- HAZEL -
I can’t pretend to enjoy what I’m doing when I’m not. Don’t get wrong, the whole idea of this thing was aweso and has been good so far but I thought it would help escape my reality not bring it back to and shove it in my face.
I wanted to have ti to think and look for a way to tell my best friend the one thing that may probably ruin our friendship entirely. Then I arrived and Killian was here and I let him touch and now I’m bumd that he’s leaving.
I’m bumd that he did not tell . He was just going to give the pleasure of my life then disappear without a word. Again. I don’t even know which is worse. Hearing it from his brother or not knowing at all.
I let out a sigh. Speaking of brother, I still can’t get over what Liam told . What does he an by I’m so innocent and young that he fears for ? What does he also an by ‘Not everything is as they seem, innocent pumpkin. Don’t let a fragile infatuation scar you for a lifeti.’?
I let out a groan, ntally exhausted. I don’t even know if I should push further and ask him or ask his brother. I feel so lost.
I trail my eyes around the room. Everyone is involved in chatter as they tidy up. By everyone, I an the ladies but I can’t find the n. Are they already gone? Do I not deserve so sort of conversation before their departure?
I walk away from everyone casually, looking around. I need so fresh air. I need to think. While heading to the balcony just by the room we were all in, a masculine figure cos to sight. I know that back view from anywhere. Resting on the balcony rail is Killian, doing what I think is staring at the stars or just staring ahead.
I join him. I look ahead along with him, standing by his side and leaning on the rail.
“Hello kitten.” Killian calls warmly. I don’t respond. I can tell he’s looking at .
“Are you leaving? Tonight?” I ask, keeping my head straight forward. I’m reminded that we’re out in public and I cannot be caught being too free around him. It is for this reason why I left a good enough distance between us.
At least, even if it seems like I’m too free around him, he’s ’my boyfriend’s’ brother, that clears ninety nine percent of suspicion. Along with the fact that he’s also my professor.
Killian’s eyes are still on . I can feel them leering on my skin without looking at him. This is when I turn my head to the side to face him. His silence confirms everything. “Were you going to tell ?” I ask, my voice still low.
“I didn’t think you cared.” He mutters.
Didn’t think I cared??! What the heck? “So you eat out this afternoon and choose to leave without letting know thinking I won’t care?” I raise my voice slightly, annoyed.
Killian averts his gaze backwards then at . His warm smile is still plastered all over his face. I can tell the aning behind his expression. I was too loud but I couldn’t control it. His reason behind it is all the more unbelievable! I let out a sigh.
“It’s charming when you say it that way. I ate you out.” He chuckles. My brow furrows. That is outside the point here but for so reason, my cheeks burn and it infuriates all the more. “I’m sorry for not informing you, Hazel. I thought it would be less complicated for you not having here. That’s why I chose to leave.” He admits.
I can’t even stay mad for a few seconds more. “But I did leave sothing for you in your room.” Killian adds. He takes a step backward from , standing straight this ti. “Sothing to rember by.”
I feel my stomach clench as he winks at .
“I promise to co back to you when everything I need to do has been dealt with. Till then, don’t have too much fun without , kitten.” Killian says then walks away, leaving alone on the balcony. I. . . I couldn’t get to tell him about my conversation with Liam.
Maybe I’ll do that another ti. Now, I just want to gather my thoughts, clear my head and live in the mont. Whatever that may be.
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