasaka Sousuke?!」
The spectators outside the classroom rushes up!
「...There’s no way that’s the case」
gu answered with a sad face.
「Well look...according to the TV report, Shirasaka Sousuke is a lolicon isn’t he? Then I just thought that Yamamine-san who’s a relative was also attacked?」
「That’s right...Yamamine-san, are you a virgin?!」
The delinquent got cocky and the others spoke horribly towards gu.
...I
「gu was virgin until she did it with ...!」
I told the delinquents clearly.
The spectators make noise again.
「...W-What the hell!?」
「Those two had sex?!」
The delinquents still clings.
「Could it be that you’re just being fooled by Yamamine-san? It’s easy to pretend to be a virgin so it’s easy to fool naive boys!」
「Yoshida, weren’t you a virgin too?」
The two delinquents are laughing.
「Sadly...gu’s my fifth」
The delinquent’s laughter stops...
Or rather...the whole classroom and even the spectators on the hallway turned silent.
「When I took gu’s virginity, I saw her hyn properly...there’s even blood too. I was really glad...」
When it cos to this...I have no choice but to say it clearly.
「gu’s my woman! Just because she’s Shirasaka Sousuke’s relative, gu herself has nothing to do with it! Stop bullshiting you all!」
The anger bursts out from inside !
So I’m a human that explodes from emotion this much.
「I’ll beat up those who speak badly about gu!」
...The delinquents
Though they’re scared...they speak to .
「Hee...so you two fucked already」
「R-Right...they’re『engaged』so isn’t that obvious that they will?」
「Right...as expected, she’s got a nympho blood!」
...These bitches!
At the mont I tried to hit that girl...!
gu slapped that girl...!
「...Don’t misjudge !」
...gu
「I will bear this man’s child...it’s impossible now but in the future. I will marry him and beco happy. That’s why we’re『engaged』」
gu’s words are powerful
「We have sex...I want to serve him. I will do anything that pleases him...he’s my husband!」
The girl that was slapped speaks.
「What『engagent』you’re in high school! Saying that he’s your husband, are you an idiot?!」
gu won’t lose.
「Even a high school student can decide with their lives already. I will live with him for my lifeti. That’s what I decided. I swore. You don’t know my vow but we’re connected. I’m happy...!」
...gu!
「...There are people who beco professional athletes at their first year in high school. There are a lot of people who chose their own lives. I chose to marry him! My heart is...already Yoshida gumi!」
gu declared strongly.
I...
「What you think doesn’t matter. If you want to laugh then do it. But, I will protect gu. I will protect my『family』for the rest of my life. That’s what I decided...!」
Inside the classroom that fell silent...
One boy stands up...
That is Tanaka.
He’s my classmate with a big-bro personality.
「Could you tell one thing?」
Tanaka speaks out in a loud voice so the spectators outside could hear.
「Just how much of a relative is Shirasaka Sousuke’s house...and Yamamine-san’s house?」
...I
「gu...the relationship of Shirasaka house and Yamamine house...?!」
I asked on purpose.
If it’s Shiraska Sousuke and gu...then he’s a blood related father and daughter...
If it’s Shirasaka house and Yamamine house...
「The second wife of the founder of the newspaper company from Shirasaka family married Yamamine house...that’s the relationship」
Shirasaka newspaper company is developed after war.
That history isn’t so old.
「The founder’s second wife?...That’s the only relationship? Is there anyone else from Yamamine family who married into Shirasaka?」
Tanaka asks on purpose.
「None...The people in Shiraska house today are all the ex-wives’ children. The second wife from Yamamine house didn’t have children...」
gu answered.
「Even if we’re called relatives...we’re not that close. They take care of the employnt but...people from Shirasaka house never let anyone from Yamamine join their newspaper company...」
Tanaka speaks in a loud voice.
「Whaat!! Then, that’s aningless! Isn’t Yamamine-san totally unrelated!」
Tanaka’s voice spreads to the classroom and the corridor.
「Uhm...I」
One girl in the class opened her mouth.
「I’ve been in with gumi-chan in middle school...I’ve gone to play gumi-chan’s house a long ti ago...」
That girl speaks while looking down.
「gumi-chan’s house is a sorry...ragged house It can’t be compared to the Shirasaka house that was on screen last night...they seem to be poor」
The『poor』expression dissolves the air in the classroom.
「That’s right, Yamamine-san’s poor! That’s why...she wants to marry Yoshida sooner and build a happy family with the two of them...that’s why she’s『engaged』with Yoshida! She’s a poor and a girl who experienced hardships so it can’t be helped」
Tanaka speaks absurd things selfishly.
But...everyone got convinced by that remark...
「I see...Yamamine-san, so that’s the case」
「Speaking of which...Yoshida’s working part-ti...」
「Or rather, Yoshida-kun looks very poor too!」
「When you go out with a poor one...it’s normal that you’d want to marry?」
「But, do contraception...poor and getting many children is the worst pattern」
「Yoshida-kun’s doing his best, doesn’t he?」
...Err
Is this okay?
The image of us being『poor』is totally stuck with us but...
「Speaking of which...Yamamine-san is Shirasaka-san’s relative but...she was never called to Shirasaka house to eat a al...」
「Yes...that’s right」
gu answered.
...Err
True...she haven’t eaten in Yukino’s house...
We had sex though...
「Or rather...the matter with Shirasaka Sousuke in the TV is completely unrelated to Yamamine-san. Everyone, you can go back now!」
Tanaka...ends the talk.
「Sorry...Yamamine-san」
「Right...there’s no way Yamamine-san’s related to such a bad family right?」
「I will explain to the people in the club too」
「Un...we’re the one who knows what kind of person Yamamine-chan is」
When it cos to this...gu who’s usually kind to everyone...
The schoolgirls accepted her easily.
The delinquents are still in bad mood, but...
gu’s accepted by the other girls, they’re not stupid enough to cross that...
I feel a bit relieved.
「That’s right...Yamamine-san is different from Shirasaka-san...!」
Hearing that girl’s word...I got startled.
Even gu’s relatives attracted this much attention...
...Then.
Shirasaka Sousuke’s true daughter...
What will happen if Yukino cos here?
「Speaking of which...Shirasaka-san’s not here yet?」
「There’s no way she’ll co...her father’s a criminal you know?」
「Right...normally you won’t co」
...That’s when...
「...Hey, she ca!」
A voice cos from the corridor...
「Eh, her...?!」
「...Sohow, isn’t she plain?」
The spectators said.
Yukino’s plain?
「...The bell’s about to ring. Go back to your classrooms」
...Minaho-neesan’s voice?
「Hey...let us through!」
Minaho-neesan appears from the spectators.
Behind her is Yukino...
Yukino is...
1. Well, you’ve got gu
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