- KATE -
"This isn’t part of what we agreed on, you shouldn’t let her in. You shouldn’t let anyone in. And in your room? What is wrong with you Killian?!" I ask, walking toward him from the door entrance. It is night. Once I was sure Hazel was fast asleep and no one would need for anything throughout the night, I headed over to Killian’s.
Killian is playing with his zippo and as much as I hate to realise it, I feel like he’s not even listening to . Like he doesn’t care about what I’m saying.
"It doesn’t an anything, Kate."
"Doesn’t an anything?" I stood in front of him and pushed his body to his side by his shoulder just so he stares at . "Can you say that about everyone else involved? You know how dangerous it is for anyone to be around you." I argued. He knows that very well. I do too. Which is why I care about Hazel. He can bring any friend, be it man or woman but not her. Never her. She’s my best friend and I’ll hate it if sothing happens to her because of . Because of him, rather.
Not to talk about the envy brewing in my that he invited her ho and not just anywhere else in this house but to his room. She was putting on his clothes. I love her and I hundred percent trust that nothing happened and it was just him aiding his fiancée’s friend out but there are certain things that require boundaries. I’m starting to regret introducing both of them to each other, but keeping him a secret would’ve swallowed up.
"Yet you’re here." Killian said, responding to my complaint arrogantly.
That made scoff. "Not like you’ve given a choice. I’m aware of what you are, Killian. I accepted it long ago and I have your protection. She doesn’t. Don’t do anything to harm my friend." I stepped back. "Or else this... all of this, " I waved my hand in front of , pointing at everything in this room. "And us," I looked at him dead straight in the eye. "Would an nothing. So set your priorities straight." I am so angry that I walked out on him.
My heart is beating terribly against my rib cage as I did that. Part of is scared. My body is shaking and I haven’t even walked to the door yet. I took a deep breath in to calm myself but it’s not working.
"Kate, beloved, don’t go. Don’t turn away from ." Killian said with that tone that makes want to listen to him. I don’t even know if I can call that pleasant, dominating or manipulative but I love hearing him. I stood on the spot and waited, hearing his footsteps as he probably makes his way to .
My breath hitched as my body fell backwards trapped in the arms of Killian. He pulled to him and my body clashed against his chest. "Please don’t go." Killian clenched his arms around . His elbow is in front of my chest, in between my breasts and with the way my heart is pounding, I wonder if he can feel my heart beat too.
I exhaled, raising my hands up to touch his. "I’m not going anywhere." I said, sotis, anger makes people say things they don’t an. I’m addicted to him, addicted to his touch even though he keeps it at the barest. I just stood here and let him hug from behind while inhaling the scent of his perfu. I love it so much. It’s intoxicating. "Thank you for getting her out of there. Hazel acts out sotis."
I felt his nose rub the skin of my neck. I felt his hot breath all around my face, neck and collar bone. It feels good. I feel like I’m inhaling him into my soul. My eyes close as a result of the hug, being trapped by his body brings a different kind of warmth.
"Although I wish you brought her to or sowhere else." I added. I never visited this house till today for a reason. Imagine how worried I was when I found out that she did? Plus, when Killian said he t her at a bar, it made wonder if the ’thing’ or ’person’ that was so important to attend to for him to leave like that was at that bar. I haven’t returned his card though, it’ll be in my possession for a long, long ti.
"Anything for you, chipmunk." He said. His hands tightened around my body, squashing . "And I’m sorry."
Sure you are. You always are.
I rolled my eyes but didn’t move. I want to enjoy the short weekend break to the fullest but he’ll always not have my ti because of work. If only the world could be on a stand still for a day just so I can take a breath of fresh air, I’d appreciate it. "You’re quiet. Is sothing bothering your mind?" I ask. Killian is usually quiet but not with . At least half the ti he’s with .
"I’m wondering when you’ll request to take your dicine."
Shit! I thought he’ll forget that. I hate taking pills but if I don’t take them, I won’t get well again. What I hate more than dication is being sick.
I check the ti on my watch. It’s not too late. "Do you have them?"
"Always." Killian whispered in my ears and broke our hug. I want to feel his body back on mine but I don’t complain. Killian knows how not devoted I am to taking my dication so he always buys a spare and marks the date and hour of the day I take them. That’s one of his sweet traits.
"Then give it to ."
- KILLIAN -
A deep sigh escaped my lips as I stared at the picture in my hand, while seating on the chair in my ho office.
Kate is fast asleep and her words are replaying in my head. I’m not a child, I know what is right and wrong and I know how dangerous being around is for anyone who’s not like , but I can’t help it.
As much as I hate to admit it, I enjoy being close to her or just knowing she’s here. It’s a weird feeling I beca accustod to.
I drop the picture gently on my desk and stared ahead at nothing in particular.
But Kate is right. So teenager shouldn’t get too comfortable or hang around just because I enjoy it.
I cleared my throat and stood up from the seat. The file has finished downloading and I have every single information I need to proceed with my initial reason for being here. Teaching in a university is one thing, having a professor as a friend is another.
Being engaged is another thing too, but wanting to know a student I slept with? That’s a dangerous path even for to take.
I know what happens to won I sleep with. I know how they get addicted to and like a drug, take in my toxicity because they can’t help but want more. I also know how badly it ruins them but I never cared since their existence was solely for one reason.
My pleasure.
And I also am aware of what happens to a woman I get too comfortable with that I want to have her even though it’s not for the right reasons.
My gaze darkened. Hazel is too young to be ruined and used for my personal ga. And I’m engaged.
The thought made chuckle. At least I’m supposed to be.
I dipped my hand in my pocket and brought out my zippo. The tallic noise it makes when I open and close it relaxes my nerves.
I’m tempted to want more than I’m supposed to but for Kate’s sake,
I’m holding back. After all, we did make a pact that can’t be breached.
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