Chapter 449: Ti
Alanis
He is watching
with a confused expression sprawled on his face and I see how hard this must be for him.
Beau is the most compassionate person I have ever t. He looks very hard don’t he outside but he is as soft as a marshmallow on the inside. He is the kind of person that would do anything for the people he loved, he is protective of his family and right now Fallon is still his blood.
Even though he killed his father and he has a lot of hatred in his heart, Beau doesn’t just want to eliminate him from existence.
He doesn’t want him to die and that breaks my heart.
How can soone who is so evil and heartless make my man so worried? I don’t want it to even be debatable because I want the motherfucker dead, but as I told him. At the end of the day, it is up to him and what he wants to do. I am just thinking about my babies. The ones that are about to co into this world. I don’t want them to have any threats and Fallon is a threat to my happiness.
I might be selfish but I don’t believe that he has changed.
When they found him, he was less of the man than he was before he disappeared. Sothing must have happened to make him the way he is. I don’t believe anything. I don’t believe that he has changed.
Once I am strong enough, I am going to get to the bottom of everything. I am going to get Eligio, I am going to find out what is going on in his head. He can’t have given up without a fight. It just doesn’t make any sense to .
"I don’t know if I am strong enough to do this. I can’t just end his life,’’ he covers his face with his hands as he confesses. I know that this is eating him up but I can’t make the decision for him. He needs to make the decision for himself.
"But you are strong, you are stronger than you give yourself credit for. If it is what you want, you will be able to do it. It is not easy but you can do it. You are the Alpha and you have a duty. You have to do it for your pack, for your people.’’
"You are right, but it is not going to be easy.’’
"You don’t have to do it alone, I will be by your side,’’ I assure him even though I am pretty sure that he already knows. I don’t need to spell it out for him, just the sa way he doesn’t need to with .
"I know you will, and I love you for that. You are the only one I have, the only one I want," he tells .
He doesn’t say it out loud, but I know that he is thinking about his father and how much he misses him. He never really had the ti to mourn his father’s death. A lot happened, and he had to focus on being strong.
He had to focus on becoming the new Alpha.
"I love you too," I tell him and I kiss him. That is sothing that has always helped us through the hard tis. We are not scared of showing our affection.
This is who we are, we are not afraid of kissing each other, of loving each other.
I am not afraid of being with a man. I am not afraid of the strength he has. I am not afraid of his power.
"Enough depressing conversations, are you hungry, do you want
to go get you sothing to eat?’’ he asks as he pulls away from
slowly. His hands are still resting on my stomach gently. I have noticed that he likes touching my stomach.
"I am starving,’’ I admit with a goofy smile on my face. I didn’t want to think about food because of everything that has been happening but at the end of the day, my body decided to betray .
"I will go get you sothing to eat, you need to eat for the babies. I will be back soon, promise.’’
I nod my head and smile as I see him walk out of the room.
He is looking more relaxed than earlier and that just makes
feel better.
I am worried about the decision he has to make but I am not worried about him.
I know that he will be okay and he will be able to do it. I rest my hand on my stomach, in an attempt to feel them. With my hands on my stomach, I try to feel them but there is nothing. I don’t want to panic because it could be nothing but they are closer to coming out. I should be able to feel them. I try to stand up but my legs are too weak right now. The pain that has been gone is back.
Beau, I need you.
I send him a mind link.
I know that he can hear , so I am not surprised when he barges into the room with fear in his face. His eyes are wide and he is breathing harder. The fear in his voice is evident.
"What is it, what happened?’’ he asks and then he sees, the expression on my face. I don’t even know what is happening.
"I can’t feel them, help ,’’ I reach for him but he runs out of the room and leaves
in the quiet room. My heart is throbbing as I try to take deep breaths, the more I do, the more pain I feel.
"Ogma walks into the room with worry in her eyes. I see Beau in the corner of the room, his eyes are open, and he looks completely frazzled. I stretch my hands out and he shakes his head, rushing over to
as Ogma examines .
"You are okay,’’ he tries to assure
but the pain is just too much.
I don’t know how much more of it I can take. Ogma looks up suddenly and there is a smile on her face.
"It is ti, we have to bring them out before they rip you to shreds."
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