The Werewolf's Chapter 75: Blue balls

Chapter 75: Blue balls.

Alanis.

The motel is in the middle of nowhere.

The only way I know about it is because I saw it on our way.

I want him to rest.

He looks terrible.

He needs a shower.

He needs food.

It is going to be a long ride and I want him to feel a little more like himself. I plan to go and look for at for him. If I have to roam through the ends of the earth. I will make him feel better.

This is not the person I know.

There is sothing in his eyes.

A darkness that I don’t know if I can clear out. I completely understand, he has been through so fucking much. He was kidnapped, kept in a cold room, starved and tortured. I would be the sa if I wad in his shoes but I want to get him back to himself.

I want the person I love back; I know it is too early. I am not expecting him to forget everything in a second but I will be there for him. everyone wants to go ho; they want to prepare for a war that is brewing. Cassius will never let this slide. He had a plan; he was going to kill Beau.

We ruined his plans and now he is going to co back for us. I will be expecting him and this ti I won’t be as foolish. He can only win so many tis and there is no winning for him again.

Eligio parks the car in the parking lot of the motel. It is empty except for one rusty looking truck. We can stay here and once Beau is cleaned up and eaten, we can leave. I look at the motel and the paint on the building is faded and chipped. The signboard is hanging—about to fall. This is not the place I want to be with him but this is the only place we have.

’’An hour max Alanis,’’ El says as he turns the ignition off in the car.

I nod because an hour should be enough. Beau is still resting his head on my shoulder. His breathing is steady. we all get down from the car and I walk hand in hand with Beau.

I walk to the reception and a girl who seems to be around eighteen looks up at us as I walk in. her hair is a bright red, there are tattoos all over arms. She raises a brow as I walk closer. I know how Beau looks right now; he is wearing one of the shirts I brought with . I put it on him in the car but right now he looks like he was hit by a bus. His shorts are very dirty. His hair is a tousled ss. The bruises on his body have healed. Thanks to the blood I gave him. sohow feeding him my blood is the only reason he is awake right now. My blood literally runs through his veins, which in abstract ans I am one with him.

The bond we have is undeniable.

’’Can we get a room?’’ I aks her politely.

She raises her brows as her eyes roam to Beau and then to . After a couple of seconds, she gives us a fake smile ’’Cash or credit?’’

I reach into my pocket and bring out my wallet. She tells

how much and I toss the bill to her. The lady reaches for a shelve with keys and passes one to

’’Room 104.’’

She stands up from the little stool she was sitting on and walks over the barricade of her table towards us ’’Follow ,’’ we follow her as she leads us towards the room. In front of the door ’’Room 104,’’ and with that she leaves us with the key.

Beau looks at

and there is a smile on his face. I open the door and we walk into the room with my hand on his tightly. Ever since I found him, I have been scared to leave him. until Cassius is found I don’t want him away from . I close the room door and look around the room. There are twin beds in the middle of the room, with bedside tables beside each bed. There is a tv stand and tv in front of the room. The curtains are closed, blocking the sun from the room. I walk over to the light switch and turn it on. So, the plan is to give him a couple of minutes to have a shower, while I look for food for him. I don’t know if I will be able to find raw at, but that is my sole mission.

Once the light is on, I feel him behind . I turn around to his gaze, it is dark, there is sothing in it that terrifies , Slowly I reach for him and he welcos

into his arms. His body is cold, so very cold. This man in front of

is broken because of that monster and I feel like I am not doing enough to make him feel better ’’Thank you Lanis. Thank you so much,’’ he cries in my arms. The only other ti I have seen him like this is when he lost his father. I don’t know what to say.

He doesn’t need to thank .

He would do the sa for . No doubt about that.

He stays in my arms for God knows how long. After a while, I pull back from him because there is a tie constraint. Eligio gave us an hour, I need him clean and fed. That is the least I can do right now.

’’I want you to have a shower.’’

He nods and I help him with his clothes, it is not long before he is naked in front of . there is no shyness in his eyes as I watch him. I walk over to the door leading to the bathroom and walk inside, Beau follows . he is being really submissive. This is a side of him I have never seen. He has always been in control.

Now it seems like he is letting

take the lead.

The bathroom is not the grandest. In fact, this is like a one-star kinda motel but we have to make do with it. I open the shower curtain and turn on the shower. Water pours out of it, at first it is really cold but after a couple of seconds it switches to hot. I want him to have a hot bath, get his body temperature back up.

’’While you’re in the shower, I will go look for sothing for you to eat. It will only take a couple of minutes.’’ I cup his face in my palms and he closes his eyes. I bend forward until my face is closer to his with my hands still on his face. His eyes remain closed as I press my lips to his. I feel him stiffen against . I have missed touching him, I have missed kissing him and you can call

selfish. This is not the right ti for this but I need him to know how loved he is. I need him to know that I will always be there for him.

His mouth moves against mine, he is responding better than I expected him to. Guess he missed

as much as I did. I let go of his face and grab him by his waist. He is still naked but he holds unto

as we deepen the kiss. The electricity surges within . it feels like he is crumbling my whole existence and putting it back together. With just one fucking kiss. I push him against the wall, his back hits it with a loud thud but we don’t stop. he is my dicine; I have been sick without him for two weeks. I need him more than I have ever needed anyone.

Beau slides his hands all over my body, from my arms to my stomach, his hands grope and feel every inch of

and I crave more. I want so much more than we can tonight. He moans into my mouth and I revel in the sound that cos from him.

So sexy, that I feel my dick throb against him.

He is hard against

too.

This is not one-sided and I love every second of this bit at this mont, I need to control myself. I need to think about him and getting him better. I didn’t bring him here to ss around with him. I brought him here for a little solace. A little ti off the road to rest and recoup.

I let go of his waist suddenly and pull away from the kiss begrudgingly. He tries to kiss

again but I take another step away. He groans against my lips and I rest my head on his forehead as my heart races against my chest.

I need a lot more from him.

’’Have your shower. I need to get you stuff to eat,’’ I let go of him and he doesn’t object. He walks into the shower and I head for the door ’’I’ll lock the door from the outside.’’

He nods and I leave the room with so much frustration.

Fucking blue balls.