The Werewolf's Chapter 408: Not alone

Chapter 408: Not alone

Blue

I don’t know how long I drown. It all feels so real, I know this is all in my head. The last real thing I rember is walking into the cave. This is all in my head. This is a test of my strength. a test to see if I can survive these next four days.

The goddess is not going to make it easy and I am not going to give up. I close my eyes as the water clogs up my lungs. The pain is excruciating. Now it feels like drowning is the worst way to go. my body is screaming at

to give in. I fight the urge to open my mouth and gasp for air. I want to give up. I want to give in. I don’t want to drown. I want to breathe. I want to live.

I open my mouth and the water rushes into my mouth. it tastes like the sea. salty and fresh. I am breathing in the water and I can feel it moving through my body. I can feel it moving through my veins and my heart is beating faster. I feel it in my head and I know my whole body is dissipating into nothing.

I don’t know how much more of it I can take.

I can feel my body getting lighter and lighter as I dissolve into the water. It feels like I am not even there anymore. I can feel the darkness taking over and I don’t fight it anymore. I can feel myself slipping away and I don’t even care because I know it is not the end. This is just part of the test. I just have to take it and be strong.

I close my eyes, not even struggling anymore and the darkness takes over. The silence is eerie as I open my eyes and this ti, I am not in the pond anymore.

I am in a room.

It is bright.

I look around because this place is unrecognizable to . The room is very clean and there is a big window at the end of the room. I can see the moon shining through the window. I look at myself and I am soaking wet. I was drowning and now I am here.

I walk to the window and see that I am in a tower. This is a strange place for a tower but I think it is beautiful. I walk to the big window and I can see the night sky. The stars are so bright and it makes

feel calm. I look down at the garden and I can see my mother again.

Why is she here again?

I don’t want to see her. I don’t want to be here. I hate that she is involved in this process with .

She is watching

with a smile on her face, I stay in front of the window, not sure I want to even know why she is here.

I know it is not real, it’s a mind trick. I don’t know what she wants from . she turns around and starts to run in the direction of the tower. I stay at the window and watch her as she runs.

She is wearing a long white dress and her hair flow behind her. Her hair is so long and it looks like a river of silk. She is running down the garden and jumps into the air and disappears.

I don’t

I jump out of the window after the decision to follow her cos and I run as fast as I can to the direction of the tower. She picks up her pace and the sounds of her laughter echo through the night. I can see her; she is almost at the door of the tower. I am so close to her.

"Why are you here?’’ I about into the air because this is the worst person I could possibly co across. All the mories of all the things she has done are still in my head. Maybe this is my punishnt.

I an, that is the point of this?

It is not real but it feels so real.

My mother is the one person that has given

identity issues. I am dissociated from who I really am because of her.

I don’t know who the real

is.

Am I a warlock or a werewolf?

"You are both.’’

The voice stops and I recognize it. The sound that is always in my head. My wolf. I turn around and I see him as he walks over to

on all fours. This is the side of

that I have always felt disconnected from.

I don’t know why but I have always felt like my wolf was a separate entity from . I

My wolf looks so beautiful. His fur is shining in the moonlight and his eyes are a beautiful dark brown. I don’t know why I have never seen him like this before. I think I always thought he was ugly and disgusting. but I was wrong. He is beautiful and he makes

feel safe.

He is a part of . We are one.

I look back at my mother. She is almost at the door of the tower.

"Hello Blue,’’ His voice is soothing. Makes

feel safe through this ss.

"How is this happening?’’ I ask him.

I have always felt so disconnected from my wolf. He was just a beast inside

and I never felt like we were truly one. I never felt like it was a part of .

"You have to go with the flow, no matter how painful or frustrating it might be,’’ He says in his calm, soothing voice. I look back at my mother and she is almost at the door. I have to go with the flow.

"How do I do that?"

"We do this together,’’ he tells .

I turn in the direction of my mother, knowing that he is going to be with

through this. Sohow, I am not alone in this.

That makes

feel even better.