Chapter 536: No man left behind
Blue
"You want to co back, I have been in hiding since you left."
I take a deep breath as his words sink in. I completely understand why he would do this but I want him to co out of this hiding and help .
"Why are you coming back?’’ he adds calmly.
Major has always been able to handle himself and I guess that was why it was easy to leave the coven. Leaving a coven is not the sa as leaving a pack. He would be completely fine if he moves on from that place but I also know that his family is still there.
His mother, father and his little sister.
I don’t think he is happy about leaving the only ho he has ever known and maybe if we fix all the wrongs of that place, he could go back ho.
"Analise is still alive,’’ I manage even though I still find it hard to believe. Just knowing that she did all that and more makes
sick.
"Is that a joke?’’
"No," My eyes find Gyles and he is seated on a stool. His head is faced down and he seems to be listening to the conversation but he is doing it quietly.
"How is that possible, there was a funeral.’’
Yeah, there was a funeral, we all saw her body. She deceived us all and took the form of soone else which just make
think that the person we buried was Badger.
She took his body.
All for what?
"I don’t even know but I need your help, I need us to end this once and for all,’’ my words are from the bottom of my heart. This is the last ti I want to have anything to do with that place.
I don’t want to have any ties, any other reason to go back. I might have started this because of Gyles but now, I need to do this for myself. I need the closure that cos with my mother.
She has done so much damage to . I am the way I am because of her. She has made
weak, make
lose sight of who I am. I know it doesn’t make any sense to bla her because, at the end of the day, my actions are my actions.
Every decision I make is because of
and I can’t keep blaming the people around .
I just have to embrace who I am and be better.
I am a warlock, I am a werewolf and I accept myself wholeheartedly.
I will be no one but
from now on.
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"Just pack a couple of things,’’ I tell Rex as he shuffles with clothes on the bed. I watch him because I wish I could find a way to convince him not to go with us. I know that I shouldn’t but the more people I take with , the more I have to worry.
Gyles is the only one that I want to take with
because there is no way I can convince him to stay behind. He is the reason why we are even going back in the first place. If it was left to , I wouldn’t have even wanted to go back.
"Can I suggest sothing?’’ I take a step towards him. He looks up at , his eyes bright.
Shining with that innocence that I love.
Rex is ant to be treated specially. He is fragile and vulnerable. I don’t want to take anything away from him. "Yes, what?’’ he is ready with an eager smile. "You have to take things calmly, promise you will not get upset.’’
He raises a brow in curiosity "I won’t, what is wrong?" "I just want you to be safe, understand?’’ "I do, I will be brave and strong and I will be ready for this.’’ I can tell that he knows what I am about to say and he doesn’t want this to lead to a fight.
"I don’t want you to go?’’
He nods "I get this, it’s because I am weak?’’
"No, that is not the reason why. I just don’t want to have to worry about you too,’’ I grab his hands in mine, I want him to see this from my own view.
"Do you think sothing bad is going to happen?’’ he asks .
I shake my head, I want to be the most optimistic I can be in this mont but I still have a little fear at the back of my mind. It is not that I want sothing bad to happen, I just don’t want to have to add him to my worries.
"No, we will be fine. Once I make things right, I will co back ho. I will co back for you."
He sighs "Don’t ask
to stay behind, I can’t sit back and let you guys go alone. It is unfair to even think that I would agree to this."
"You said you wouldn’t get upset, please just think about it.’’
"I am not upset, just because you think this is what is best for
doesn’t an I should agree with you. I don’t think it is a good idea and I won’t let you try to convince ."
He gets up and before I know it, he is out of the room and I am left alone. I expected this reaction. I shouldn’t have expected that he would just accept my decision like it is the right thing.
This was just for my selfish reasons.
The door opens and Gyles walks in "What happened?’’ he asks imdiately.
"I don’t know what I was thinking, don’t worry, I will fix it." I walk out of the room and out of the house until I find him outside by the steps, he is breathing heavily. His scent is angry and strong. I walk up to him and I grab hold of his waist and pull him to . He sniffs the air and just like that, his scent changes. My heart sinks when he shuts his eyes and takes a deep breath.
"I am sorry,’’ I manage because I hate being the reason for their sadness even though this ca from a good place in my heart.
"Don’t leave
here,’’ he clutches unto .
I take a deep breath because I don’t have a choice. I can’t make him stay here. He has to co with us.
We have to be together.
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